7/1

I've been reading fanfictions since the fifth grade, but this is my first time actually writing one. Please be kind! If you must flame, that's fine, but please do so only if you feel it's necessary. I'd appreciate any constructive criticism, though. Thanks!

7/10

Sorry I haven't updated, but my mother has confiscated my laptop. Honestly, I like hiding in my room, but, well, what can I do? I only get a couple of hours a day online now, and with everything I do, it doesn't leave me much time to write. Beyond that, I am also addicted to Smallville, and am at a roadblock in the story. It shouldn't take much to get beyond it, but the creativity of my mind is limited, and only flows as I type. I am temporarily putting my story on a hiatus until I can think up the next part at the same time I have my computer with me.

Fortunately, I recently got a lovely review from one Alia Riddle, and it's made me feel guilty, so I might actually write something out on paper (gasp!) and then type it. And to answer her question, I don't believe a werewolf can become a vampire, and I think the venom isn't fatal to werewolves. However, werewolves have an exceptionally long lifespan until they decide not to be or are out of proximity with vampires for prolonged periods of time. As such, since I think it will definitely be an E/B fic, Bella could stay with Edward until the lycanthropy fades with time, and then he can change her. Or something. We'll see. Until next time.

7/29

huagfjaogjkangoawernw... I knew this would happen... Sorry, everyone, but I've lost my muse. Not just my muse, but also my will to write. THIS is why I normally don't write out any stories I think up; because I invariably get bored with whatever I'm writing and I hate to disappoint. And now I've disappointed. sigh Well, it'll come back eventually, but most likely not for a long time. Also, I don't like how it's coming closer and closer to canon. Once again, I'm very sorry; please forgive me!

8/6

...Has anyone read Breaking Dawn? I haven't yet, but I came across a synopsis quite on accident, and couldn't help myself. All I can say is CRACK-fic! I mean, I thought Eclipse was a little downhill, but from what I've seen... Ugh. I won't spoil it for anyone else, but I suggest you read it before you buy... that thing. I think I will continue this story at some point, but this completely throws me off. If I trailed off the path of writing before, this kicks me into a far away ditch. It'll take more time than I thought. Why is it always the endings that suck? First JKR with that horrible epilogue, and now this. I just hope the movie turns out better, which happens to be on December 12, 2008, by the way. Please excuse me, I'm going to go contemplate the meaning of life now.

9/11

This was posted in someone else's profile, and it caught my attention:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am the girl whose friends no longer let me hug them when I told them I was bisexual.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Thanks.

Homophobia/racism/classism (insert ...ism here) has no place in the modern world.

5/11

Eh... I absolutely fail. I give up. Sorry, those who may or may not be interested. If anyone wants this story, just PM me, or whatever. Quite honestly, the only reason I haven't said this earlier is that I couldn't remember my password. Oh well. Should someone actually want my drivel, I'll take this story down and put up a link to the new author's account. Either way, I'm keeping my profile up so I can vote on other people's polls. Hope no one's too disappointed.

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