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Joined 12-26-11, id: 3566364, Profile Updated: 07-22-13
Author has written 5 stories for Dragon Age.

me: senior in high school, bookworm, loves storytelling(though I don't think I'm good at it), and love reading and watching how stories unfold. I joined the site around christmas of 2011, and find reading any story entertaining. I am more of an artist though and have my college picked out for the fall (yay). I write after school when I get the chance after homework, and tend to post updates later at night. Ooh, I am also involved in the Dragon age Legacy PBeM, which is really fun by the way. If you want to read it, figure out what it is, or join, just look at the site and go from there! ;)

Nickname: Call me Kat

Heritage: I'm mostly french and irish, I think... Dunno really

Height: um, about 5 feet 7 inches

Eyes: pretty much a dark brown

Hair: Very thick, very dark and rather long.

Known Languages: I can speak English, spanish, and learning japanese (not enough to say I know it though...)

Likes: Fantasy, day-dreaming (I love it), writing, reading, singing (even though I suck), I really, really love fantasy things! I love the adventures and characters and elves and vampires and dragons and magic! I LOVE magic things! I love drawing and painting too!

Dislikes: I hate people when have to be in the spotlight and people who think they know everything. I don't like having to clean up my room! I like my mess, it gives me inspiration and I know where everything is! I hate the people that are apparently the 'popular' people, but no one really likes them so I don't get why they're called popular... anyway, I really don't like them, they're just mean, rude, bitchy, annoying... etc...

Hobbies: I like volleyball, softball, tennis, and soccer though I don’t think they like me back (I always get injured and broken bones). My three most favorite things to do are read, write and draw!!!

Fav Word/Phrase Of The Month: Mercurial

Favorite Authors: they are all good so why should I choose?

Favorite song artists: I love PARAMORE, Matt Dusk, Nickleback, Panic! At the Disco, Seether, the Almost, Big Bad Voodoo Daddy, Black Veil Brides, Three Days Grace, Escape the Fate, The Piano Guys, Broken Iris, Stone Sour, AZU, the Cab, Crossfade, Devil Doll, My Darkest Days, Adelitas Way, Radwimps, Theory Of A Deadman... Others I can’t think of at this time...

Favorite movies: all Transformers movies, Avatar director’s cut (the blue people not the stupid airbender ripoff), Anastasia, and other stuff I can't remember... But will remember... I hope...

Fav Quotes:

- There comes a point when you either embrace who and what you are, or condemn yourself to be miserable all your days. Other people will try to make you miserable; don’t help them by doing the job yourself - Laurell K. Hamilton

- Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage - Lao Tzu

- I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.-Marilyn Monroe

- The earth has music for those who listen - William Shakespeare

- insanity is doing the same thing, over and over again, but expecting different results - Albert Einstein

- We don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are - Anais Nin

- Better to be hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie - Khaled Hosseini

- Ask yourself if it sounds like flowery Victorian wallpaper - My best friend Bry

Stories on hold:

--What's one more adventure?--first fan fiction start, Mainly focuses around a mage dealing with becoming the hero of Ferelden. She says what is on her mind and does whatever she wants, does she change for the better in the end? Figure it out for yourself ...on standby until I feel like i can go back and write it, well without making it sound like a pile of junk...sorry followers...

--Assassin's role-- How Zev actually thinks and what happens before he meets the Warden...well I'll get back to it eventually...hopefully soon...

One shots:

--Heartbroken Love--- Alistair and Elissa break up because she wants to let Loghain live. Elissa is breaking hereof apart because of what she chose to do

--Forever Yours-- a twist on Fenris and Hawke getting back together. The love that grows through pain, and separation.

--Alistair's regret--- from Alistair's point of view, the events folding after his love dies to save Ferelden...kind of self-explanatory in the title after that...

Extra random:

MUSIC MOVIE:
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. DON'T LIE GEEZ.

Opening credits :

Hot Mess - Hedley (is this some sort of ominous feeling?)

Birth :

No Matter What - Papa Roach

First day at school :

Believer - 3 Doors Down

Falling in love :

Escape - 30 Seconds to Mars (...well that just sounds perfect...)

