ko-drabbleshide bio
 Author has written 37 stories for Ouran High School Host Club, Terror in Resonance/残響のテロル, Nightmare Before Christmas, Heathers, Danganronpa, Haikyu/ハイキュー, A Young Doctor's Notebook, Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Noragami/ノラガミ, Kuragehime/海月姫 〜くらげひめ〜, and Black Swan, 2010. Hey! So, my nickname is Ko and I enjoy a lot of anime and manga, and tend to write rather dark fics. Have fun reading my work, but please keep comments respectful. I am totally fine with constructive criticism, but leaving vague 'I hate it' comments, I have no time nor patience for. Have some fun reading the stories I've written! If you like my writing, I also have a Tumblr where you can come to chat, or just see the mess that is my blog - |
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Elegant, like my brother by LittleCoffeeMug reviews
Iceland is always comparing his and Norway's bodies, finding himself hating it more and more as time passes. TW: Eating disorder (more warnings inside)
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,626 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/31 - Published: 2/15 - Denmark, Iceland, Norway, Sweden
i don't know at all by Of Kings and Queens reviews
"Did you love that bad man?" You close your eyes tight. "Don't call him bad." You surprise even yourself with the fire with which you say those words but then you think about the question and you can't answer. "I don't know." You whisper. "I don't know at all." TamakixKyoya. Complete.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,432 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/13/2017 - Published: 11/8/2017 - [Tamaki S., Kyōya O.] - Complete
Kyouya's Video Game by G. Sabrie reviews
Kyouya asks his girlfriend, Haruhi to come over and play a video game with him. What is the Shadow King up to? Isn't he too mature to be playing video games?
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,117 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 18 - Published: 10/31/2011 - Haruhi F., Kyōya O.
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If Anatole is a sinner, then I am no better reviews
Mori observes the fitting from a distance, admiring the pale, bare skin of Kyoya's arms and shoulders, and thinks of Tolstoy, Natasha and Anatole. [MoriKyo, KyoKao, TamaKyo]
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 641 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/27 - [Kyōya O., Mori/Takashi M.] - Complete
Sickly reviews
(Sequel to Pretty) Because these things come to a head, eventually. You can only hurt yourself for so long before something breaks - but a phoenix rises from the ashes… Right? (TW: Anorexia, Severe emaciation, Illness, Denial, Pica(?))
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,292 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/24 - Kyōya O., Yoshio O.
Horrifying Martyrdom reviews
KyoKao Week, day 2: Horror/Mystery. It was no secret that Kyoya was sick. His thin frame attested it, so pale and tired, and what ghoul is those things if not sick or injured? It's fair to say that Kaoru didn't expect this... (TW: Anorexia, auto-cannibalism, blood and gore, eye trauma, guro kink)
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,065 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.] - Complete
Simple Indulgences
KyoKao Week, day 1: Decadence/Indulgence. While they have the money, they dislike spending it on themselves. However, they're more than happy to shower the other in gifts.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 630 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/13 - [Kaoru H., Kyōya O.] Hikaru H. - Complete
Hidden Scars reviews
Prompt for Bad Things Happen Bingo: Hidden scar KyoHaru. Having been together for almost two years, the both of them now adults, Kyoya and Haruhi try being intimate for the first time. However, Kyoya didn't consider the straight, silver lines marring his thighs until it was too late. (TW: Self Harm Scars)
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,642 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/30 - [Kyōya O., Haruhi F.] - Complete
Atone reviews
Self-punishment, he finds, is the best form of atonement. [Self-harm, implied suicidal thoughts]
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 509 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/18 - Mori/Takashi M. - Complete
Genetic Emancipation
In the not too distant future, everything went to hell. Kaoru and Hikaru rob graves for a living, Kyoya's worth about the sum of his parts, Tamaki's genetics are a b-tch; and that's not even the half of it...
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & Repo! The Genetic Opera - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,967 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/26 - Published: 8/30/2018 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.] [Tamaki S., Haruhi F.]
Busy Hands reviews
He has to keep writing, in black ink on white paper. He has to keep his hands busy. Warning: OCD, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Intrusive Thoughts, Panic Attack, Mental Breakdown.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,368 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/26 - Published: 9/24/2017 - Tamaki S., Kyōya O. - Complete
Growing Spoons reviews
It was a bad day. It was one of those days where he felt as if his legs were being ripped from his body, and all he could do was lay in bed. He couldn't even think about swinging his legs out of bed, let alone going to school. He really needed to learn to keep track of his spoons. (Content warning: Fibromyalgia, chronic pain, chronic illness, disability)
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,766 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/19 - Published: 2/25 - [Kyōya O., Mori/Takashi M.]
