RainbowBettyhide bio
 Author has written 44 stories for Supernatural. “Endings are hard. Any chapped-ass monkey with a keyboard can poop out a beginning, but endings are impossible. You try to tie up every loose end, but you never can.” –Chuck, Supernatural Things you might not have known about me: My fandoms are Star Trek (TOS), Lord of the Rings, Dr. Who, Sherlock, and Supernatural up to and including season 7. I've tried but I just can't forgive Supernatural for season 8 and beyond so it's looking like all my WIPs are permanent cliffhangers. I really wanted to believe two brothers could save a series from a network of morons. I knit, ride my bike, write for a living (at least that's what my job title calls it) and dye my hair weird colors. You can also find me on Tumblr and AO3 by the same name. These are more personal details than I've shared with some people who have known me ten years... plus I actually let YOU read the stuff I write. (Which means we're like best friends now.) |
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Emails by clair beaubien reviews
Set around Fallen Idols and beyond. The boys email each other. Up now: Ch 13. Dean asks Sam to get him some beer.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 18,925 - Reviews: 546 - Favs: 361 - Follows: 167 - Updated: 7/14/2017 - Published: 2/18/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Broken Soul by AlxM reviews
5x04. AU. The brothers have been separated for six months, unbeknownst to Dean that in all those months, his little brother was being held captive by a group of hunters and tortured severely every day. When he finds that out, he goes for his rescue. And when he finally finds him, he doesn't like what the months of abuse has done to his baby brother. Brotherly love.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 39,144 - Reviews: 418 - Favs: 446 - Follows: 438 - Updated: 1/24/2016 - Published: 6/4/2012 - Complete
See No Evil by AlElizabeth reviews
Pre-Series AU. Sam leaves for Stanford, thinking only about finally fulfilling his dream of having a normal life. Instead, he is kidnapped and his life becomes anything but normal. Can the Winchesters cope with the changes forced upon them and stick together or will they crumble under the pressure? Major hurt!Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 33 - Words: 99,019 - Reviews: 582 - Favs: 249 - Follows: 299 - Updated: 7/31/2014 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Book of Gospel by lillelouis reviews
In which Castiel drops by in need of a favor. Basically something I've been wondering for a while: How would Sam and Dean look and act at their scariest? This is attempt number 1.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 31,008 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 3/2/2014 - Published: 4/14/2013 - Sam W., Dean W.
Divine Intervention by SuperSonic21 reviews
Sam is kidnapped by a witch who needs to use him for a spell. Obviously, Cas won't let that happen - human or not. Kind of angsty; established sastiel. 3.4k. A little bad language.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,521 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/28/2013 - Sam W., Castiel
stop and remember me by BookkeeperThe reviews
Winter comes early, that first year. Ice is just frozen water. [Wincestiel with heavy Sam/Cas emphasis and past Samifer, sequel to The Bright Waters Meet.]
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 878 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/28/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Eurydice by SuperSonic21 reviews
"As Sam was pulled down further and further, Cas grieved for the fact that his Father was so cruel as to test the same man twice . . . He wished, for the thousandth time, that his Father's mysterious ways were at least fair." Cas watches Sam's dreams. Sastiel friendship, set before 8x17. New chapter: post-9x02. Sam can't stop thinking about Castiel - he's not the only one.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,414 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 10/22/2013 - Published: 3/22/2013 - Sam W., Castiel - Complete
Broken (WOW Multi Chapter) by WinJennster reviews
Dean disapears for two weeks, and when Sam finally finds him, will there be anything left of his brother to save? WOW multi-chapter challenge, a full story told through weekly drabbles. MATURE CONTENT, NO SLASH (Time frame is after Cas's Season 7 "death") This story contains mentions of drug use and sexual assault. Read at own risk. *on hiatus*
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 17 - Words: 4,479 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 9/22/2013 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel
It's Just the Wind by SupernaturalFanPerson reviews
Dean thought it had all ended thirteen years ago. He thought he'd never have to see his little brother so sad, so pained... But when the Winchesters investigate what's supposed to be a simple salt and burn in the familiar town of Broken Ridge, the ghost of the long-dead man who had caused so much agony might have more than just a revisit of the brothers' memories up his sleeves..
