Based off the eighth season episode If/Then, we follow Meredith as she tries to navigate her newly complicated life. What happens when she knows the cute guy at the bar is her boss, but she wants him anyway? How will she escape from the shadow her mother casts? And who is Meredith without a person of her own? -The fic that came back from the dead, updating every Monday!

Gary Clark took Derek from her, and another tragedy took her baby 7 months later. Or did it? 4 years later, Meredith will finally realize what she needs to keep on living... maybe its right in front of her. In the meantime, Everyone else faces the same thing in different ways. S11 McSlexie, Japril, Calzona, Jolex, Omelia. Basically like watching Greys TV Read to find out more!

A health issue for Derek's mother sends Derek, Meredith, and Zola back east for the first time into the heart of the extended Shepherd family. When his mother requests an unexpected surgeon, Derek will also need to open the door to his past and try to fit all the pieces together. Set during Season 9 with some pre-show AU parts. Very MerDer. Almost finished & updated May 22!

What happens when you lose who you are? Can you find yourself again? Will you listen to your heart? MERDER, The continuation... A story about growing up, growing old. Fairytales and Magic, Science. Love and loss. Risk. Sacrifice. How to be Extraordinary. Don't Miss Out!

Third in the 'It Came Upon a Midnight Clear' series. Follows 'Driving Sideways' AU Mer/Der (Previously known as Handprints)

MerDer AU! Marriage and relationship of Meredith, Derek their children and grandchildren! Of course Anyone who has already read the 'future' of this fic... please be respectful... Written over 10 years ago... I am slowly fixing the grammatical errors, so bear with me. ENJOY.

MerDer Christmas Story

Sequel to "If That's What It Takes" Yes, you should read that one first. AU Mer/Der

Post S6 finale fic, set immediately after Sanctuary/Death And All His Friends. MerDer. Following the shooting, Derek struggles to recover from his wounds, both physical and spiritual. [COMPLETE]

Begins with events on episode 4.11 and its immediate aftermath. Definitely Mer/Der as they work through this latest break up and ultimately make their way to a healthy, nurturing, committed relationship. Shattered Dreams Fulfilled will have its original conclusion in spite of S11.

Meredith and Derek's lives are turned upside down when a provocative young woman from Derek's past comes looking for him at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital (AU, seasons 10/11). Co-written with CileSuns92.

Mainly a MerDer story. Maybe the other characters. My Season 4 continuation after 4.11 in which I attempt to fix things. Hopefully a good healing fic. Enjoy.

Meredith's been grieving for weeks over the possibility that Derek might not ever speak again. [Oneshot. MerDer. Post 11x21. Fix-it.][ReVerse Series #2][COMPLETE]

In the wake of Derek's tragic car accident, the process of Meredith Grey rekindling her romance with Derek Shepherd is a slow one fraught with unexpected challenges. You know how it starts. You know how it ends. In this companion novel to Recover, join MerDer for the journey. [MerDer, post 11x21, fix-it, multi-chapter][ReVerse Series #3][COMPLETE]

11x24 You're My Home Meredith listens to Derek's text message. This is about what she feels when she listens to it, reliving everything that has happened. Also, Amelia and Meredith finally start talking about what happened a year ago even if it's painful...

Sequel to Ever Ever After. Derek gets some unsettling news that affects his life and everyone's around him. Set four years after Ever Ever After and contains many flashbacks on the four years in between. *Should read Ever Ever After before reading this one. Many elements probably won't make sense otherwise.*

Meredith and Derek are faced with the challenge of living on separate coasts. Meanwhile, a storm is brewing... [Might contain Season 11 spoilers]. Co-written with Nicole aka Paisley Mae.

11x21 Fix-it. MerDer. One shot. What if Derek's not actually brain dead? [ReVerse Series #1][COMPLETE]

Post Risk (11x08) two shot. MerDer, as always. Very spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Enjoy!

What if Derek and Meredith had been together through all of season two and beyond? A different look at season 2 Includes all major events from the *COMPLETE*

Takes place in mid season 6. Their lives are all changing, for the better and for the worse. Will our favorite Seattle Grace doctors be able to handle the heat? Will they survive the challenges their love lives will cause? - WARNING!

When Meredith realizes she has gotten herself in a tough situation, she does what Meredith does. She runs. What happens when the people who find her are people she thinks she knows ? Post Prom night

He believed that love could be born from a single glance across a crowded bar; she preferred not to believe in anything at all. Years after their brief encounter, their paths will cross again - and this time, no one will be spared the consequences.

How a little girl stole everyone's heart M/D

Sequel to 'It Came Upon a Midnight Clear' Mer/Der

Title reflects thoughts as MD fan post S6F. Vehemently disagree with SR that Mer's miscarriage was necessary for her to know she wanted a baby,and cringe at Rhimes/Vernoff S7P plans. Will attempt to turn obliterated hopes to hope/reborn and restored.

An amazing story of hope and love and promise and destinies fulfilled, a Meredith and Derek pairing like nothing you've read before ... it's dramatic and hopeful and full of love with the promise of passion! More than a modified-AU. *Rating Changed to M*

AU MerDer. Different take on season 1 and the relationships. What if MerDer were married before she started her internship?

LST followup. Derek Shepherd and Stewart Manning in search of pirates. [Lightning Series #2][COMPLETE]

Post 2.17 Fic. What would happen if Meredith took control of her destiny after that bomb rocked her world? Read this EPFIC and find out! Story based on a S2/S3 theory - tried and true - literally resulting in a love that transcends above all else!

