hello i an MBoeltje41. i am a writer who loves what he does despite being dyslectic. this dyslexia really sets be back but actualy makes me more determined to continue in order to improve

i currendly have 2 stories running that have my focus. next to a book that i'm curently writing.

so my first story rise of the united earth republic. a story arbout ahsoka landing on earth in 2014 there she'll need to learn or adapt or find a way back.

secont story is also about ahsoka. this is a war for a loved one. as i said a story about ahsoka and barriss. having a secret relation while sidious failed and broke free from the republic starting a new and this time real war

i also have a few secret projects running. more about that when the time is right.

no somethings about my self

my reall name is... no i'm not going to tell that haha sorry. if you really want to know pm me i might tell you.. or i might not.

i am 21

i live in the Netherlands. and my entire bloodline is descendant of Frisian blood.

as i said i have dyslexia. pretty bad case actualy.

i have combined 18 years of experience in martial arts. but hate to fight.

i am not religious. but honestly i don't care whether you are or not. my views are clear in my storys i'm sorry if they offend you. that is not my intention. as a saying goes. you do you. then i'll do me.

my story begins in a town called medemblik my live started out pretty easily. however everything changed 11 years ago. when my grandfather died and i needed glasses. due to the sudden change i started to get bullied a lot... I've always been a quite and shy guy keeping too himself. however when the bulling started it became worse. eventually things got out of hand i no longer dared to say no and allowed everything to happen. at age 13 my whole live went to hell. you see i had this crush on a girl. and we were friends. i had a crush yes but i wasn't ready for any sexual activities. despite this she kept pushing knowing that i couldn't say no. she manipulated me and raped me for half a year. eventually it stopped but the experience left me broken. i couldn't turn with this to my parents. ( they still don't know i was rape.) my parents were friends with the girls parents. i couldn't destroy that. i knew my parents telling this would destroy their friendship. eventually i turned to a teacher. i told her everything. but instead of helping me the laughed and shamed me. told me that men couldn't be raped. that i just had to suck it up. that was the final straw for me. at age 15 there was no light for me on the other side of the tunnel. well there was but i couldn't see it. i tried to take my own live. that nest afternoon. i felt unwanted and abandoned. the only reason why i'm still around is because one of my friends had a bad feeling and decided to check me out. that right there saved my live. i made a few more attempts but. never could follow trough. in the mean time i think my friend told what happened how far they pushed me. the bulling lessened. it didn't stop completely. but it was at least bareble again.

then one of the bullies came to one of my martial arts training. let it be fate that i lost my black belt for a day and had to were a white one. i told my trainer what the guy bullied me a lot. and that he'd probably try again. my guess was right. the did try to bully me. however this was my turf he was on. i lost control of my anger. the only time it ever happened. everything went black. when i regained continuous my trained had moved me to the dressing rooms. i heard that i had to be pried off the guy with 3 man. i hospitalized the bully for a full week. again the bulling lowered now people however stopped because they feared me. something i didn't like. when i was 18 i went to collage. only one bully remained. but he stopped after my new friends picked him up and started to bully him against my wishes. when i became 19 the bullied was finally over. i had started counselling and came over the rape incident. my depression is as good as gone now. tough i did had a slight relapse a year ago when i broke up with my first girlfriend. yes i had my first girlfriend when i was 20 that's how badly the rape scarred me. i didn't trust woman. i couldn't even if i wanted. i'm over that now but still i struggle some times. curently i'm looking for a job.

now my favorite food... do you need to ask? of course its pizza. tough i also love Chinese. and spareribs.

my favorite movies. are lord of the rings. star wars (duh). almost every jacky chan movie.

my favorite games starcraft (all games). mass effect (all games). Europa universalis 4. star wars the old republic mmo. stelaris. need for speed.

my favorise books. ahsoka the novel. thrawn. the young samurai. the song of ice and fire. the grey hunter.

my favorite tv shows. starwars rebels and clone wars. Game of thrones. avatar the legend of korra and aang. and recently The King's Avatar. its a Chinise anime.

my favorite comics/manga's akatsuki no yona. darth vader. the old spiderman books. and kingdom.

my favorite fanfics are. ( heart like god but breaks like glass. http :// archiveofourown .org /works/9150895/chapters/20790004 ) (starquake.) (tale of a togurta) (the order redeems)

my top 10 favorite chareters are 1 Ahsoka Tano. but you probably noticed that. 2 comander sheppard. 3 avatar korra. 4 captain Endellion Shaik ( OC made by yunikoYokai. for starquake) 5 sarah kerrigan. 6 james raynor. 7 anakin skywalker. 8 avatar aang. 9 princes yona. 10 john snow. for he knows nothing yet still the most.

i hope you'll like what i do and if you want to know more about be don't be afraid to ask.