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 35,048 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 9/28/2012 - Sam W., Dean W.
Tremble by trufflemores reviews
Kirk is dying in a radioactive chamber and Spock cannot save him.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,793 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 233 - Follows: 34 - Published: 5/18/2013 - [J. Kirk, Spock] - Complete
Three Out Of Three by KKBELVIS reviews
Season Eight Spoiler Warning. Short missing scene for 8X19 ...Taxi Driver. Hurt/doubting Sam. Angst/supportive Dean
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,697 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Abyss Gazes Also by SuperSonic21 reviews
"He's heard it said that if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you. He finally understood the full extent of the saying now: his trip back to Hell ensured it." Sam's return to Hell leads to a confrontation with Lucifer. 1800 words. Just some wishful thinking for 8x19 'Taxi Driver'.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,868 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Sam W., Lucifer - Complete
Something's Changed by Jedi Sapphire reviews
Garth meets Sam and Dean together for the first time since the incident with the cursed coin. He knows right away there's something different. Spoilers up to 8.15, "Man's Best Friend with Benefits".
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,598 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The More People Change by Jedi Sapphire reviews
Set after Citizen Fang. My version of what's going to happen with the quarrel and after. Spoilers for Citizen Fang (and the summary of Torn and Frayed, if you consider that a spoiler).
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,238 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/14/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Obligation by bluecharlotte reviews
They're at a steakhouse, their first real dinner in months, and Sam's not going to ruin it with his hallucinations. But he can't control his gag reflex, and Dean's very persistent when he knows something's wrong.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,489 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/7/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Not Alone by Er-BearG32 reviews
A follow-up to Mousme's story "Ex Crucio", I was given permission to continue. Sam is out of the hospital after the gruesome torture and pain he received. As he and Dean head to Bobby's to help Sam with his recovery, it is made known that Sam isn't so willing to talk about his experience, much less re-live it. Can Dean and Bobby help him before he destroys himself?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 23,641 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 1/7/2013 - Published: 11/8/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Not My Brother by WinJennster reviews
Dean's starting to regret making that deal. Set Season 3, post AHBL. Implied noncon Wincest.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 22 - Words: 13,229 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/7/2013 - Published: 12/3/2012 - Sam W., Dean W., Ellen H., Jo H. - Complete
Standing Tears by KKBELVIS reviews
E/O word challenge. 200-word drabble. Word: Charm. Time Set: Set a few months after the Pilot.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/6/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Sammy Said Yes by The Scarlet Rose reviews
... and the world went to Hell.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,584 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/8/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Scripted by Buzzybeebub reviews
"It's alright, I'm gonna take care of you just like I promised." Dean knows what Sam wants, even if Sam won't admit it. Drabble. Non con wincest slash. Sam/Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/4/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Wishbone by quickreaver reviews
Only one thing can slow the boys down: The Big C. You'd think the guy who'd thrown himself in The Pit to save the world would deserve some reward; this ain't it. Happy Effin' Thanksgiving. Jody Mill's POV. Warnings: terminal illness, slight spoilers for Season Seven. Comments are love!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,476 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 10 - Published: 11/29/2012 - Dean W., Sam W.