Fight song :

Time Is Running Out - Muse (...I can't tell if this is good or bad...)

Breaking up:

Bad - the Cab

Prom :

Operator Please! - Matt Dusk (Now I really want to jitterbug. It's really a fun dance...no judging)

Life :

Won't be Afraid - Cat Empire

Mental breakdown :

Broken Home - Papa Roach

Driving :

Animals - Nickelback ( O_O )

Flashback :

Watching you - White Tie Affair (...)

Wedding :

Amazed - Scotty Mccreery version (at least one thing is happy)

Birth of child

Trapped (in a Web of Love) - Royal Crown Revue

INTERMISSION

Final battle :

Won't Stop - OneRepublic

Death scene :

Never Say "I Told You So" - The Almost

Funeral :

No Resolution - Seether

End credits :

Odd One - Sick Puppies (according to iTunes, or my music, I guess I really am...)

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Failed To Fail by Ventisquear reviews
It always surprised me that it was so easy to get Zevran's approval. The Warden just turned his whole life upside down and then acted as if it was quite normal... so this just shows a bit of Zev's confusion about his new situation...
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 42 - Words: 266,308 - Reviews: 485 - Favs: 228 - Follows: 266 - Updated: 8/31 - Published: 1/19/2011 - Zevran A., Surana
Of Elves And Humans by Merilsell reviews
Trust is a delicate flower that needs to get nurtured and time to grow. Even more so love. A tale of two disparate Wardens forced together, of finding a way to overcome the distrust, and their own painful past in the time of the Blight. An in-depth exploration of the Dalish origin and all DA:O companions. Complete. Note: A newer, rewritten version of this story is available here.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 127 - Words: 949,555 - Reviews: 1649 - Favs: 504 - Follows: 467 - Updated: 6/10/2018 - Published: 1/10/2010 - [Alistair, Mahariel] Morrigan, Zevran A. - Complete
Fereldan Paparrazzi by Ventisquear reviews
What are the Wardens like when they think they're alone? What are their secret worries? What's new in their love life? Read to find out!
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,538 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/11/2017 - Published: 12/28/2011
The Laughing Wall by Reyavie reviews
She's bored, he's freaked out. She's an airhead, he's confused. A what if Duncan hadn't been near the Tower and the mage got in trouble.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 29 - Words: 77,123 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 12/21/2016 - Published: 1/26/2011 - Amell, Cullen
Untold by SpiritBearr reviews
Some stories were never meant to be shared with anyone. A potential series of drabbles of moments of laughter, tears, brotherhood, love, anger, and trust-you don't spend so many years with people without becoming family. Rating will vary. DA2 verse.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,211 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/1/2014 - Published: 9/9/2011
Is He Gay Or? by Girl-of-1000-fandoms reviews
Ken has been acting very strange for the past few months,and Candy's determined to find out why. Rated T for mentions of kissing. Beware all you homophobes,for there shall be YAOI! :D P.S. This is a songfic
My Candy Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,318 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/19/2013 - Candy, Ken, Alexy - Complete
In the Dark by Bleve reviews
He had kept her completely in the dark. Now, she would enlighten him. One version of what could have happened during and after the events of "The Last Straw." ***Contains End Game Spoilers***
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,800 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 3/26/2013 - Published: 4/15/2011 - Hawke (F), Anders - Complete
End of the Beginning by shynerdylady reviews
Fem!Cousland and Alistair from the start of the Awakening expansion. An embellished encounter between husband and wife. I hope you like it :D!
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,046 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/13/2013 - Published: 2/28/2011 - Alistair, Cousland
Constant Trouble by Tare-Bear reviews
What if Hawke... wasnt really Hawke? But instead a tired Grey Warden and Hero of Fereldan, searching for a new way to live. A female mage broken hearted by King Alistair and unable to stand by as he marries goes in search of her own life. Changes her name, gets new friends, and becomes a new legend.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 21 - Words: 60,640 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 1/1/2013 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Fenris
Shades of Grey and Black by catalinaD reviews
On the whim of a jealous Arl, all was taken from Ffion Cousland. She is dropped into the Wardens where she discovers just how thin the line is between their just Grey and the Black sorrow that threatens to consume her, even as the Blight eats at Ferelden.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 72 - Words: 289,362 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 12/30/2012 - Published: 3/17/2011 - Complete
Straining at the Leash by analect reviews
