Updated 25/3/08: Hello People who still have me listed under your fave writers or any of my stories in your favourites which I appreciate by the way, I appreciate all the people trying to get me to keep writing which I really wish I could,I appreciate all the people who keep reading and refreshing hoping something else will come up when in all honesty it really won't. What I don't appreicate is bitchy people reading my fiction and telling me that my characterisation is wrong, that I got a certain plot all wrong because to be honest all that does is piss me off and just want to delete this account. Honestly I don't know what is keeping me from doing just that. Maybe it is those GOOD people that read my stuff. So if all you're going to do is read my work and bitch about my style then here's a reality check for ya. It's FAN FICTION! It's my characterisation of that character, It's my plot that you have been reading and if you don't like it I honestly don't care. I have been a member of FF.net for a long time and am just getting sick of this. In a way it's the reason I retired to doing Slash on LJ.Yes that's right I do slash...BANDOM slash and I'm damned proud. If the stuff I write now was allowed on FF.net I wouldn't hesitate to post it but It's not and I never ever will. So if you Like my stuff I appreciate it, if you hate my stuff all of which is my old skool stuff I might add hold your tongue and keep moving unless you want a bitchy reply when you review it.

So like before I came empty handed and I leave just as much only now with sense of annoyance because of those know it all reviews I get.For those of you still linking me I suggest you look up livin_dead69 on Livejournal...you may find something you like...and if not feel free to request I've got nothing against that. xo

Name : Fei...or Faye...depending on who I talk to...AKA Flaire Delacour with Faith

Nicknames: Flaire (RP character), Faerie (curtsey of Starfire Grayson), Tomato (curtsey of Mei Mei), Aiode (more known RP character), Lovin_torture (username on a few sites), Choccie_frog (Username on Chamber of Secrets forum AKA CoS), Livin_dead_fan_gurl666 (username on another site or so), FeiFei (My RP friends )

Nationality : British and damned proud, no matter how long I'm in NZ I'll always be a brit!

Age: I'm getting too old for this...damned Whippersnappers! lol jokes!

What I look like: not telling...draw ur own conclusions I don't care=P

Likes : My friends, my family, RPG of the HP variety, Teen titans, Harry Potter (with a Damned passion!), Xmen (both Evo and movies), Recess, Batman beyond and plain batman, Cardcaptors, Buffy/Angel, Firefly/Serenity (Joss your a bloody genius!), Justice league and Xiaolin showdown, Bourbon and Cola, music of the rock variety, Black and Red (colors of Ebil I say!), TV (especially soap operas don't ask), reading (I.e Kelley Armstrong and Anne Rice), Podcasts, RP, Vampires and anything morbid or gothic and Forums of all varieties

Fave songs : My top songs are the minute are: And love said no by HIM, Vampire Heart by HIM, Perfect Skin by The 69 eyes, Face Down by Red jumpsuit Apparatus, Pain by Three days Grace, King of Rock 'n' Roll by Daniel Lioneye, Famous Last Words by My chemical Romance, Backstabber by The Dresden Dolls, Liar by Emilie Autumn, Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by P!atd, Love like winter by AFI, Lips of an Angel by Hinder, How to save a life by The Fray, Joker and the thief by Wolfmother, This ain't a scene it's an arms race by Fall out boy, Victim by Eighteen Visions, Death goes to Disco by Goodnight Nurse.

My five fave rock bands: At the minute Fall out boy, HIM, Paramore, Panic! at the disco and The Academy is...

Fave Movies : Serenity (Joss is still a genius!), Dracula 2000 (Gerard Butler is the best Dracula I've ever seen), Xmen/X2/X3 (Shaun Ashmore the hottest iceman ever), Queen of the Damned (Stuart Townsend is cute with long hair lol), Underworld/Underworld Evolution(two by two...eyes of blue =P), Nightmare before Christmas and Corpse bride (Tim Burton is as much a genius as Joss Whedon!)