The Shape of Things to Come by sparrowlately reviews
Dean is back from Purgatory, and normal isn't normal anymore. Sam helps. Written for the hoodie-time h/c meme before 8.01, so spoilers only though the end of season 7.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,464 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/6/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Stubborn Survival by CoffeeManiac reviews
When Sam is kidnapped by something evil, he is forced to relive a childhood trauma and Dean is left to figure out what happened in order to rescue his brother.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 34,163 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/24/2012 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Price of Happiness by Waiting To Be Broken reviews
After a hunt gone wrong Dean was not the same anymore. Sam knew how to help him, but did he really want to? After all, his brother wasn't gentle, he wasn't... sweet but he was his. And it was enough.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,346 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/23/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Other Shoe by BookkeeperThe reviews
In which Sam states little but implies a lot, and Dean fills in the blanks. Early season seven, rated for non-explicit references to rape.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,109 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 32 - Published: 8/12/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Hell's Despair by clair beaubien reviews
Set vaguely late S7. There are some things Sam does not want to remember about hell. Rated for implied topic. Nothing graphic or specific.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,540 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/7/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
the frames on the wall are crooked and empty by Min Daae reviews
So maybe they need to talk. It's not clear that Sam really wants to, though. S7.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,497 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 14 - Published: 5/5/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
As Bad As I Thought by clair beaubien reviews
Set vaguely early S7. Coming to from another "hell seizure", Sam overhears a telling conversation between Dean & Bobby.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,938 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 16 - Published: 4/9/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
His name is by NevWriting reviews
In order to keep from turning into a black-eyed monster Dean recites everything he knows made him human. But after so long under Alastair's blade, touch, and voice, Dean begins to lose himself. Dean/Alastair, warnings for graphic torture, very dark.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 678 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/26/2012 - Dean W., Alastair - Complete
Wish You Were Here by HappyChaos3D reviews
A supernatural wound causes Dean to have vivid flashbacks of Hell, and it seems trying to treat it is only making it worse. And Sam, he doesn't know what to do anymore.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,683 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 46 - Published: 11/9/2011 - Dean W., Sam W.
Which Bar the Way Out by Mousme reviews
After being caged with Lucifer, Sam really, really doesn't deal well with being shut in confined spaces, to the point where it affects his health.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,650 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 225 - Follows: 27 - Published: 10/27/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Who's Afraid of the Sun? by Min Daae reviews
"Dean had been a torturer for ten years. Sam had been the tortured for one-hundred-eighty. Maybe those roles never changed." Gore, torture, Hell, and badwrong.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,300 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 15 - Published: 9/30/2011 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Mirror of the Soul by interstellarpirate reviews
Post 6.22 After Sam encounters a particularly harsh look at memory vs reality vs hallucination, Dean decides to take a little dreamwalking trip into Sam's mind to try and help his brother. His choice can either have a devastating or helpful affect.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,765 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 8/18/2011 - Published: 8/15/2011 - Sam W., Dean W.
Fit to Be Tied by darkforetold reviews
Soulless!Sam/Dean. Incest, bondage, edging, frottage, rimming, dub-con. After passing out, Dean wakes up to find himself tied to the bed, defenseless, helpless and completely subject to Sam's whims.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,471 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 20 - Published: 8/1/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Winning Hand by K Hanna Korossy reviews
Love beats fear every time.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,893 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 198 - Follows: 14 - Published: 6/5/2011 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Gethsemane by SupernaturallyEgocentric reviews
This is my take on the night before Sam said yes to Lucifer. Sam and Dean's good-bye.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 731 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/5/2011 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Everybody Standing Around Us by authoressnebula reviews
Sequel to Empty Chairs at Empty Tables. "There'd been no warning." Dean tries to piece together what's going on with Sam. AKA, if you wanted the happier ending with more comfort and more hurt than this is what you're looking for. M for language.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,128 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/14/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Searching for a Feeling by mute90 reviews
"We don't feel but, somehow, we recognize the lack..."
Crossover - Supernatural & Dexter - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 446 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/14/2011 - Sam W., Dexter M. - Complete
No Miracles in Hell by Menthol Pixie reviews
Sam carries the cold inside him now. Dean's trying to pick up the pieces.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,221 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 158 - Follows: 20 - Published: 12/3/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Monsters Don't Cry by interstellarpirate reviews
Tag written to Sympathy for the Devil, Season 5. Sam's a monster and monsters don't deserve anything except to be hunted and their evil removed from the earth. Or rather that's what Sam believes, but Dean not so much.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,949 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 16 - Published: 11/27/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Finders Keepers by TraSan reviews
There are some people who just never learned it isn't nice to take things that don't belong to them. Dark fic.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,416 - Reviews: 270 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 11/21/2010 - Published: 11/30/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
In Shadow by UnholyMuse reviews
Pre-Series AU. The boys are put in separate foster homes after John is sent to prison. Five years apart in very different lifestyles sees them eventually reunited. Will their bond survive after years of separation and abuse? Contains abuse & rape.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 238,420 - Reviews: 1149 - Favs: 1,028 - Follows: 1,006 - Updated: 8/16/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Dean W., Sam W.
