Hello, my name here is just a pen-name :)

Nice to know you reading this.

I'll try to keep you entertain you XD

Btw, I get bored of HXH anime. But episode 114 sure is great!

I felt this for years and just manage to remember that I want to rant it somewhere, so it won't haunt me like those years ago,

thing is, anyone notice what's Gon's reaction when Killua ripped Jones' heart out in 1999 anime version?

I started watching Hunter X Hunter at 9 years old. It was aired from Monday to Friday. Every after Pakunoda died -Genei Ryodan arc OVA-, they kept replaying the show. I rarely skipped to watch it -I was an elementary school kid, did I have anything better to do? And why would I skip such wonderful anime that I can only get to watch once per day? I don't have any reason to not skip the other things and get myself cozy with a glass of iced tea and cookies in front of the television every afternoon. There, I found Hunter X Hunter was one first thing that made me feel twisted in my not-coming-back childhood. Realizing something would not always work as it seemed. Something was off.

I felt not right. Something is missing. Not right. It's awful yet, my brain can't come up with anything. It shouldn't be there, but I felt that it was there. What is it? I don't know. Why do you expect me to know? And know what? I let it aside. But the question certainly lingered for years.

After years, I saw notification of Hunter X Hunter anime, but it was DIFFERENT. Was it really HXH? Unfortunately, the first time, coming to know that HXH was having a remake in 2011, I slid my ass in front of my PC only to have dissapointment washing over me. It was the first time of their encounter with Tompa that tore my heart until I ship the anime staff with Batman's Joker. KILLUA is too cute. He is soooo adorable like plushie. And that's not him! What the hell! Why did he become a bordering-Gon-Freecss! This is a NOOOOO ! Where was that little guy who I used to admire from the other side of the screen for giving us some bloody scene in this peaceful elementary stage we all experienced?! He looked so... so... weak... where's that dominating little version of Hiei where I need him to let my inner self goooooooo... .

...umm, I'm off topic...please ignore the previous paragraph, please. It's not that wise to be written.

Long story short, recent research of the duo personality, I found that many people are flaming Gon nowadays. Apparently, it is caused by Chimera Arc. It was about Gon going berserk and seemed to leave Killua out, pushing him aside. Gon's darkside has been out and it made people think twice about him, measuring him again, take notes, and some said they were dissapointed. Why? How come they can turn and leave him like that? Because I can't.

No I'm not talking about: Gon was going berserk in CAA. This is where I re-watch both the anime (1999 & 2011-yeah, I can accept the new Killua, now XD. The 2011 version is a so well-done creation.), I reread the manga -CAA only- and again, re-watch the said topic up there. Because I'm feeling so close. To my answer.

This is the answer: when Gon saw Killua ripped the man's heart out. This is the case, why I felt twisted in my childhood. When he saw the scene, Gon was smiling. Grinning. Widely. A man's heart was being pulled out from its shell, in front of the very of him, in the line of his eyes, by a little kid that was his own comrade. When everybody else was freaked out.

Gon was grinning, so I grinned too.

After the episode ended, I felt wrong again. Is something missing? So lame. And I just realize it now.

That Gon boy was...widely when he saw another human's life is forcedly taken out by his...his comrade. Okay, you've spent some little chat with him. Know him a little better. But when some one was doing killing to the others, you're grinning. It was in front of your very eyes, you're grinning. The man's heart was out of where it should be belonged to, he would die, you're grinning. That folk who just did the killing was coming toward you, you're grinning. Now everyone was freaked out, because they didn't know when the killer might switch target, you're grinning. No matter how you didn't or did acknowledge him as a comrade or even a friend at times like this you should be on a serious alert. A red light alert! Max ringing sirene! Insane-level flailling the bell! Break open the gong! HELL-O! Are you stupid! He was going to be by your side for the next 50 hours in the closed area, where your family, friend, relatives couldn't come to save you just anytime even for only scratching your back when it was itchy and your hand can't reach, And he continued to be around you not just that 50 hours if you're lucky, but throughout the exams that you didn't even know when it would be over, and then the next, the next, the next, next, next...next...next...next...hh .

Why am I acting like Leo and Pika and end up lecturing this two dimensional spiky haired kid...?

Mr. Togashi,

you're simply marvelous.

Knowing Gon was not a goody goody I can't go hate Gon or just feeling uneasy with him. Maybe if Gon went freaked out by watching Killua ripped Jones' heart out, I'd have stopped watching Hunter X Hunter.

Because this case was the second reason why I like Gon and Hunter X Hunter.

Oh, well, I'm not entirely to Hunter X Hunter, I enjoy some other shonen mangas, like

Naruto

One Piece

Shaman King

Deadman Wonderland

Soul Eater

Gintama

D.Grayman

Assassination Classroom

Yu-Gi-Oh!

Eyeshield 21 ( HIRUUUUMAAAAA!!!! SENAAAAAAA!!! *fangirl creaking scream*)

Bakuman

Beelzebub

Yankee-kun to Megane-chan

Code : Breaker (REEIIIII!!! REEEIIII!!!!)

Yu Yu Hakusho

and some other shoujou manga.

Feel free to discuss some of them with me :3

my fav things :

Killua and Gon

Sasori, Niizuma, L, Yoh, Shinagawa, Tomba

high places ( it make us feel like being on the top of the world, right? okay, no problem, that's for me.),

dreaming good dreams (okay, just say it sleeping.),

baskin robbins, dunkin donnuts, gei jan dai, mcdonald, KFC, Sushi Tei, Teh Kotak,

Talk using nonaverage phrase people don't familiar with in my language,

drawing, reading, and making manga,

comedy shows which are aired in my country, SpongeBob, Gintama

Meruem & Komugi

When I was your man - Bruno Mars, Almost performed by Jessica SNSD -Tamia, Alesana, A7, GD

Contract Killer, Subway Surfer, Tomba 2, One Piece : Grand Adventure, everything from CRASH, Naruto Shippuuden 2, war of god, nicktoons, ATLA

painting videos

goodies that are free

I dislike :

BUGS (ANY KIND OF THEM!!!)

people who are mean to me (but sometimes I DO deserve to be treated mean.)

pile of tasks

waiting for HXH new episode every week

when I went to book store with so much hope and my target -new release manga books- were not released yet

When people don't understand what I am talking about even if it just a slight change of sentences to phrase.

I hope I can have bunch of new good friends here. Also bunch of reviews… :D

by the way, again, I still can't accept that the so cute Gon and Killua are separated by the Toga.

he better comes up with something outrageous to make up for it!!

. Currently listening to Apology accoustic by Alesana.

It's calming XD in its own way. It's like an orchestra song, for me.

. Currently listening to Gain - Fxxk U.

The music video interpretation was epic!