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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

Everyone should be given the chance to love :)

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I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.
We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.
We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gay bash.
I am the transgender person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant--and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants don't raise a stink.
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of "homosexual" until high school but never thought to question why two men might be kissing.
I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise children.
We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our teacher, that love should be all that matters.

I am the child who was raised going to gay marriages and civil unions, because my parents never taught me to hate.

I am making a difference. Hate will not win if we do not let it. If you agree, repost this.

Random things about me:

1. I love cats :3
2. I live off of sugar, anime and drag racing xD
3. I love writing poetry and attempting to write stories :P
4. At the end of almost all my sentences I will include some type of smiley face n_n
5. I think ramen noodles could end world hunger :O
6. I defend gay rights, even though I really don't do anything...I just believe it's wrong to judge based on who you love _
7. Tokio Hotel, Manga, Anime, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance, Kingdom Hearts, Axel, Roxas, Ventus, Vanitas, Belphegor, Hibari, and Dino are 'slight' (yea right) obsessions of mine, plus like 50 million more things :D
8. Akuroku-nuff said ;D
9. I think ketchup is the most disgusting edible thing to ever be created (except chocolate covered bugs, that's just weird) O_o
10. Skittles cheat you because they don't have blue D: But they're still the best candy xD
11. I love to draw anime :D
12. Anime boys are better to draw than anime girls :P
13. If anime people were real, I'd rather be with them than the people I know now :P
14. People say I'm antisocial, but I just don't like the people around me xD
15. Katekyo Hitman Reborn has tons of awesome characters :D Mainly Belphegor, Dino, and Hibari xD. Oh, and Tsuna when he's in Hyper Dying Will Mode... and Hibari's hedgehog xD
16. Belphegor is psycho, sadistic, and masochistic, therefore he's awesome :D I guess that's why he's called Prince the Ripper :P
17. I love RAINBOWS!! :D
18. Axel and Roxas are the best characters in Kingdom Hearts :3
19. Cloud, Zack, and Reno are the best characters in Final Fantasy VII (Or in all the games in my opinion) :D
20. KH and FFVII are my obsession :)
21. I like Marluxia's pink hair :)
22. I like Zexion's emo hair xD
23. Cinema Bizarre (Mainly Carsten Schaefer a.k.a. Kiro)  Medic Droid, and Breaking Benjamin are also obsessions of mine xD
24. My terrible grammar will NEVER reflect my grammar in my stories/poems. I have pretty good grammar in those xD
25. One last thing: if you read this, you wasted your time :P

My favorite quotes:

"Millions long for immortality who don't know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon."

"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, 'I used everything you gave me'"

"Your life is what your thoughts make it."

"I am accustomed to sleep and in my dreams to imagine the same things that lunatics imagine when awake."

"Living and not just existing."

"Every man dies. Not every man really lives."

"The man likes to play chess, let's get him some rocks."(Shawshank Redemption)

"Lord! It's a miracle! Man up and vanished like a fart in the wind!" (Shawshank Redemption)

Red: You're gonna fit right in. Everyone in here is innocent, you know that? Heywood, what you in here for?
Heywood: Didn't do it. Lawyer !@# me. (Shawshank Redemption)

"Icarus? He flew too close to the sun and fell from the sky?" "Wasn't there anyone to catch him?"

I'm one of those ppl that would put their house on lockdown, u kno, lyk wit bars on the windows, an inch of steel throughout the walls, a high security alarm system that would completely lockdown the house if triggered, and a weapon room. I'd also carry weapons with me lol. not cus im paranoid, i jus think its better :) specially if i had sum nice cars, i'd do the same for my garage. i'd protect my cars more than id protect myself...:P
So, that's it :D. You can probably tell from the quotes that I'm kinda big on "Do what you can before you die, Don't worry about anything but having fun" stuff. Yeah. But I guess I'm not really doing much other than writing this...so, yeah, k byee :D

I'm gonna write stories soon! :D Akuroku :3 and some RoxasxVentus _

Took the survey below from someone's profile...can't remember who though D:

RANDOM SURVEY OF DOOM! READ IF YOU WILL!

SECTION A

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
yea

2. Do you enjoy drama?
depends

5. Are you a girly girl?
sometimes

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
my brother

7. Small or large purses?
neither, i hate purses D:

8. Are you short?
average i guess? 5'5"

9. Do you like somebody?
I did, then i got hurt by them :(

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
i can wear socks a few times before deeming them dirty xD
but i hate if theres actual dirt on the bottom of my socks...

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
i can be sometimes i guess? half self centered half selfless

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
yea :D

14. Are you double jointed?
no :(

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
outside on the ground?

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
o_o no

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
not at the moment no

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
nope

20. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
none because it doesn't?

SECTION B:

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
white...

Prefer light or dark haired guys?
doesn't matter but dark is nice :)

Currently frustrated with a boy?
no not a boy...

4. Do you have a best friend?
yes! :D

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
nope

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
ew no

8. Do you like your life?
as much as one person can :D

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
not a boyfriend...

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
not willingly xD

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
i guess half and half?

13. How long have you had a facebook?
lyk a year

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
my brother x3

15. What are your biggest fears?
roaches and ketchup...and sometimes being alone scares me :(

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
once

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yea :/

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?
well i've had some experience with that...so i have to say, yes :/ though i think i'm to young to have been cheated on alreay -_- and she's too young to keep cheating on so many people :/

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yep :)

20. Do you ever wish you were with your family?
lots of times

21. Are you currently missing someone?
yea :(

CHOOSE:

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?