Heaven Without You by Mousme reviews
Tag/coda/thing to 5.16. Sam gets kidnapped by hunters who have nothing good in mind for him. Cue Dean to the rescue. T for swearing.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,324 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 652 - Follows: 64 - Published: 4/3/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Ex Crucio by Mousme reviews
From a comment-fic meme on LiveJournal. The prompt was: Crucifixion. Tortured!Sam and Dean to the rescue, sort of. Spoilers for Season 5.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,045 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 330 - Follows: 55 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
They All Eventually Break by lilballerette10 reviews
Cas shows Dean the true reason why Sam had said "yes" to Lucifer. Tag to 5.04. Warning: Rated T for some Sammy torture.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,678 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 14 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Complete
As He Breaks by VooDoo Doll13 reviews
Dean is forced to relive his worst Hell-fueled nightmares once he finds himself in the grasp of an old enemy who uses Sam to hurt him in the one way he could never cope with... Warning: Non-Con/rape Wincest.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,570 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 26 - Published: 7/26/2009 - Sam W., Dean W.
Fade by sUnKiSsT reviews
Tag to Jump the Shark. Sam is fading fast...Angst!
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 729 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/28/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
What'd You Get? by Psychee reviews
Episode tag to 4.19-Jump the Shark.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,511 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/26/2009 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Saved by sUnKiSsT reviews
Wide eyes stare upwards, looking into almost identical green ones. He blinks, trying to focus on the face – needing to see it before he fades out. Pre 4x09. Second POV added!
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,135 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/21/2009 - Published: 11/18/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Beginnings To Ends by stranded chess piece reviews
One-shot. My version of some scenes from 'Heaven And Hell'. Limp Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,647 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/2/2008 - Complete
Food, Glorious Food by BlueEyedDemonLiz reviews
Sam stopped eating sometime around his fourteenth birthday...Short one-shot, no spoilers.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,487 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 20 - Published: 8/22/2008 - Sam W., Dean W.
Obsession by A-blackwinged-bird reviews
Sam faces his fears though he'd rather not.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 15,100 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 6/7/2007 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
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On the Outskirts of Normal reviews
Prompt fill for the Oh-Sam Triple Play comment fic meme. Takes place at some unspecified time during 8x12: As Time Goes By. Sam and Dean are at a motel with Henry when Sam comes down with a high fever which causes him to hallucinate being back in the cage.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,403 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 16 - Published: 9/9/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Henry W. - Complete
Strength reviews
Strength is sometimes knowing when you need help, and being strong enough to accept it. So… one-shots on a theme.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,364 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 5/14/2013 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Sam W., Dean W.
Heartbreak Hotel reviews
On their way to investigate a series of unexplained deaths, the Impala breaks down outside the ruins of a once-opulent, turn-of-the-century hotel. The boys soon discover that the sole caretaker is not what she seems, and her interest in Dean could put both of them in danger. Season one case!fic
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,403 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 4/22/2013 - Published: 4/20/2013 - Sam W., Dean W.
Sam Winchester Returns to Hell reviews
Alternative version of Sam's second trial in 8.19 "Taxi Driver."
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,967 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Splinter reviews
Sam is in pieces, and each one is a piece of Sam. Drabble series, DID!Sam of 6x22. "Dissociative Identity Disorder" or multiple personalities.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 742 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 3/26/2013 - Published: 1/6/2013 - Sam W.
Anything You Can Do (I can do better) reviews
Bunker!fic sequel to "Betty Friggin Crocker" although this one also stands alone. Sam decides he needs to bake Dean a pie, and well... he tries.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,791 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/13/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Memory is a Loaded Gun reviews
What you choose to remember defines you. What you try to forget has a way of finding you. Plausibly in-canon child abuse: you are warned.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,956 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/6/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Far from Home reviews
Canon-divergent future!verse. Team Free Will continues to hold out against Heaven and Hell and it's a tug-of-war for what's left of the planet... until Cas helps Sam go through with something worse than Yes, and Dean can't seem to pick up the pieces.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,654 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 3/4/2013 - Published: 2/11/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Sam I Am reviews
Now that they've settled in the bunker, Sam and Dean finally have rooms they can call their own. So why isn't Sam putting up any pictures?
