So I've dropped of fanfiction.net for... good, really. But I'm still writing!

If for some reason you like my writing style - first, YAY - and second, I have a Wattpad account. I actually have a finished fanfiction there (HAHA TAKE THAT UNIVERSE) - a Sanders Sides fanfiction, created by the amazing Thomas Sanders. If you don't know the Sanders Sides, they're amazing and I highly suggest just binge watching all of them. It is a great community if you're looking for one (and no, I'm not being paid to write this lol). I just really love it - just as much as I love the PJO, TMI, and other universes.

I may continue the stories of here in the future, but certainly not anytime soon :(

Kindness is something that is given too little in this world, and I'd like to see that change for the better.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Every living creature in this world deserves to feel loved. Every person matters to someone, something. No matter where you are -someone is depending on you. Hang onto that and hold on -for as long as you can. There so someone who loves you more than you could ever know. Please...you owe it to yourself to be happy. It's not always easy -believe me I know. I understand what it feels like to feel dead inside. I understand how it feel to cry yourself to sleep with your pillow to muffle your tears. I understand what it's like to watch someone else you love dear to your heart slowly drift away no matter how much you call out to them. I understand. I understand what it's like to walk down school hallways and have people point and laugh. I understand what it's like to 'pretend that you're okay.' I understand. I've been there. And there isn't a SOUL on this Earth that should EVER feel that way about themselves. Because ever SOUL has a gift -the chance to give love, hope, and kindness. Please...

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

I'm clinically depressed. Usually, it's something that I hide from people, but if I drop off the face of the Earth...well...(except for the summer. That's a given.)

I've been depressed for nearly 5 years now. I've never gotten help because I'm extremely shy and would rather lie than admit to anyone that I'm not okay. Part of me understands that it's something that I NEED, but the other half...well. I understand that this is also extremely hypocritical of me, but please -

If you're someone considering suicide or even if you just want someone to talk to- please don't hesitate to send me a message, a review.

I promise there is someone in this world who depends on you more than you know. For your sake, and the ones that love you, hang on.

I'm a soccer player and swimmer. I play flute and am currently teaching myself piano. I LOVE writing - it's like an addiction. I'm the only kid I know who gets in trouble for writing (and reading). I'm weird, but that's part of what makes us all special!

I'm a loner most of the time, which thankfully leaves me plenty of time to write. I think I have bi-polar writers disorder because I have a lot of trouble with starting one story and sticking with it. I like to think I jump around so much just to keep myself entertained...

On a much darker note, I've nearly committed suicide several times -however, I've never actually attempted. After my last near suicide attempt, I turned to God. He helped me more than I could ever dreamed. I haven't been a particularly religious person during my life, but when I starting falling, I turned my heart to prayer. I couldn't believe it worked at first - I guess that's just the magic of God. He has not abandoned his followers, and I encourage you to follow too. I've only been religious for 2 weeks -yet when I called to him, he came. All it takes it the willingness to follow his commands. Now I'm not preacher. I don't even go to church -occasionally on the holidays. But there's a station on the radio that I listen to that talks about the glorification of God. It plays songs praising him too. Wherever you live, try and find something like it. I never thought I'd be writing this -and I promise you, this is all in earnest. I really am a new follower of God. I promised him that if he saved me, that I'd glorify his name, and share my story. I know there's a lot of blanks, but the internet isn't the safest outlet. I promise to you and whatever you might hold dear, this my story is true. Writing has always been my safe haven, and always will be. AMEN.

Favorites Bio:

Favorite color: Gray

Favorite/ Highly Recommended Authors: Cassandra Clare, Rick Riordan, Sarah Dessen, James Patterson, Marie Lu, Deborah Lytton, Maureen Johnson, Sarah Rees Brennan, J.K. Rowling, Bree Despain

Favorite Books/Series: Cassandra Clare: Moral Instrument Series: City of Bones, City of Ashes, City of Glass, City of Fallen Angels, City of Lost Souls; The Infernal Devices( Prequel to Moral Instruments): Clockwork Angel, Clockwork Prince, Clockwork Princess; Mortal Instruments (Part 2): City of Heavenly Fire; Lady Midnight; Moral Instrument Extras: The Shadowhunter's Codex, The Bane Chronicles; Rick Riordan: Percy Jackson Series: The Lightning Thief, The Sea of Monsters, The Titan's Curse, The Battle of the Labyrinth, The Last Olympian; Percy Jackson Extras: The Demigod Files, Percy Jackson Survival Guide; The Kane Chronicles: The Red Pyramid, The Throne of Fire, The Serpent's Shadow; Kane Extra: Survival Guide; Percy Jackson Sequel: The Lost Hero, The Son of Neptune, The Mark of Athena, The House of Hades, The Blood of Olympus; Sarah Dessen: Along for the Ride, Lock and Key, Just Listen, Saint Anything, The Truth about Forever, What Happened to Goodbye, The Moon and More Maximum Ride Series: Witch and Wizard Series, Jane in Bloom, Legend Series: Legend, Prodigy, Champion; Legend Extras: Short Stories about Day and June that I cannot remember the names of right now :-) Harry Potter; Divergent (I only liked Divergent thought -I think the books steadily got worse until she killed my favorite character: Uriah. *cries*) Divergent Extra: FourJust an extra thingy; Graceling Series: Graceling, Bitterblue, Fire

Divergent Faction: Amity

Gracling Grace: perfects any skill taught within a matter of days; blue and gold.