My friends! Closest! Over the world and in NZ!
Jay (Serpent blade): One of my best mates ever! I probably wouldn't have made it through computing without her!
Claire: My bestest best mate ever! Five years and we can still drool over the hottest guys!
Jenna (Loki AKA the Evil one): My bestest friend no matter where she is!
Amberness (AKA Fan girl): My bestest best mate online or not! where would I be without ya ...mwahaha! Bill the werewolf lmao.

Around the world in a group of friends:
Cousy bro: My best bud since we were small...where does the time go?
Ray: My American Sister! where would I be without ya?
Mr.Erik: Part of an inspiration for a great original fic...and King of Plotbunnies =)
Trudiness: Dude where do I even begin? Though I must say...creator of one of the hottest male characters ever :P
Reeny: Two words...Alexander Gandor
Jo: Creator of one of the most intense characters ever...
Ashleyness:Breeder of the Plotbunnies...she has so many plots I'm suprised she sleeps at night...
Steph: One of the best people I know...who always has a random topic to talk about when bored :D
And all the other people who are as close to me as my second family.

Things I cry about : sad songs...many sad songs...

Dislikes : raw tomato, cooked mushroom...ewww...copycats...Liars, Angel/Cordy shippers, Cordy/Conner Shippers and Fred/Wesley shippers...ugh...

Fave ships

Robin/Starfire (Teen Titans): If you thought Raven and robin was the Number uno pairing then look at Sisters...and some of the other epis pushing the two!

Buffy/ Spike (spuffy): How can you not like Spuffy? I am a little unpredictable...I used to be a buffy/Angel fanatic and look at me now! Mwahaha!

Willow/ Oz: Anyone who says Oz and Willow weren't a good couple, you need to be forced to watch the first few seasons of buffy!

Wesley/Faith: If you can't see it like what I do and watch the episodes with Faith in Angel and maybe then you'll see it, especially season 1 =P

Cordy / Xander: Cordy and Xander...could have cut the tension with a knife before they started making out in various janitors closets.

Ginny/ Harry: Ginny and Harry will always be together!

Draco/ Ginny (Fire and Ice): Draco and Ginny...the whole Romeo and juliet deal! Its just so good...shame its not cannon.

Ron/Hermione: Heron forever! Mwahaha!

Fred/Angelina(Bludger and Quaffle): Dude how can anyone not like those two? So cute...even if it's not really cannon...though I still say they should get married!! Come on JK!!

Tonks/Remus Lupin (Wotcher Wolfie): Awwww the cuteness despite the unexpectedness

Inara/ Mal: Mal and Inara...the companion and the captain...complete with snippy comments and yet longing looks, saw it from the start...shame it went nowhere.

Kaylee/ Simon: The doc and the mechanic...as many sparks as Inara and Mal...but the amount of times poor Simon screwed up...poor Doc!

Quotes-

My fave from Serenity is:

~ Wo shang mei er, mei xin, bian shi tou - River (translated = I will close my ears and my heart and I will be a stone)

~ No I won't go to Hell! I've got a restraining order!

~ I'm not a Control Freak, I'm a Control Enthusiast - Joss Whedon

~ If you wish to be a writer, WRITE! - Epictetus

~ To write something you have to risk making a fool of yourself - Anne Rice

~ Fiction is a lie, and Good Fiction is the truth inside the lie - Stephen King

~ Be happy while your living for your a long time dead - Scottish proverb

~ I don't understand this 'cutesy frontman' tag I've been given.I thought people would like me because I'm a Crazy Asshole - Gerard Way

~Those who don't believe in Magic will never find it - Roald Dahl (RIP)

RPG - more Drama than an OC Episode - Moi

"Thank you for the tragedy. I need it for my art" - Kurt Cobain (RIP)

"One thing vampire children are taught is, never run with a wooden stake." -Jack Handey