I is female
I have medium-length dark blonde hair (tipped midnight blue)
I am a little bit tan
I have deep blue eyes (sometimes hazelish or green)
Fav colors are black, silver, and red
I am strange, and I am proud! Some preppy people ask me “oh my god! What the hell is wrong with your outfit, goth!” but I just say “ like, oh my god! What is like, wrong with your, like, face, prep?” its fun to b weird. I cant possibly imagine how bored those poor unfortunate normal people must feel (shudders at thought)I like to sing, and people tell me I am talented. I hope they’re not lying to me, because if they are, I will find them and hurt them using gardening tools. I am trying to get a career singing. I sing a lot, you know, with a little hat for people to put money in on roadsides. Not really, cuz my mom wont let me, but I will wen im older I also write poetry. I really really like loud music. I really do. I like punk rock, like green day, simple plan, good charlotte. And I also like older bands, like pain,ramones, and the b-52s. im probably gonna start my own band soon. I currently live in Nebraska, but I used to live in New York, Tennessee, Texas, all over. We move a lot. Its sorta fun, but uprooting is tuff sometimes. I can’t picture me living in the same spot my whole life, though. Writing stories isn’t really my thing, but I tried it, so read and review! (Don’t hurt me. I’m fragile, so no flames) luv ya!

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I put on my strong face
To hide my inner pain
I put on my happy face
In hopes that it will wane
Though I know that u still hate me
Thought I show u I don’t care
I know I had to hurt u
I know it wasn’t fair
So I hide behind false feelings
And try not to show the hurt
Though gradually, each day,
I know it will grow worse
I hurt u and im sorry
But im hurt too, u know
I’d hoped u were the one
I’m sorry that I hurt u
It sucks
But it had to b done

I’m cut right down the center
I’m crying out for help
Y cant anybody hear me?
I did this to myself
I feel like I’ve been lying
Although I’ve told the truth
Both sides of me are fighting
Neither side willing to lose
So im eventually consumed
By my anger and my pain
Dr. jeckyl and Mr. me
Keep battling in vane
And when its all consumed me
No one will notice that I’ve gone
Dr jeckyl and Mr. me
Will still b battling on

Feeling lost inside her shell
She wonders through her perfect hell
She forgot what she was doing
Is this life really worth living?
She doesn’t know what to do
She always feels like someone else
She doesn’t know what happened to her true self
Wandering aimlessly around her hell
It almost started out so well
Did she lie?
Where is her home?
The feelings she knows?
This hell it seems, was made for her
With silver thread, inside her head
Where thoughts lay lurking, hiding, waiting
They’ll never come out, she keeps debating
Whether or not she should go home
Or whether to stay here and rome
This perfect hell

She died again last night
When she hacked into her thighs
With all her pain just thinking about her stupid life
Those stupid people who do her wrong
Her stupid dad, her stupid mom
Nobody seems to care
Just because she died her hair
And and wears dark clothes
And plays punk music everywhere
She lives inside her clan of friends
They give her strength, help her mend
Maybe her life isn’t so bad
Until she’s had all that can be had
She died again last night
When she hacked into her wrists
It’s a shame she had to die pissed