Hmm... School time, isn't it? All my ideas went out the window and right now I am desperately trying to figure something out that I could post that could be at least decent. I am discontinuing old stories that seem to have been taken out of interest. I am working on other stories, but currently ones that were in-progress simply are not going anywhere. It's like a huge fanfiction writer's block for me right now so please bear with me as I try to overcome and probably will take a decade to. x.x Understand I fail at fanfiction and probably will stop writing it in a year or so or maybe by the end of this year and keep my failing-ness to myself. Kthxbai.

Basics:

Name: Hikaru/Ryou
Alias: Wannabe Poet
Age: Less yet more mature than you at the same time...
Gender: Female
Species: Human (although I'd love to be a vampire)
Personality: Honest, passionate, determined, resilient, emotional, fun-loving, shy sometimes, easy-going, loyal, kind, compassionate, quiet at times, insane, and anything else you think would seriously apply to me...
Location: None of your business, ne?
Relationship Status: This isn't your business either...
Friends: Ayatsu (Dai) and Kijo (The Insane One)

Favorites...:

Song: Everything by Lifehouse, Nine Crimes by Damien Rice, Afterglow by INXS, Whatever It Takes by Lifehouse, Thank You For the Venom by My Chemical Romance, Simon by Lifehouse, Heavens Not Enough by Steven Conte, Sound the Bugle by Bryan Adams, Far Away by Staind, Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls, Name by the Goo Goo Dolls, Paralyzer by Finger Eleven, Given Up by Linkin Park, Collide by Howie Day, We're All to Blame by Sum 41, Smile Again by Ram Rider, Storm by Lifehouse, Home by Three Days Grace, Hold on by Good Charlotte, I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace, and countless others
Musical Artist: Three Days Grace, Breaking Benjamin, Seether, My Chemical Romance, All Time Low, Evanescence, Staind, Sum 41, Panic! At the Disco, Linkin Park, t.A.T.u, Seether, Daughtry, The Fray, Simple Plan, Saosin, Nine Inch Nails, Finger Eleven, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Used, Flyleaf, Jack Johnson, John Mayer, Nickelback, Rascal Flatts, Relient K, Yellowcard, Fallout Boy, Dashboard Confessional, Sugarcult, Within Temptation, Lifehouse, Good Charlotte, David Cook, Muse, Paramore, Marilyn Manson, and numerous others
Music Genre: Rock/Alternative/Metal
Singer: Amy Lee (Evanescence), Sharon Den Adel (Within Temptation), Hayley Williams (Paramore), Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance).

Occupation: Art
Style of Art: I don't quite know yet.
Form of Art: Poetry.
Type of Poetry: Spoken Word/Non-Rhyming/Free Verse

Book: Out of Focus by Margaret Buffie, Stop Pretending by Sonya Sones, How They Met and Other Stories by David Levithan, So Hard to Say by Alex Sanchez, A Swift Pure Cry by Siobhan Dowd, Boy Meets Boy by David Levithan, Totally Joe by James Howe, What Happened to Cass McBride by Gail Giles, Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher, Such a Pretty Girl by Laura Wiess, Lessons from a Dead Girl by Jo Knowles, Leftovers by Laura Wiess, Rainbow Boys by Alex Sanchez, Einstein's Dreams by Alan Lightman, Is He or Isn't He? by John Hall, To Kill a Mockingbird by Lee Harper, She Said Yes by Misty Bernall, and Cut by Patricia McCormick.
Author: Stephenie Meyer, David Levithan, and Alex Sanchez.
Genre of Books: Mystery/Thriller/Fiction
Series: Harry Potter, Twilight Saga, and Ranger's Apprentice.

Candy: Chocolate
Type of Chocolate: Milk Chocolate and Almonds or Caramel

Color: Red/Blue/Turquoise
Color Combination: Red and Black/Black and Red

Type of Jewelry: None
Stone: Amethyst

Subject in School: English

Anime: Naruto, Naruto Shippuden, Yu Yu Hakusho, Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Vampire Knight, Godchild, Zombie Loan, Wolf's Rain, Avatar: The Last Airbender, and Code: LYOKO.
Anime Character(s): Sasori, Deidara, Itachi, Orochimaru, Alphonse Elric, Karasu, Zero, Roy Mustang, Kaname, Kurama, Hiei, L, Zuko, and probably a few more I don't like to think about right now...
Least Favorite Anime Character(s): Sakura and Sasuke. Shoot them both. Please. I beg of you...
Anime Pairing: SasoDei
Acceptable Pairings: Pein x Konan, Hidan x Kakuzu, Kakashi x Iruka, Katara x Aang, Kaname x Zero, Roy x Ed, Kurama x Hiei
Least Acceptable Pairing You Shouldn't Ever Show Me: Sasori x Konan, Sasuke x Sakura, Sakura x ANYONE

TV Show: CSI/CSI: Miami, Project Runway, South Park, Family Guy, House MD
Movie: The Illusionist, Transformers, Ratatouille, Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End, Burn After Reading, and The Princess Bride.
Actor: Johnny Depp
Actress: Rachel McAdams

Animal: Cows, otters, llamas, cats, rabbits, and horses.