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,033 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 16 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Running on Empty reviews
Sam isn't going to give up on Dean. Or himself. He can handle whatever the Hell trials throw at him. He just wasn't expecting... side effects? Tag to 8.15 "Man's Best Friend with Benefits"
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,112 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/24/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Betty Friggin Crocker reviews
Dean's nesting triggers happy memories of Sunday mornings when their mom was still alive. Sam, of course, doesn't have any of those memories.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 868 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/19/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Tears of Guilt reviews
Dean can't talk to Sam about Hell.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 598 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/16/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Not This Time reviews
Tag to 8x14, Trial and Error. It wasn't the first time Sam had watched a Hell hound attack his brother. But this time, he could do something about it.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 863 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/15/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Listen to the Words reviews
The right song can say everything that ever needs to be said.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,868 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Turning in Circles reviews
Sometimes Dean picked fights he couldn't win.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,762 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/30/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Empty Yellow Light reviews
Sam's Hell was Lucifer, and Lucifer burned cold. Since getting his soul back, Sam can't seem to remember what warm even felt like. Dean buys him fuzzy girly socks.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,848 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/27/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Fair Trade reviews
Timestamp to Black Market, in which Dean goes after the demon who dared to make a deal with his little brother, and things don't exactly go his way. Read that one first if you want context. This is Dean's POV during part of chapter 5. T for language.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,173 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/26/2013 - Dean W. - Complete
Stone's Throw reviews
A particularly brutal case involving torture and rape triggers Sam's PTSD, and he finally decides he has no choice but to leave hunting life for good and try to live the normal life he'd found with Amelia. But when Dean is kidnapped, they discover it's not just a case… it's personal. Not graphic, but obviously: trigger warnings for the above. Early season 8. Complete!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,819 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 1/20/2013 - Published: 11/23/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Black Market reviews
With time running out for Dean, Sam finally finds someone who is willing to cut a deal. But the price is higher than he expected. Late season 3. Complete!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,130 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 1/10/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Do Not Resuscitate reviews
After 1x12 Faith. Dean finds out that Sam had a plan B to save his life. Dean is not thrilled.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,195 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Nightmare reviews
There were many times Sam woke up screaming. And Dean never stopped feeling helpless. Very T for language; also trigger warnings for mentions of suicide and implied non-con. Canon-ish in spots, just squint if any slight divergence bothers you.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 13,647 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 108 - Updated: 1/1/2013 - Published: 10/30/2012 - Sam W., Dean W.
Pie Town, USA reviews
Dean insists he doesn't like surprises, but Sam is pretty sure he'll like this one. One-shot.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/31/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Too Much, Too Close, Too Fast reviews
After Hell, after Dean, Amelia becomes Sam's last and only thing, and nothing makes very much sense anymore. First person POV drabble.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/27/2012 - Sam W. - Complete
Written in Reverse reviews
Since Hell, Sam's grasp on reality has been a fragile thing. Dean's death didn't help. But Dean coming back from the dead, that helped even less. A dark one-shot, a bit AU, taking liberties with Sam's missing pre-season 8 time.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,271 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Sam W. - Complete
Means reviews
She had a lot of work to do with Sam. Fortunately, he'd given her a lot to work with. Just a little plotless, angsty Sam/Ruby.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/21/2012 - Sam W., Ruby - Complete
Giving Up Breathing reviews
Dean almost drowns in a hotel pool. Is it connected to whatever is causing the rise in local drownings, and does one brother have to die to stop it from killing again? Early season 2.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,367 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 12/21/2012 - Published: 10/24/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Untouchable reviews
A curse leaves Dean unable to physically touch Sam, which turns out to be a bigger issue than either of them anticipated. Season 3.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,636 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 195 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/16/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Office Bromance reviews
Missing scene from 8.04 Bitten. When Sam and Dean were videotaped in the restaurant together "they just sat and talked about how they've been apart for a year." Did anyone else wish we'd gotten to see THAT footage?
