Johnlock. Angst/PTSD/Suicidal thoughts. Ongoing series. "Christ. Tell me you're going to be okay until I get there, John. Tell me." Okay? Of course he'll be okay, why wouldn't he be? "I'll be okay," he said waveringly. "Tell me you're not going to do anything to yourself. Can you do that?" "Do anything?" he echoed, confused. Another wonder... Sherlock's voice sounded scared.

Johnlock, angst, torture and recovery. John is used as a tool to gain information from Sherlock, but afterwards, has difficulty adjusting to the traumatic event. "The pain is distant, no longer a hot misery. How many bones? He considers it, and then John screams again, and it's like ice water sloshed in his face. He jerks, hears his teeth snap together as he looks up again."