This takes place four years after the fall, When Sherlock committed suicide. John pesters Sherlock to find out what happened in those four years, a touchy subject that makes Sherlock cringe. Rated T-M for language and content. Definite M In later chapters. Warnings for Torture, Gore, Rape, Angst, Fluff, Whump. NO SLASH Just a serious Bromance. Slight OOC. Major Character Death.