The Circle Tower is a hotbed of rumour and intrigue, and Corda Amell suspects something big is about to happen - but will she let her loyalty to her only friend sway her from finding out what Senior Enchanter Uldred has planned?
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 45,507 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 11/25/2012 - Published: 10/14/2010 - Amell, Jowan - Complete
Following Fate by Taffia reviews
Enraged at a shattered Kirkwall, Hawke flees to join the Qunari. But her search for stability and peace is challenged at every turn. Hunted by princes and pirates, she embraces her purpose amidst the chaos, and the world will shake before her.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 74 - Words: 155,261 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 178 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 10/16/2012 - Published: 10/18/2011 - Hawke (F), Arishok - Complete
Who We Are by Merilsell reviews
"It is difficult. All things worth keeping are." - A series of linked Shenko oneshots, spanning all three games in a random order. It shows how they became who they are, in a time where nothing is ever easy but worth the fight. Spacer/War Hero/Vanguard/Paragade.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,759 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 5/29/2012 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A.
Truth be Told by Binsfeld reviews
Varric finds himself oddly tongue-tied around Hawke. She seems oblivious, though, and he's certain he doesn't have a shot with her. Isabela slips in to play unwelcome matchmaker.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,546 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/31/2012 - Published: 3/30/2012 - Hawke (F), Varric T. - Complete
Incognito by onthewayside reviews
Isabela enlists Merrill to do a little spy work for her. Hawke is not impressed. FemHawke/Varric. Rated for language and mention of sexytimes.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,212 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/18/2012 - Hawke (F), Varric T. - Complete
Amore, more, ore, re by Kimmae reviews
'Even with all this "power" that being king gives me, I never got to hold my own life in my hands. I wonder how she felt holding hers.'
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 17,887 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/20/2012 - Published: 12/27/2011 - Alistair
Once I Dreamed of Dragons by Lady Maisry reviews
Teneira Tabris has spent her life clawing her way to the top of the pecking order in Denerim's alienage. After sacrificing her life there to keep her people safe, she finds herself at the bottom of another ladder. Rated M for things both fun and dark.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 32,206 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/17/2012 - Published: 12/26/2011 - Tabris, Alistair
No Warden Commander Here by Reyavie reviews
Not all Wardens are meant for leading. Duncan should have known that.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 831 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/14/2012 - Alistair, Mahariel - Complete
White Blank Page by LoquaciousQuark reviews
Anders stumbles across Hawke and Fenris in a private moment and confronts some unwelcome truths. Justice is no help at all. Hawke/Fenris, complete.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,421 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/13/2012 - Anders - Complete
Just a Dance by Angelique Daemon reviews
The Warden decides to lift the party's spirits, and Zevran experiences emotions he had not thought himself capable of. Just a bit of humorous fluff, with my Dalish Warden.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,286 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/24/2012 - Zevran A., Mahariel - Complete
Would You Hold It Against Me? by PenguinRegina reviews
Game of strip-Wicked Grace in Varric's rooms at the Hanged man. Fenris is losing like crazy; he is down to his leggings. Isabela is desperately trying to get him to lose his pants. One shot.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 671 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Isabela, Fenris - Complete
A Star's Song by LittleLotte17 reviews
A nice short One-shot summary of my F!Amell playthrough. Okay, it's not nice, it's actually super sad, but you should read it anyway. And I'm sorry this description is awful. Alistair/Amell/Zevran
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,499 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Published: 1/5/2012 - Alistair, Amell - Complete
Soulmates by karebear reviews
"I was born to tell you I love you." A deeper exploration of Anders and Hawke.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 43,500 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 1/5/2012 - Published: 9/2/2011 - Anders, Hawke (F) - Complete
Sadie Hawke by EvilBad reviews
A story of Fenris and f!Hawke, from the day they met, from his point of view. This is not the way a friend feels about another friend, is it?
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,251 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 8 - Published: 1/5/2012 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Homesickness by Canaria0 reviews
