~~funny seems i'm updating this more than my actual story(ies). i've been thinking about a new fanfiction alias, i was thinking something like "Sandman", it sound really cool (to me anyway) buut it really wouldn't work since i'm a girl and i already sign everything off as "TJ". whateever.

~some sayings by me~
"i saw a bunch if crows hanging out on the old baseball feild, my conclusion, baseball is evil. when you try to bear all your pain alone
you'll get through it
your skin will get thicker
you might get smarter
you'll get tougher
and you'll start to think you're invincible
but when you let your friends bear with you
you'll get through it faster
your heart will get stronger
you'll get wiser
you might get tougher
and you'll learn that crying isn't evidence of weakness.
lessons to bear -TJ
I am god
But I have no power.
I am forever immortal
But I am dieing.
It makes me mad
But I look happy.
I am the queen's best jester
But I'm not funny.
I walk around with a big smile on my face
But i want to cry.
And I know hundreds of people love me
But i can't impress that one person.
I couldn't hurt anyone
But i beat myself up everyday...
COntradictions of the Heart -TJ

I've seen the world from my hometown
And I hate everything
I've dated every girl through the one I lost
And I've concluded love's not for me
I've met everyone in the world from my block
And I hate them all with a passion
I've found my opinions to be facts without hearing your argument
And I know I'm right
I've seen everyone else's hardship without
actually opening my eyes.
And I know i have it worse
I've had a hard life without living
And so life's a bitch
I've said whatever family I have had was
disfunctional without hearing the stories
of rape and abuse.
And I can honestly say I hate my parents
I ignored you while you were preaching to me.
And you have nothing worth while to say.
(4 when dreams become memories, inu's POV -TJ)

um let's see something about me...well i'm the type of person who will most likely fall up the stairs then down them, seriously. I'm a passive-aggresive, optimistic-pessimise. my personal saying is "shit happens so get used to it." arn't i a rain of sunshine. Going through what i've been through most normal people would have developed extreme abandonment issues or something...right. For the most part i'm good natured but will cuss you out like a drunken sailor if you agitate me enough (just ask my brother) *coughs* anyway, I'm really uptight around people i don't know too well (Quiet), but when i get home i'm really hyper from being quiet all day. like to do stuff like write poems for my stories everything that follows.

2. i like basketball, sketching, anime/manga, cartoons, such as
the simpsons (that's old school)
family guy
futurama
X men evolution
totally spies (why, just don't ask)
static shock (i admit it!)

and shows like:
trigger happy tv
one on one
half and half
eve
girlfriends
who's line is it anyway?
showtime at the appolo/harlem
the parkers
comedy central
coming to the stage (go lil JJ)
and i'll add to the list later
chapell show
comedy central

fav anime's: inuyasha, rurouni keshin, cowboy bebop, full metal panic!, yu yu hakusho, .hack//sign, gundam wing, dirty pair flash, soul taker, zoids, trigun, escaflowne, etc...