Colours reviews
He wakes up, the colour fades, and it's all back to grey. Like it was. History repeats itself, he supposes. [TW: depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt]
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,290 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 2/23 - Published: 2/6/2018 - Kyōya O.
Apathetic Consumption
He's hungry, but that doesn't mean he'll eat. TW: anorexia
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 570 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/17 - Tamaki S., Kyōya O. - Complete
Life is a Cabaret
"There was a cabaret, and there was a master of ceremonies, and there was a city called Berlin in a country called Germany… and it was the end of the world. I was dancing with Kyoya Ootori, and we were both fast asleep…" - Kaoru Kelly-Hitachiin, 1931 (TW: Nazism, racism, homophobia, antisemitism, violence, and sexual harassment)
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,084 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/1 - [Kaoru H., Kyōya O.]
To Be A Princess
"Tokyo seemed to be a land full of princesses. Every time he entered some new street, beautiful girls wore their own princess dresses, smiling and radiant with joy..." Kyoya finally meets the prince to their princess. (heavy themes of gender identity and queerness.)
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & Kuragehime/海月姫 〜くらげひめ〜 - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,567 - Updated: 1/20 - Published: 11/19/2018 - [Kyōya O., Haruhi F.] [Tamaki S., Renge H.]
The Perfect Role
All dreams either die or come true. However, wishes can't be taken for granted, and are a lot trickier to handle. All he ever wanted was to be perfect. Black Swan AU. TW: PSYCHOSIS, EATING DISORDERS, VIOLENCE, SELF HARM, SUICIDE, BLOOD.
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & Black Swan, 2010 - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,041 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/2
A Lilac Rose reviews
Kyo just knew today was going to be a disaster, but what was new about that? (Trans Girl Kyoya, Genderfluid Haruhi - male presenting)
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,573 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/27/2018
Pretty reviews
An Ootori is supposed to be controlled, but Kyoya liked the thrill of the unpredictable, the uncontrollable. This gave him a taste of both, and a host had to be pretty, right? TW: Anorexia, Emaciation, Illness, Hospital, Depression, Anxiety.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,866 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/18/2018 - Published: 9/8/2018 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.]
Creek Blues reviews
Kyoya has some issues. A Kyoya without Tamaki, who never met the idiotic, amazing blond... Well, it's not worth thinking about. He's not worth thinking about. TW: Depression, paranoia, possible cotard delusion, unhealthy relationship, smoking, suicide.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,235 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/7/2018 - [Kyōya O., U. Nekozawa] - Complete
A Young Ootori's Notebook
A Young Doctor's Notebook AU. "There's more than enough to convict you, you know…" Haruhi began, a solemn, regretful look on her face. "That book is decades old," He waved away, a dry laugh in his voice, "It's rather sad, if you ask me. The only evidence they've collected is a few prescription slips and an old notebook of a dewy eyed, bushy tailed student..."
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & A Young Doctor's Notebook - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,040 - Updated: 12/4/2018 - Published: 4/22/2018
The Youngest Son
A boy can like anything a girl can, a boy can take any size and shape, and Kyoya is happy in himself. Mostly. He's come a long way, after all. (Trans boy Kyoya Ootori)
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,178 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/2/2018 - Kyōya O.
Paint on the Wall, Black in Our Minds reviews
Paint away the pain. He'll draw himself suffering so that he doesn't inflict it on himself in real life. He'll rip his guts out on the page so he won't really split himself open with the kitchen knife. That didn't really work out though... Did it? TW: Suicide attempt, self harm, depression, eating disorders. Tumblr Artist AU.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,176 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 11/10/2018 - Published: 9/28/2018 - Kyōya O.
Depressingly Surreal reviews
There was something so depressingly surreal about a dark room with no windows, Kyoya had come to realise. TW: Kidnapping, attempted rape, force feeding, torture, tooth trauma, unhygienic, humiliation, amputation, amputation kink
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,648 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 11/1/2018 - Published: 9/2/2018 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.]
Blue Blood Tastes The Same reviews
The smell of "Commoner's" coffee and blood hung in the air, and Haruhi considered her position. She'd never really considered herself as weak before, but now... She was like prey. One day, Tamaki would decide to eat her, and there was nothing she could do about it... Right? Honestly, she doesn't know why he doesn't just get it over with...
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール - Rated: M - English - Horror/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,671 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/29/2018 - Published: 6/6/2018
Only Five Yen
Tamaki might not have a shrine like his father and grandmother, he might not get that much money from his jobs, he might be what one would call a "bum", he might not be able to provide everything for his regalias... Yep, that was the size of it. Noragami AU. No knowledge of Noragami needed. TW: Bullying, suicide, self harm.
