It's a numb feeling, Dantalion feels as if his soul is no longer attached to his body, he likes it. It's better than the despair he feels when he becomes aware of reality again. He takes another sip and focused on the burn in his throat. He likes being numb. -

William read somewhere that you don't fall in love at once, you fall in love in stages. He's not sure if that fits him though. This man he loves, it feels like he has loved him even before he met him. It feels unfair to love him and to receive his love in return when he isn't sure if that love is for him. He feels like a fraud in his own love life.