Likes and Dislikes:

Likes: Cheese, cows, milk, pudding, muffins, tacos, anime, reading, books, vampires, black, red, blood, gore, rain, turquoise, amethyst, ruby, emerald, sapphire, people who know the word 'personal' and understand it, people who don't hold back who they really are, people who accept others for how they are no matter how that may be, watching TV, being a fat lazy potato in front of the TV, writing stories/fan-fics, working on my books, my friends, hanging out, grape lollipops, dancing like no one's watching, celebrating life, going shopping, listening to music, gay people, reading, black nail polish, girls who don't wear fifty layers of make-up, being an insane person, rainbows, happiness, books, literate people, chocolate ice cream, the song 'Tainted Love' by Marilyn Manson, looking for more in life, and microwaving Peeps (hell yes).

Dislikes: Homophobia (ew, ew, ew, ew, ew...), creepy anime pairings (I'M TALKING TO YOU, SAKURA), people who don't express themselves, dishonest people, people who try to manipulate/use me, people who want you to be something you're not, people who don't even care when they have to lie to you, liars, flamers, haters, spammers, some chatspeak, people who can't even spell the word 'the' right, people who don't understand the meaning of the world isn't '42', people who quote movies 24/7, limits, people who don't believe in me, bad grades, Peeps, Hannah Montana, Demi Lovato, racism, people who in general judge me without knowing me, and stereotypes.

Stories:

Artfully Shattered: FINISHED
We're In Heaven: PERMANENTLY DISCONTINUED
My Immortal: For Ayatsu (changed from Ayatsuri.Chi) and FINISHED
The Psychiartrist and That Don't Impress Me Much: Both slightly/very OOC and FINISHED
All That I've Got: DISCONTINUING AND SIMPLY USING FOR MY OWN AMUSEMENT NOW!
Tainted Love: Posted; open for reviews; FINISHED
Pretty Girl: Posted; open for reviews; in-progress

Thanks so much for the support and reviews. You guys rock! See ya soon with more stories hopefully!

~Ryou

Please, please read this and understand it's truthfulness

I'm the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I'm a lesbian.
I'm the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I'm the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents that buried her daughter long before her time.
I'm the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I'm the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I ever had, I wish they could adopt me.
I'm one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will be able to walk again.
I'm not one of the lucky ones, I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I'm the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I'm the mother who is not allowed to even visit the child I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says that I'm a unfit mother because I live with another woman now.
I'm the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out that my abusive partner is also a woman.
I'm the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I'm a male.
I'm the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I'm the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I'm the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized that I was transsexual.
I'm the person feeling guilty because I think I can be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with the society hating me.
I'm the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed the doors to my kind.
I'm the person who has to hide what this world needs the most, Love.
I'm the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

If you also think that homophobia is wrong then please re-post this on your profile.
I found this on another profile and was proud to add it to my own!

~xXx~Do your part to end it~xXx~

Listen and Understand

I am the girl at four AM crying because I can't heal the scars
I am the one always turning the other cheek when hurt
I am the person who says 'tomorrow' and believes it herself
I am one of the few who admit they are broken
I am the girl who dies every day inside because hate still reigns over this world
I am the one who can plan her own suicide and say 'not now, not ever'
I am one of the few who chose to stay
I am the girl who can't say to her parents she's bi and dating someone of the same gender
I am the one who is mercilessly judged because no one will stop and listen to me
I am the person who is only afraid of what she can do to herself
I am the girl who writes 'LOVE' on her arm and accepts herself as is
I am the one who understands that pain cannot be easily seen
I am one of the few on a crusade to end the suffering of others
I am the person who looks to the stars and says:

"Jesus, when you want me, I'm ready. For now, I'll do what you wanted me to while I was here."

~ Written by RyoushintekiAikou ~

95 of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the 5 who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list: AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, Crazy Billie Joe Loving Freak, Shadow929,SweetNCrazieSugarmuffin,The Komodo Dragon Phoenix,Bust_A_Groover, Tecna, Triggonseed, The Only Innocent Writer Here-Yumi, Kikyouhater118, Midnight-angel-of-darkness, adngo714,cyber-porygon, the aku dragon of light, PirateCaptainBo; Ski Bo, pyro_manic19, DemonicNightmaresOfAnAngel, Itachi. Oh Enka., RyoushintekiAikou,