Eiri ran into someone he wish he didn't. The person threatened to take Shuichi away from him, sending him off into a rage. He does some things he regrets. Will Shuichi forgive him? THIS IS YAOI! Warnings inside, please read them before continuing.

Prequel to Right In Front Of Me. Yuki is turning colder and more distant to Shuichi leading the pop star to fall into a pit of denial and depression. Is there anything Shuichi can do to make the pain go away? Perhaps fall into the arms of his best friend? Rape, Self Injury, Alcohol, Language and Suicide attempts. Very much OOC Shuichi. Yushu and Shiro. Written by an ex-self harmer.

Phil is always sure about himself and his thoughts, but when feelings for Dan arise, what on earth will he do? And when Dan needs his help more then ever, will Phil be there for him? Or will it just always be a dream? RATED M SEX, SELF HARM AND SWEARING.

I saw a pic that inspired me to do this. Yes this is yaoi and it contains mostly mature stuff, and creepypasta! Enjoy if you share a weird mine like mine. /Now, this suddenly became popular, so I'm adding more chapters, and feels, along with the sweet love making of this two guys. Enjoy!

SHIRO - Self-harm, depression and suicide attempts have lead Shuichi Shindou into the arms of his best friend looking for comfort, love and perhaps just a sense of normality. Written by an ex-self harmer. Please Read and Review. I have been told that this is highly triggering, so please only read if you can deal with adult themes.