Shattered.

1. I'm fine.

It was a rainy night, Fayna was in her locked room crying silently like all her nights, no one listened.

Fayna was a girl with two faces, one was what she appeared to her friends the typical happy, optimistic and funny girl but when she was alone without her friends she was very pessimistic with herself, insecure and that she cared what the Others said of her.

Fayna has always been like this since she entered school, did not say what she thought and did not feel afraid.

The alarm clock rang and another day Fayna cried all night, got up from her bed without much desire and did her routine to go to school (She went to the bathroom, visited and put on makeup).

"Ready for the test?" Fayna asked her friend.

"I think. What about you?" Her friend Dara told her.

"Yes, but I'm nervous." He fakes a smile.

"Are you okay?" Dara inspects her.

"I'm fine, as always. Why?"

"I noticed you tired.

"It must be because I stayed late." I lied.

Dara smiles.

"Hello girls," Noah says, who was with Trevor.

"Hello," Dara said.

Fayna smiled.

"I heard that the literature teacher will not come." Noah says, Trevor looks at Fayna.

"Surely she became ill again." Fayna's excuse.

"Who knows?" The boy responds.

"Why do not we sit there while the teacher comes?" Dara says as she walks.

Everyone nodded.

"Did they give you permission to go to my house today?" Noah says enthusiastically.

"To me!" Exclaimed Dara enthusiastically.

"Who are you going?" "Dude Trevor." "Well, who did you invite?

"You, Sasha, Daniel, and the guys in the group.

"Ah, then I go." Laughs. "And you Fayna?" "Fayna sees him again.

"Yes, I think." That was strange to Fayna, since she had been secretly in love with Trevor three years ago but no longer, and it was strange that he would speak to her.

"Noah." Noah looks at the classroom and sees the teacher. "Shall we go to the classroom?"

They all got up and went into the living room.

Literature, that was Fayna's favorite class, she was interested in everything that has to do with the books she loved reading that was her passion as she loved the art and the history of everyone, she had a personality quite adult to have Only 14 years, but for the others she was very "Childish" but as you know all teenagers have two sides, on one side is the "Mature" side and on the other the "Immature" but on the other side everyone says otherwise, When we are alone we think very differently when we are with friends we behave different and immature.

"Fayna?" Her best friend whispered.

She sees it again.

"Now I can go to your house to help me find the right outfit to go to Noah's birthday?"

"Sure, no problem, you're my best friend, you do not have to ask permission." He laughs silently.

Your friend winks at you.

-What are you going to wear?

"I do not know, a dress. Maybe?" Fayna says.

"Did she help you choose your dress?"

Fayna nods.

"How was the yellow?" Not very elegant, Mmm ... The black? Not too short ...

Fayna if she had her fashion side as well as her friend, but today was a different day for her since everyone was going to be there and she feared what they would think of her if she looked bad or if she did something stupid.

"Get this dress on, you'll look beautiful." After a long decision from her friend, she finally succeeded.

Fayna laughs and she's going to change.

While Fayna looks in the bathroom mirror she feels bad, she feels ugly if ugly what they heard, Fayna was very hard and pessimistic with herself, it affected her a lot what others would think of her as I said earlier.

Fayna leaves the bathroom sad, returns to see her friend, breathes and smiles, walks towards where she and her friend see her again saying:

"But you look beautiful," says his friend. "The boys are going to stare at you." He smiles bitterly to annoy him.

"Stop bothering, you know that's not true, let's go.

"Well," said Dara.

2.Party

Fayna was in the house of Noah with his friends and companions of the room very lively chatting, listening to music already know the normal holidays of the adolescents of 14 or 15 years. Only Fayna conceals her sadness and insecurity under that lovely angel smile.

"And what are they going to do on vacation?" Daniel asks.

"I do not know yet maybe this holiday with mother in Florida visiting my grandparents." Dara said choosing her shoulders.

"I'm going to the summer house with my parents and siblings." Trevor smiles.

"I'm going to a summer camp." Noah says.

"I'll spend my vacation with my dad in Arizona." Sasha says. "You know my parents are divorced.

"Fayna?" Dara says, she sees her again.-What are you going to do on vacation?

"I'm going?" "I'm going with my family to Mexico, I want to go and meet her ..." She was silent, out of fear.

"What?" Sasha asks.

"No, nothing, not important." He smiles falsely.

"Okay?"

Minutes later everyone was dancing and eating sandwiches, as I said earlier, A normal party, not like the movies.

Fayna came out of the house to get some fresh air, what she did not know was that Trevor when he saw her come out followed her.

"Oh, Fayna! Why do not you stop being so nervous, you have to be okay with ... "She was interrupted.

"You do not notice that you're nervous." The boy smiles.

"Even if you do not notice, I am, and I think I'm badly dressed for this party, I should go, right?"

"Of course not! You're very beautiful indeed." He smiles at her. "No, go away. Because you do not stay with me out here."

She looked at him. "What if I did not know what to say?"

"Why I say that." Thought the girl.

"Of whatever. I'd like to talk to you about anything." Sit down on the sidewalk. "Come and sit down."

Fayna sits down.

"And tell me Fay, what do you like?" I just want you to be honest, I want to meet you.

Laugh. "What do I like? The truth?" The boy nods. "Well, I like literature, art, classical music but I also like pop and sometimes rock." Laughs. "I love writing poetry and I love gymnastics. ?

"I like it, you're a deep girl." He looks at her tenderly. "And I like to read, I know it's strange, but yes." Laughs. "I like football and be with my friends, the rest."