Meredith and Derek centric fic. Early S3. Modified AU. A story of strong love and deep connections and unbeatable passion, each so intrinsic that merely surviving alone is no match for the true power of "them". Start reading and you won't want to stop!

As Meredith begins a new chapter in her life with Derek, the search for answers about her own family leads to revelations that will alter everything she thought she understood about the woman who raised her. Sequel to 'One Day Closer To You'.

Beyond the post it wedding. It was sweet, romantic and tender, as a prelude to a wedding. But we've been told "it was the wedding", and big reverberations forthcoming, implying the shoe is about to drop. This explores S. Rhimes cryptic message.

Post season 6 with an emphasis on Meredith and Derek. COMPLETE.

MERDER. Future. Home. Love. Marriage. Family. Surgery.

Follow Meredith and Derek through the ups and downs, and happiness and tears of their first months and years of marriage.

AU MerDer Strong-willed Meredith Grey from NY becomes the new Chief of Surgery at Seattle Grace, snatching the post from under Dr.Derek Shepherd’s nose. Will she be able to work in the new not-so-friendly environment and find love in the process? COMPLETE

Meredith and Cristina left Seattle five years ago after the non-wedding. They are now returning to celebrate their friends graduation. A MerDer and Owina story.

AU MerDer, They were broken up. Again. Over a nurse. Seemingly, for good. Meredith packed her bags and left Seattle taking something partly Derek's with her. Now, after more than two years, her career makes her come back... COMPLETE

You’re an amazing doctor and I’m very proud of you." MerDer oneshot.

MerDer post season 5, exploration into married life of our favorite characters.

A MerDer Story. Derek and Meredith as parents. Was a one shot, but now it's chapters!

Prequel to 'I Hate Myself For Losing You'... It only takes one moment, one meeting to change two lives forever!

Derek Shepherd, Neurosurgeon. Meredith Grey, first grade teacher. What happens when their worlds collide? AU MerDer

Sequel to "Lost and Found": After nearly seven months of waiting, Derek and Meredith come together to build a healthy, stable relationship and to take steps toward the future they've both been dreaming of. Mer/Der, but includes all major characters.

MerDer, post Time After Time. Derek takes Meredith to meet his family in Connecticut, but nothing goes as planned. [Lightning Series #1][COMPLETE]

She may have lost faith in the world, but never in him...' Sequel to 'WHAT I'M HERE FOR.' MerDer wedding.

Takes place about a month after 4.11. In the aftermath of Meredith & Derek's breakup, she fails to show up for work one day. Where is Meredith? What happened to her and how will her friends cope once they find out?

Sequel to Nothing Else Matters. MerDer have been living together for a few months and are finally letting their relationship progress. But when tragedy strikes, everything that they've built together gets called into question. Can they make it all work?

Meredith runs, but this time lets Derek find her...' MerDer from Susan's death to 'yes' with all of the steps in between.

What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas or does it? MerDer

This is kind of like Where the Boys Are expect Meredith and Christina come camping too. It is different than the show though and hopefully funny. MerDer mostly and some Bang

A robbery gone wrong, and an OR full of hostages to exchange. Twelve men, twelve guns, a deadly explosive. Nine doctor's lives hang in the balance. This is the night that defines who they are, to themselves and to each other. MD, other pairings.

First Day, Second Year: Merek. The first forty eight hour shift of the second year. The storyline comes off exactly from where we left off in the S3 finale. Told in scenes. Complete. Shonda's U, not my usual AU. Whole cast.

After the Season 3 finale, how over is it for MerDer? Can they repair all of the damage that they've done to their relationship? MerDer focus with other characters integrated into their plot. THE FINAL CHAPTER IS UP!

An entirely AU MerDer fic by GraveDancer and youronlybelle.

MerDer AU Someone is getting married and it's not who we think.

Meredith and Derek discover what is worse: the pain of keeping secrets, or the aftermath of the telling. Set in early Season 2. Decidedly MerDer. Completed!

[Completed] Ensemble fic beginning right before Greg Madden dies on the show. Zach, Kendall, Ryan, Greenlee, Greg, and others, including three significant Returns From The Dead.

What if Addison had never slept with Mark? A competely AU Meredith and Derek fanfiction. Also posted on the GA fanfic boards. Yes, obviously MD.

An AU MD Story... Absence can make a heart grow fonder but absence in a marriage can tear a heart apart!

I now have a title! Starts after 3.07 Where the Boys Are and goes on from there, incorporating some things from the eps after 3.07. MerDer centered. Also CaGe, IzzieAlex, Bang, and MAddison

[Completed] AU. In May 2003, Zach Slater heads to PV after hearing about Michael's arrest. While there, he meets Kendall, the woman that Michael deceived in his quest to win Alex Senior's approval.

[Complete] Zach and Kendall have chosen to change their relationship... and then tragedy strikes... AU story

Kendall's world crumbles when Bianca, Erica, Jack, and Ethan disappear. She blames their disappearance on evil Zach Slater. But what if she needs Zach to help her gain custody of Miranda?

[Completed] In this ensemble story, Greenlee and Kendall must cope with Dr. Madden's revelation. However, bigger surprises await them concerning their husbands.

This is a one chapter, completed story. Torn apart by their pain and anger, Zach and Kendall encounter each other at an empty house.

[COMPLETE] Kendall is undecided when Zach makes an interesting proposition. Will she accept? And what does he really want from her?

Zen is my couple name for Zach and Kendall. Sabrina is the BogartHepburn movie. Mix together and consume with your favorite warm beverage. [Completed]

[COMPLETE] After an unexpected encounter in Paris, will Zach and Kendall ever be the same?