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/8/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Heaven Isn't reviews
After 5.16, Dark Side of the Moon. Talking leads to a bit of a chick flick moment, but nobody dies.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 911 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Loose Fur reviews
Life with Amelia was good. Sometimes Sam had to wonder whether it was even real. Drabble, pre-season 8.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/26/2012 - Sam W., Amelia N. - Complete
Choices reviews
Sam hadn't made mistakes. He'd made choices. And now, with the gun pointed to his head, there was really just one choice left to make. AU aftermath of 8.06, Southern Comfort. Trigger warning for suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,300 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 225 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 11/19/2012 - Published: 11/15/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Wingman reviews
Dean decides Sam needs a night out. Sam couldn't agree less. Somehow each brother manages to know what the other needs most. Early season 1 brotherly stuff. Rated for a couple of f-words and a little suggestiveness.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,490 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/17/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Hell for the Holidays reviews
In the cage, Lucifer used Sam's memories of Christmas against him. Now that he's topside, the season doesn't exactly evoke warm feelings of holiday cheer. For the OhSam h/c winter comment fic meme.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,182 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/11/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Soul Collector reviews
A hunt goes south and both boys end up on the wrong side of the thing they were hunting. Or were they hunting the wrong thing? Loaded with twists! Set between 2.20 What Is and What Should Never Be and 2.21 All Hell Breaks Loose. NOW COMPLETE!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,222 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/27/2012 - Published: 8/15/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Hollow Man reviews
He's locked inside his own mind with no knowledge of who he is or how he came to be admitted to an inpatient facility under the name of John Bonham. What he does remember is a pair of familiar hazel eyes... and the nagging sense that something is very, very wrong.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,816 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/23/2012 - Published: 10/22/2012 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
Eight Miles High reviews
Sam is injured on a hunt but shakes it off like it's no big deal. Dean takes it upon himself to slip his little bro something for the pain, not realizing Sam has already maxed out his own dosage. With thanks to Lucydolly22 for prompting!
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,051 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/19/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Closure reviews
The letter Sam never sent. Because he couldn't. Because everyone he ever loved was dead. Pre-8.01
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 946 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 23 - Published: 10/16/2012 - Sam W. - Complete
Ink reviews
It's that scene. You know the one, from 3.12 Jus in Bello, that flash of tattoo that both boys show. And Sam's breakdown on the side of the road not far outside of Sioux Falls that preceded it. Directly after 2.14 Born Under a Bad Sign.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,547 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/13/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Older Brother reviews
"You're not really. Older than me, I mean. Not anymore." It's the first time he's heard Sam talk so bluntly, so honestly about the cage since the wall in Sam's mind crumbled. Just a little on-the-road sharing between brothers. Set between 7.17-23.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 765 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 10 - Published: 10/11/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
It Ends When reviews
A series of Hallucifer drabbles (now complete!) on the many ways Luci tortures Sam with this: "End it? This? The paint slowly peeling off your walls, come on, man why would I end it? It ends when you can't take it anymore." PLEASE BEWARE: Triggers for anxiety, mental illness, depression, suicide, non-con/assault.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 1,606 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 10/10/2012 - Published: 9/10/2012 - Sam W., Dean W., Lucifer - Complete
Mistaken Identity reviews
Sam and Dean are captured by drug traffickers who think they have information they they don't, and they force Dean to hurt Sam to get it. Dean goes after revenge. Now complete!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,805 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/1/2012 - Published: 9/28/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Jack of Spades reviews
Sam is in Hell, Dean knows this. He just can't stop hearing Sam's voice and seeing him everywhere he looks. But when something threatens Ben, it sends Dean's protective instincts into overdrive. Could the very thing that threatens Ben be the key to bringing back Sam – and is that a choice Dean is prepared to make? NOW COMPLETE! Set a few weeks after 5.22 Swan Song
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,266 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 9/24/2012 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Dean W., Bobby S., Lisa B., Ben B. - Complete
Losing It reviews
Tag to 5.1, Sympathy for the Devil. Bobby's words cut deep, but worse by far was his brother's silence. Warnings: triggers for depression, suicide
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 994 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 13 - Published: 8/17/2012 - Sam W. - Complete
Uncle reviews
Lucifer DOES have a point, and Sam has something to prove. Dean just wants his brother to be okay. Set in early season 7. This was my first SPN fic, and while I'm not going to apologize for it just know that we all have to start somewhere okay *cringe* Really, don't read this one, read something else.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,033 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/2/2012 - Sam W., Dean W., Lucifer - Complete