My attempt at an alternate ending to Ep. 3x09, in which Ethan does pull the trigger, but not how Vanessa thought he would. He swore she would not die while he lived and he is not willing to give up on that promise. And the woman he loves. (Ethan/Vanessa, rated T for mild cursing, descriptions of pain, just to be sure. Title taken from the song "Falling" by ADRIA)