Camp Half-Blood Cabin: Apollo

Favorite God: Apollo

Favorite Goddess: Hestia

Favorite Music Group: Anthem Lights (They're really cool -check them out if you have the chance.)

Favorite Flower: I actually have like 6 favorite flowers -but I think my favorite is a Plumeria (Its my Profile Pic in case your curious.)

Favorite Character (that isn't mine): Metias Iparis

Favorite Character (that is mine): Max

By the way...I have a couple other stories in mind, but it might take me a while to actually type them up and post them.

Favorite Quotes:

William Herondale: Never Trust A Duck.

Tessa Gray: One must always be careful with books, for what's inside them has the power to change us.

Simon Lewis: ...Too much darkness can kill, but too much light can blind...

Jace Herondale: “There is no pretending," Jace said with absolute clarity. "I love you, and I will love you until I die, and if there is life after that, I'll love you then.”

Clary Fairchild: “When you love someone, you don't have a choice. Love takes your choices away."

City of Glass:

“There is no pretending," Jace said with absolute clarity. "I love you, and I will love you until I die, and if there is life after that, I'll love you then.” “People aren't born good or bad. Maybe they're born with tendencies either way, but its the way you live your life that matters.”

As long as I can still dream, I will dream of you.
_Jace”

“In the end that was the choice you made, and it doesn't matter how hard it was to make it. It matters that you did.”

“You can only push the truth down for so long, and then it bubbles back up.”

“Maybe that was why she couldn't cry, she realized, staring dry-eyed at the ceiling. Because what was the point in crying when there was no one there to comfort you? And what was worse, when you couldn't even comfort yourself?”

“Because that was what you did with family when you'd been worried about them, you grabbed them and held on to them and told them how much they'd pissed you off, and it was okay, because no matter how angry you got, they still belonged to you.”

“Doing the right thing because you love someone sucks sometimes.”

“She supposed they were imperfections, those marks, but they didn't feel that way to her; they were a history, cut into his body: the map of a life of endless war.”

“There are some kinds of wounds you can get, internal injuries. You don't know what's wrong with you, but you're bleeding to death slowly inside.”

“You couldn't erase everything that caused you pain with recollection. Every memory was valuable; even the bad ones.”

“Glory?...Glory belongs to God alone.”

“Now I wonder all the time how you go back after something like that. Whether we can ever be friends again, or if what we had is broken into pieces. Not because of her, but because of me.”

“Crying wouldn't help anything now.”

“Knowing is better than not knowing. Every time.”

“There were some feelings you never forgot.”

“I only count the hours that shine.”

“If I’d just listened—just taken one second to listen—it wouldn’t have happened”

“Hail and Farewell, my brother.”

“She thought of the way Jace had looked at her then, the blaze of faith in his eyes, his belief in her. He had always thought she was strong. He had showed it in everything he did, in every look and every touch. Simon had faith in her too, yet when he'd held her, it had been as if she were something fragile, something made of delicate glass. But Jace had held her with all the strength he had, never wondering if she could take it -- he'd known she was as strong as he was.”

“We may not be all that bright, Jace said, but at least we are alive.”

“I have the benefit of experience which tells me that sulking solves nothing”

“It's because you're too scared to tell anyone who you really love. Love makes us liars.”

“Everyone has choices to make; no one has the right to take those choices away from us. Not even out of love."
"But that's just it," Clary said. "When you love someone, you don't have a choice.”

“Weakness and corruption isn't in the world," Clary snapped. "It's in people. And it always will be. The world just needs good people to balance it out. And you're planning to kill them all.”

“They both believed in her even when she didn’t believe in herself.”

“To draw something is to try to capture it forever.”

“Why not risk your life, if you don't want to live anyway? Why not risk your life if you'll never be happy no matter what you do?”

“Every time you rip the bandages off, you just open the wound up again. Every time he sees you, it's like tearing off the bandages.”

About fictional characters:

"Fictional characters aren't real, and we know that, but they represent real people. They teach us what it means to go through pain, betrayal, and hardship. They teach us what it means to have pain and sadness in our lives, but they also teach us about overcoming hardships. They teach us about family and friends. They teach us about hope and loyalty. Most of all though, they teach us about love. To love and be loved is one of the greatest things in life."

~NoTearsFalling

If you agree with the above paragraph, I encourage you do something with it. Post it on your profile, share it with your friends, or keep it in your heart forever. I don't care what you do, just pass it on if it meant something to you.