Hey there this is Jackie Perez. I don't really have much to say right now but as I go on this site ill have more idea so for now bye. I am simply just another girl who fell deeply in love with her best friend.

You know you're an author when ... (Got this from Forever. Bethany)

1. Every time you hear a song, you think of a new story or one you've already written. Omg yes
2. You have the last chapters of a story done before even thinking of the characters names. Yes because I'm terrible at coming up with names
3. You often imagine your books becoming movies. Yes I even think about who would suit the character
4. Spell check is your best friend. You know it
5. You give even the smallest of characters a huge background. yes no matter how small
6. You hesitate before killing of one of your favorite characters. omg yes ill be like I can't
7. You smile really big when your gonna finally write a character love scene. so much because its cool
8. Every time you read something, you make your own story of the same thing. yes I make it up in my mind
9. You'll spend an hour trying to find one word cause you won't dare use a synonym. yes
10. Not being able to write is like not being able to pee to you... you just can't hold it in for so long. lol yes it kills me just ask anyone who knows me
11. You write so fast, you leave out words in a sentence. yes that's why I have to double check
12. You have to tell at least one person your whole story before it's even written. yes like every time I have to tell my best friend
13. Things that are written bad annoy you and make you want to re-write it better. even if it means rewriting everything
14. You laugh at jokes you wrote yourself. lol yes it's weird
15. You can spell words like 'troublesome' but can't spell 'the' half the time. omg this so knows me
16. If your not writing or typing, your fingers are moving constantly. Yes my friends think its weird
17. You talk to yourself... constantly. once again my friends think I'm weird
18. You forget what day it is when your writing. yes all the time
19. When you have to write some sort of story in class, you get carried away. I turned three paragraphs into two pages.
20. You would rather die than use words like 'good' or 'nice' and etc. yes I hate it
21. You put off the last chapter of a story simply because you don't want it to end. you know it
22. You start to cry when writing about a death or other depressing even though you knew was coming, and you are the one writing it. Yes because it's sad
23. When on a roll, you will ignore hunger, sleepiness, or the urge to pee until you run out of ideas. this is so me i completely block everything out
24. If a story, movie, show, etc. finishes without closure, you have a powerful need to write a suitable ending. Yes because the ending bugs me!!!
25. You like to fidget, tap, or chew on the tip of something when you are trying to come up with a new sentence, paragraph, chapter, or story. Yes just ask anyone because its true
26. You are in love with the Thesaurus yes it really helps
27. You dream about your stories. All the time it gets creepy
28. You dream of new stories I can't just come up with all my ideas by myself
29. You often revisit some of your old stories. It helps inspire

You often have to write something a few times before you finally like it. I just want it perfect

My own personal love story...

You make feel like no one else. You just have this way with words. We started of best friends, but we ended up lovers. It may have been two days, but I was the best two days of my life. We may have broken up, but it was because of them. Then came the two months of silence. We didn't talk and I thought it was all over. Little by little we started to let each other in again. We tried to get rid of our feelings but it didn't work... At least not for me. With every look, every stare, every talk, every laugh, and every smile I fall for you more. With every look, every stare, every talk, every laugh, and every smile we let each other in once again. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if things will ever be the same again but I know deep down they never will. First came the looks. Then the stares. Then the talks. Then the laughs. Then today came the smile and even if it was for just one second it almost felt like the old times. With that smile I felt like I was falling for you all over again. And even for just a little while I couldn't help but wondering if you felt the same way. I know people say I'm obsessed but could it just be that ...

Im in love?

What do ou think about my lame love life. To be honest I just wrote down my feelings and thoughts. I didn't mean to turn it into some sappy long paragraph.

UPDATE ON MY OWN LOVE STORY

Somehow we are getting closer once again. We're now friends and the other day you even asked me who I liked in a way that didn't show that you liked me. I was so glad because I have moved on to someone and I'm pretty sure you have too. Now we can be friends again. I have realized that I will always have feelings for you. I may not like you anymore but I will always care.

The new guy that has come in to my life is totally different than the last. He's a player, a cheater, desperate, and so not my type. I didn't want to fall for him. But the harder I tried not to the harder I fell. I didn't even notice I was falling until I was over the last guy. Even my friends knew I was falling. They could see it in my eyes.The way to tell when a girl likes the guy is the way she looks at him. He can be such an idiot but sometimes maybe just maybe you can catch him at a right time.

Your One and Only Wish

Do it one by one, don't look ahead!

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like California or Florida more?

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

Are you done?

If so, scroll down

(don't cheat--)

THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.

Black: You are conservative and aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you

love.

Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are

down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in:

Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you

fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.

July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.

Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soulmate.

5. If you choose...

Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime.

8. If you choose... California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laidback person.

9. If you choose... Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday.