Let's start things off with a bang, shell we? --A Poem dedicated to Hazel of my story '' Cloistered Touch ''...found it laying round as I was dusting out old files...fixed it up and it fits perfectly....for those of you not familiar with the story, it's still a complelling read...Well, I think so anyway!

Poem about Hazel’s feelings for Dean….thought it fit the story right now nicely. Warnings for some language. Enjoy!

Half-way

I want to go back….Hazel had spent so long without anyone, any intimacy…and now she was halfway in-between. Between the real and the pretend... scarred and crying. All the faces seemed the same here…when no one feels secure, like they are wearing paper masks, eyes exed out….expressionless.

Here everything is scary.

I have to end it…..my investment is too deep, and how could I imagine Dean would ever would feel the same…..eventually will my fantasy…my life jacket fail me completely- like it’s paled in comparison to the truth already. It used to be fantasy would be my lover and in a strange way... I was somewhere halfway to content.

Not like this.

Seperat and listless

Waiting for just one smile from Him...or a teasing word

But I stand alone again,

Silent

Huddled.

Where did I go?

And there’s no one to blame but myself-when nothing is simple or soft…..or easy.

I know its all ridiculous

I’ve weathered worse, fought to kneel and fight once more...

if only I didn’t care

When will that damn denial set in……….

Written by LacAnn Wolff...mirrors events in my own life too closely...

And off to other things we go...ho-ho...

I am ecstatically happy to announce, that I have created a loophole in the whole Sam and Dean sandwiched thing, and have come up with a story where I can still be true to there characters, and have a threesome available, it is a story I have had a beginning for for a while and reading over it realized it's potential, it's about a Siren...I know been done before, but never by me, and I realize if they had no control over there lust...maybe, anyway we'll see how it goes. - LacAnn(chapter one still in progress-it will get done eventually...lol) On hold as of now, but look for it in the future, along with others that are still in work room progress...

Just wanted to add my Happy Birthday to Jensen Ackles, our beloved Dean, is turning 30 on this March, 1 2008. I was hoping to get his section posted in my Two for one story today, and dedicate it to the man...so we shall see. --LacAnn ...Peace, love, and jello wrestling for us all!Forgot Jareds b-day which is in July, happy belated you sexy eyed giant of a man.

Okay, I used to write fan-fiction quiet a few years ago but my muse for inspiration diminished over time and then I saw the show Supernatural and it was love at first episode. I have considered taking the other Law and Order stories down but perhaps it shows my progress as a writer, and all the practice you can benifit from in a just a few years of daily practice.

My original fan-fiction included mostly bands I was interested in and some movie stars, such as Interview with a Vampire and Nirvana...when I was ten one of the first was Psycho-I've always had a morbid side...of course then there was no term for it, and especially no Internet to post the stuff.

I love the Supernatural for more reasons than I can count, the story lines, the characters, the music ...and of course the boys. I am glad the boys and show were willing to be my muses and wake up each morning with a yawn and a hello to the Supernatural calender that hangs right beside my bed(I thought that would be an appropriate place and never fails to make me smile as I role over in the mornings)

I have always been a writer since winning an award in 2nd grade and have thousands at least, of pages of poetry and unfinished work from child hood. I am now working on an actual book and it is slower going than I thought it would be. I am currently a student of psychology and am working on my BA for counseling. I would like to one day be a sex therapist, but would rather become a successful writer.

I know my writing style is different as I have been told again and again from my teachers but I think it is unique in good ways. I am an inspired romantic and so my stories will always fall under something close akin to love or relationship. I believe in exploring intimacy and so many of my stories if not all will fall into a mature category. I don't do Wincest mainly because that kind of thing doesn't rock my boat anymore...I would rather be able to see my self as the lucky heroin and not a voyeur watching from behind slanted blinds. I have noticed that reviews seem to be hard to pull out of people and wish I could get more info into what people think about the plot and characters. I can take criticism as long as it is constructive..I am used to this since I meet once a week with my writers guild for advice and opinions.

I recently have grown more confident in my writing abilities because of the writers guild...when you have a bunch of writers patting you on the back it makes you realize that its not all about the reviews on here...although that it helps the need to keep the story going. I hope I don't come across as overly confident because I am more humble than I am making out. This writing confidence is a new thing for me. Right now I am off to work on an erotic one shot inspired by the erotic work of Countess6680.. I defiantly endorse her writing.

We'll I am off to play with my boys for a while and will hopefully have something up in the next couple days...there are so many things I should be doing instead , like writing my speech, but I feel so compelled to finish my one shot that I think I will work on that first.

Love be with you all, may fuzzy plot bunnies infest your mind and breed many more to come..signed my true pen name Lacann.