Crossover - Ouran High School Host Club & Noragami/ノラガミ - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,509 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 10/22/2018 - Published: 9/19/2018 - [Haruhi F., Tamaki S.] [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.]
Are You Sure This Isn't The Black Magic Club? reviews
There was always something strange about the host club... (Halloween fic, witch!Kyoya, werewolf!Tamaki, fae!Twins)
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,807 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/8/2018 - Published: 10/1/2018 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.]
Normal reviews
Keep on playing that song that I don't like, I just wanna feel normal for the night. Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type, I just wanna feel normal for the night. I should go, it's getting late, But I'ma keep on dancing 'till I feel okay. TW: Sensory Overload, Alcohol, Mild Sexual Content, Self-Hatred
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,189 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/25/2018 - Kyōya O. - Complete
Full reviews
Kyouya Ootori eats his feelings. TW: Binge Eating, Eating Disorders, Starvation, Anorexia, Child Abuse.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 863 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/23/2018 - Published: 9/22/2017 - Kyōya O. - Complete
Soft Hugs reviews
Kaoru loves every inch of Kyouya. Chubby Kyouya, KyoKao.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,019 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/23/2018 - Published: 9/23/2017 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.]
Sour Pizza
Oikawa Tooru was a failure. TW: Eating disorder, purging.
Haikyu/ハイキュー - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 955 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/8/2018 - Toru O. - Complete
Am I Crazy? I Might End Up Crazy reviews
You say that right here, But then give it a year. Or 10 years, or a life, I could end up your wife; Sitting staring at walls, Throwing shit down the stairs, Freaking out at the store, Running nude down the street, Bleeding out in the bath-
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,831 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/27/2018 - Published: 4/12/2018 - [Kyōya O., Kaoru H.] [Yoshio O., OC]
Blue reviews
That's the thing. Tears aren't blue, so it annoys him. Irrational irritation he supposes, but everyone has that. At least he don't have to wash the blue from his clothes, his face, and his pillows? [Story moved to my fic "Colours", sorry for any inconveniences!]
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 761 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/15/2018 - Tamaki S., Kyōya O. - Complete
The Despair Before Christmas
Mondo feels he's an incompetent king of Halloween compared to his brother, but rather than talking to shadows, he should take comfort in the arms of the sweet boy who lives in Dr Ishida's tower. TW: Gore, dismemberment, abuse, guro themes, stalking etc. IshiMondo, NaeGami, SakurAoi, and Soudam. One-sided TogaFuka.
Crossover - Nightmare Before Christmas & Danganronpa - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,662 - Updated: 12/11/2017 - Published: 9/27/2017
The Izuru Kamukura Ward reviews
The Izuru Kamukura ward, otherwise known as Hope's Peak, is a psychiatric ward that caters to teenagers. They want to give hope back to their patients, even the ones who gave up on it long ago. Naegami, IshiMondo, Soudam, KomaHina, KuzuPeko. TW: Delusions, Trauma, PTSD, Insomnia, Child Abuse, Suicide, Self-Harm, Anxiety, Drug and Sex Addiction, Eating Disorders, OCD, Anger Issues.
Danganronpa - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,768 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 9 - Published: 9/28/2017
Biker Boys in Blue Blazers
Not to mention hall monitors in black trench coats! Hope's Peak puts on a performance of Heathers the Musical, with plenty of banter between actors, a steamy on-stage sex scene that almost goes too far, two very embarrassing teachers, and all the craziness that is these students. TW: Suicide, self harm, mentioned eating disorders.
Crossover - Heathers & Danganronpa - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,178 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/27/2017
F Up reviews
In one life, Kyouya is perfect. He's the shadow king of the host club. In the other, he's a punk and a delinquent. He's a whore, and more that probably an addict. One of these lives is hell, but he doesn't remember which.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 875 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/25/2017 - Kyōya O. - Complete
Shadow Royalty
A collection of Umehito x Kyouya one-shots.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,610 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/22/2017 - [Kyōya O., U. Nekozawa]
We're Okay Now
Doesn't go into detail but these things are mentioned: Sickness, Mental Health Issues, Depression, Self-Harm, Insomnia, Character Death. Nine and Twelve are ok now; there's no pain to feel, only the soft breeze.
Terror in Resonance/残響のテロル - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 891 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/14/2017 - [Nine/Arata K., Twelve/Toji H.] Lisa M. - Complete
Painted Porcelain, Shattered On The Ground reviews
They didn't know how serious it was, because little dolls are always perfect.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/14/2017 - Kyōya O. - Complete