Cowboy or Gangster?
nerd? idk xD

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
punk :3

Face or Body?
both is fine, personality is great, but i have a crazy (and probably unhealthy) obsession with stomachs and arms xD

Sweet or Sexy?

both :)

Contacts or Glasses?
both are fine

FOR YOU...

01. Eyeliner or Mascara?

eyeliner

02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?

umm what?? O_o

03. American eagle or Hollister?
gross. neither

04. Pumps or flats?

flats

05. Skirts or trousers?

jeans

06. Socks or leggings?
socks! :D

07. Hoodies or jacket?
hoodies

08. Heels or sneakers?

sneakers

09. Straight or curly hair?

straight

10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
stud :P

13. White or black?
both

14. Victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
:/ neither

15. Smoothies or lattes?
why must i choose? xD

16. Diet or regular sodas?
i drink both, but regular tastes better

17. Water or daiquiris?
water? i hate water though...

18. Pearls or diamonds?

diamonds

20. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
ew..just. no

22. iPod or phone?

phone :D

23. Friends or family?
family of course :D and my bestfriend cus shes almost as close as family :3

24. Lip gloss or lip stick?

lip gloss

25. Manicure or pedicures?

manicure

27. Tank tops or beaters?
beaters :3

28. Tiffany’s or Chanel?

idk who/what that is

29. Love or peace?
both

30. Sunglasses or purses?
neither

IN A GUY (or a girl...or both :3)

Funny or Serious?
Both

Romantic or Daredevil?

hard choice...either or depending on the situation

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
light eyes are beautiful and all, but dark eyes kinda scare me so i'll stick with dark ;)

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
in a guy, preferrably straight. in a girl, doesn't matter

Tennis or Baseball?
baseball i guess

Smoker or Non-smoker?
non-smoker

Drunk or Sober?
sober

Druggie or Clean?
clean

Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
motorcycle

Player or Loyal?
loyal

YOU.

Single or Taken: single :P
Siblings: 6
Eye color: Brown
Shoe size: 8 to 9
Height: 5'5"
What are you wearing right now?: pink socks (ew pink :P) jeans, World Ind. shoes, kingdom hearts shirt (FAVORITES
Kind of pants: baggy, prefferably boys
Number: 8 :D which i learned is Axel's number :3 haha but i liked that number since i was lyk...8 actually xD
Animal: kitty!! :3 or panda :)
Drink(non alcoholic): cranberry-grape juice
Drink(ALCOHOLIC): um jager i guess since thats all i've evr had besides wine and champagne
Sport: basketball or volleyball
Month: october
Juice: cranberry-grape
Favorite cartoon/anime character: wellllll, thats jus too much lol

Have You Ever

Given anyone a bath?: i dont think i have
Bungee Jumped?: not yet :)
Made yourself throw-up?: yea, cus i was sick
Gone skinny dipping?: haha no!
Eaten a dog?: O_O
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: no i dont think love is worth crying for
Broken a bone?: not yet lol
Played truth or dare?: yes

Been on a plane?: yes
Been in a sauna?: no
Been in a hotub?: yes
Fallen asleep in school?: omg so many times!
Broken someone's heart?: i didnt break their heart but i was ready to break something else of theirs _...i did hurt their feelings badly tho xD
Cried when someone died?: too many times, more than i would like :(
Cried in school?: once or twice in 10 years...
Fell off your chair?: haha yea while sleeping x3
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: no
Saved IM conversations?: always delete them _
Saved e-mails?: yea
Used someone?: no, been used tho
Been cheated on?: yep :/

What is...

Your good luck charm?: my thoughts :)
New fav. song?: you're not alone by saosin is just one of like 50 x3
What is beside you?: a giant bag of skittles :3
Last thing you ate?: skittles
What kind of shampoo/conditioner:Garnier fructise or however it's spelled

Ever Had...

Chicken pox: no
Sore Throat: yes
Stitches: yep, stiches in your mouth aint that great
Broken nose:no

Do You...

Believe in love at first sight?: only in fiction, mainly KH fiction _
Like school?: at times
Who was the last person that called you?: i think my cousin
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: my dad i think for my quince
Who makes you smile the most?: too many people :)
Who knows you the best?: idk actually...
Do you like filling these out: yea i guess or i wouldnt have gotten this far
Do you have glasses or contact lenses?: contacts
Do you like yourself?: not anything about my physical appearance. i do like what's inside of my head though xD
Do you get along with your family?: sure do lol

Are You...

Funny?: i've been told i am, i dont get how...
Pretty: not at all
Smart?: Define smart x3 im in an advanced class but no one in my school is very smart...
Obsessive Compulsive?: sometimes

Fact

What did you do yesterday: i can't remember very much :(
Car You wish you had?: Chevy Corvette or 2010 Camaro oooorrrr a '76 Camaro
Where do you want to get married?: never want to get married
Good driver?: ill have to test that one day...
Have a lava lamp?: nope :(

How many remote controls are in your house?: 4 that we use, but there's plently of old useless ones
When you last showered?:This afternoon
Scary or Funny Movies?: both but strangely im drawn to anything that terrifies me...is that healthy? x3
Chocolate or Vanilla?: vanilla, especially the scent x3
Summer or winter?: both are beautiful but i love fall :)
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper?: rootbeer
Skiing or snowboarding?: im bouta try both so we'll see :)
Silver or Gold?: depends
Diamond or pearl?: diamond
Sprite or 7up?: both
Coffee or sweet tea?: both
Phone or in person?: in person, though i barely like that better than through phones...guess i just hate people
Are you oldest, middle or youngest?: youngest x3
Weird Habit: not really being able to sleep on days off until i am able to see the sunrise :)