If I loved you

If I loved you…, I would most probably, keep this feeling locked up within my heart…. Out of fear, that you might misunderstand, what I was trying to say and run away… The fact that my heart skips a beat, whenever you called me by my name..., even though, most of the time, it was just to wake me up; from the usual day dreaming that I’ve been having a lot lately.

Thinking about you, makes my heart beats faster. While the feelings I was trying to contain within becomes, even more unbearable…. The part of my chest where my heart is…. Begins to hurt…. while, little droplets of tears started rushing down my cheeks…. All I can think of was you…

I love you.

Those three little words, was always at the tip of my tongue, enclosed by the lips that was dying to taste… your sweet kisses.

Oh…., God!

If my chest was a canon, I would probably shot my heart through it… Just to ease, this indescribable pain and unbearable sorrow…. And yet…, for all the madness in the world, I will still Love you.

If I loved you