"No one is like the others, believe me, we all have something that makes us special."

He smiles. "I like the way you are, I never had the chance to talk to you until now and I thought it was a great idea to take the risk."

"Why do you say that?"

"I thought you were not going to talk to me."

He laughs as Trevor looks at her. "What's the matter?" Stop laughing.

"Do not stop."

She looks confused. "Why?"

"You look cute when you laugh." She gets nervous.

"If you'd talked to me before, I think we'd be best friends."

"And why not?"

"I already have a best friend that is Noah."

"We've always met for Noah and Dara, but we do not talk much."

She nods.

After a long, deep chat Trevor and Fayna got up and went to where their other friends were.

"It was nice talking to you, we should repeat." Trevor grabs his hand.

"We should." She smiles, she releases her hand and heads toward her friends.

"Fayna! Where were you?" Her friend asks.

He turns back and sees the chestnut.

"Oh! We've been looking for you. Have you seen Trevor?" Noah asks. "Forget it here."

"Hello." Say hello.

"Friend, where were you?"

"Mmmmm ..." Look at Fayna. "Out there talking to someone."

Noah smiles and sees Fayna. "I see!"

Fayna turns red.

"FAYNA! Why are you red? Do you have a fever?" Sasha says.

"Do not! It's just that I'm hot."

Trevor smiles.

After that embarrassing time for Fayna.

3.Feelings.

Today was a weekend, for Fayna means tasks unless there were no tasks that means day of rest, but in all their ends were very sad and lonely as it was locked in his room.

"Fayna, do you have something to do today?" There was his father asking him as usual.

Fayna looked at him and then sighed. "No, I've done my homework since last week, Dad."

"Oh, that's my daughter!" As you may notice for her father she was. The Perfect Daughter. Daughter who is an example to all but Fayna did not feel that way.

"Jordan, let her have breakfast in peace!" And here is Fayna's mother, a very beautiful and kind woman who wanted the best for her children.

Fayna smiled at him.

"Is Tyler coming to visit us?" Asks his younger brother, Logan.

"I do not know, remember that he has jobs from the University and can not be coming when he wants, he has duties." Said his father serious.

Tyler is the older brother of Fayna and Logan, he is the one that helps them to do their tasks but also is the bad influence for them, is a chestnut and tall boy of about 22 years.

"Oh! I wanted to see him." He looked sad, Fayna grabbed her hand.

"Quiet." She whispers.

Logan was about 7 years old, he was a very loving and intelligent boy.

He smiles at his sister.

When Fayna finished breakfast she went to her room to check her cell phone for a few minutes. I unlock it and the first thing he saw was a message from his friend so he answered.

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Dara: What are you going to do today?

Fayna: Well, I've finished my homework since last week so I thought I'd watch a series or watch a movie or maybe read. And you?

Dara: What task?

Fayna: Dara, it's obvious the English! But it is not difficult quiet.

Dara: True English! Well, my friend, I'm going, I'm going to do homework, haha.

Fayna: Bye!

~ End of messages. ~

He blocked his cell phone and put it on his desk to go to shower, he was in the tub for a while thinking until he came out he saw the mirror and sighed.

"Am I ugly and weird? Thought."

After these words, she put on her clothes, combed her hair and brushed her teeth.

When he did his daily routine he went to his shelf to see what he could read, after a long decision he decided to read "Seeking Alaska" sat on the back of his bed and began to read.

Five hours later her friend Dara arrived at Fayna's house and found her asleep with the book on her face, she took it off and saw that her nose was red and her eyes were swollen. Dara decides to wake her up.

"Fayna?" Her friend moves her a little, she opens her eyes, her friend looks at her and her eyes are red. "Wake up, my dear," she says sweetly.

"What are you doing here? Did not you have to finish the English homework?" She says in a frightened way, Fayna gets up and runs to the bathroom.

Her friend follows her and stays at the door. "No, I'm done." Dara listens from the bathroom a "Oh, good." "Were you crying?"

His friend leaves the bathroom more calm. "No, well yes." Thinks. "It was the book." Great excuse, Fayna thought, but her friend did not believe him.

"Oh, really?" He arches his eyebrow.

"Yes, you know I'm always perfectly fine." He smiles.

"Sure," he said not very convinced. "But tell me what happened yesterday between you and Trevor?"

"Between Trevor and me? Nothing we just talked about." Fayna looks confused.

Dara laughs. "They did not kiss?" Fayna as soon as her friend told her that she understood everything.

He was playing with me. Fayna told herself.

His face would become serious. "No, we did not kiss and would never kiss him."

"Why do you get like that? It was only a question" Dara is surprised.

"Because it was a bad question, we just talked." Fayna sat on her bed.

"Okay, sorry." She sighed. "I thought you liked her." She knew Trevor was in love with Fayna, just like Fayna of him but he also knew they never spoke until yesterday and wanted to help them stay together.

Fayna looks at her and her face relaxes. "I'm sorry, I should not have talked to you like this." She said sadly. "Yes, if I like it, I'm afraid she'll play with me.

Dara smiles. "Calm down, I do not think I play with you." He tells his friend.

"As you know?"

"I only know." He laughs.

"That does not help me, you'd better go. It's late." She sighs.

Laugh. "Do not be angry, until tomorrow, sweet Fayna." He leaves his room.

He rolls his eyes. "Do not get mad, until tomorrow he loves Dara." He laughs and lies down on his bed.

You'd better forget it. Fayna thought.