Knight-Captain Cullen of Kirkwall is a far cry from the young man approaching mental breakdown after the Ferelden Circle was nearly Annulled. What changed his feelings so dramatically? Dragon Age II, Romance for implied Cullen/F!Surana
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,354 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 9 - Published: 12/29/2011 - Cullen, Surana - Complete
Blown Away by Taffia reviews
The tide rises, the tide falls, but the sea is changeless. To be Qunari is to know purpose. To fulfill that purpose is to have honor. What does one do when that honor is suddenly stripped away? Companion to Following Fate. Taarbas, Arishok, Hawke
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,596 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/14/2011 - Arishok, Hawke (F) - Complete
The Writing On The Wall by karebear reviews
"To see the writing on the wall is to realize that a situation is inevitably going to end badly." Greagoir sees it in a dungeon cell, in the aftermath of Anders' year in solitary. DAWC Graffiti challenge. Sequel-ish to "Epiphany"
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,108 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 20 - Published: 10/4/2011 - Greagoir, Anders - Complete
Babies are a gift from the Maker, Fenris! by Aka Pine reviews
Garret Hawke and Fenris find a baby left on their doorstep. Cue ensuing chaos and cute.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,797 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 16 - Published: 7/15/2011 - Fenris, Hawke (M) - Complete
In Peace We Lie by mackillian reviews
AU. Sequel to 30 Dragon. Mysterious darkspawn plague the north while the search for Morrigan and answers to what happened with the archdemon's soul begins. M!Cousland/Morrigan; M!Cousland/F!Mahariel
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 90 - Words: 579,154 - Reviews: 595 - Favs: 235 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 6/30/2011 - Published: 11/16/2010 - [Cousland, Morrigan] Mahariel - Complete
Broken Arrow by storm-stellar reviews
Ayne Mahariel has had to make tough choices in her life - but she had no idea that this one would change her life forever. Titles of chapters have been renamed
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,188 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 5/21/2011 - Published: 11/12/2010 - Mahariel, Nathaniel H.
What We Become by Jenny Redpiper reviews
To become what we are, we have to evolve from what we were. An early story of Anders..
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,773 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/11/2011 - Anders
The 12 Days of Christmas, DA Style! by NinjaEmmy reviews
As the title says! A Dragon Age version of 'The Twelve Days of Christmas! Enjoy... and MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 540 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/24/2010 - Alistair - Complete
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What's one more adventure? reviews
Meara the one that is taken away from the tower to become a grey warden. She is a curious cat that never wants to shut up and is thrown into the start of a blight. The origin story with extra to keep it interesting...how about try reading it?
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 17 - Words: 32,397 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/13/2012 - Published: 12/29/2011 - Amell
Heartbroken Love reviews
iTunes shuffle challenge. Alistair leaves feeling betrayed by female warden, and she is falling apart the day before the battle. The song is Bulletproof love by Pierce the Veil. Read if you like this sort of thing.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,786 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/6/2012 - Alistair - Complete
Forever Yours reviews
Fenris left Hawke, but he always regretted it. He watched as she was in pain, and wanted to be by her side. He didn't want to do what he did, but he was afraid. A different take on how they got back together. Quick one-shot
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,423 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/19/2012 - Fenris, Hawke (F) - Complete
The Assassin's Role reviews
Zevran is only about seven when he is taken from the whorehouse he lives in to become a Crow agains't his will. He goes for the training, knowing that it is either him or his comrades that die so others can live. The tale before he meets the grey warden
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Horror/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,609 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/30/2012 - Published: 1/6/2012 - Zevran A.
Alistair's Regret reviews
Falling into their last goodbye, Elissa Cousland leaves him behind to sacrifice herself for Ferelden. He never wanted her to go and he wanted to love her for the rest of his life. A short one-shot story focusing on his breaking heart.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,371 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/3/2012 - Alistair, Cousland - Complete