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Joined 12-14-15, id: 7367695, Profile Updated: 03-31-16
Author has written 2 stories for Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール, and Fullmetal Alchemist.

"We are made from broken parts. We are broken from the start."

My stories will mostly consist of OC's.

Please do not immediately judge and decide not to read my stories, although I will not be writing for fans.

I write because many animes I can connect to, and wish to write and show how I feel. Yes, they are all dark, and sad, and I can't say the same about my life, because there are people out there in the world that are way more unfortunate that I.

If you happen to also be wondering if I'm a suicidal person, am in the middle of depression, hate my life, self harming, or others, all I can say is:

No. I am not suicidal or in the middle of depression. I will not say the same for the rest.

"Smile is the best mask."

-Jack Lacie from Pandora Hearts

Everyone wears masks. Whether the masks are easy to see through, or if they forever hide you from others, who can never really know? And I would have layers and layers, so that I can burrow myself in the corner of my heart, so that no one will know the real me.

Everyone says that people care, and that it would matter if you died.

But I don't know. Would they still care if they knew my thoughts? If they knew how I really was? Would they care if a single person out of millions perished? The world would keep turning, and even if it takes years, everyone around you would eventually move on. And when they die, the ones that loved them would eventually move on as well.

So I really don't know.

I smile when I'm crying inside, I laugh when I want to scream. I keep talking to hide my pains, I keep walking when I want to run. I don't ever want anyone to find the real me, but I'm scared to die without anyone knowing.

"If only you would notice how I ache beneath my smile. I guess you never will, I guess it doesn't show"

-Ariel from A Little Mermaid Musical

One of my favorite animes of all time would be Tokyo Ghoul. Yes, I have watched others, but this will forever be my favorite ones. The ghouls all wear masks to hide their real face, but to me, this anime also shows that the masks that you wear aren't always seen by others.

"I am not okay, but I smile anyways."

-Kaneki Ken from Tokyo Ghoul.

I hate the light and I love the dark. I prefer to stay awake at night, when everyone else is asleep, and sleep during the day. The night and the dark scaries me, but at the same time, comforts me greatly.

"I wanted to know that he would be okay if I died. I wanted to not be a grenade, to not be a malevolent force in the lives of people I loved."

-John Green from the Fault in our Stars

At times like now, when the rain pours down and the night is nothing but the splatters of water, i feel more alive and more comfortable than I ever am. I want to run out, to be able to run in the rain, feel the wind blow against mty face, the cold raindrops hit me.

At times where there is nothing but the sun and the clear, clear sky, I gaze out to the horizon, and wish i cold fly, like the birds who are oh, so free.


Heres my take on the world:

Everything on both sides of the equation must be balanced for it to work out. The Equation is simply the name of whatever it is. I could be a math equation, where both sides have to equal the same thing for the equal sign between them to be true. Or it could be life.

If there was much more death than life, the world begins to fall apart. Like the Black Death, where people began dying, and there were more dead people then people alive. If there was much more life, the human population begins to rise, and eventually, people will begin falling apart as well. The world can't support the lives of all these humans, and there would begin a more extreme natural selection.

And lastly, it could be our happiness. If something terrible happens, coincidence or not, usually something good will happen after it. But the opposite is true as well.

And I think this because every single time.

Even if I feel so alive and happy for even the briefest of moments,

something will come and take away that happiness, draining every positive thought and smile that could have ever have come by.

And I hate it.


I do not and never will own any animes/mangas I will be writing fanfictions on. I am simply a writer who writes because I wish to.

Thank you.

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Veränderung by storiewriter reviews
AU. When Rin was six years old, he got into trouble at school. Fearing the disappointment of his father, he did not walk home with Yukio; instead, he took a left turn-and future events started to shift. Rated T for safety.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 30 - Words: 287,028 - Reviews: 1237 - Favs: 2,501 - Follows: 2,644 - Updated: 8/30 - Published: 7/29/2011 - Rin O., Yukio O., Shiro F. - Complete
Dragon Blade by avtorSola reviews
Hitsugaya Toushiro is in another sticky situation. He's stranded across dimensions without a way home, and he'll do anything to return - even turn to crime. But the UA and a kind green-haired boy won't let him side with the villains, no matter what happens. Because every broken soul deserves healing and Izuku is just too good for this world. Post-TYBW War, PTSD. Slow updates.
Crossover - Bleach & My Hero Academia/僕のヒーローアカデミア - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 32 - Words: 174,102 - Reviews: 1059 - Favs: 1,506 - Follows: 1,746 - Updated: 8/11 - Published: 12/5/2017 - T. Hitsugaya, Izuku M., Shouta A./Eraserhead, 1-A Students
My Hunter Academia by DrWriter21 reviews
For Killua Zoldyck, he couldn't care less about money, fame, or helping people. Becoming a hero was a means to an end. Along the way, he will get involved with Heroes and Villains while trying to conceal his immense power from either side. After all, how would they react to a child prodigy assassin with the ability to wield his own life force?
Crossover - Hunter X Hunter & My Hero Academia/僕のヒーローアカデミア - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 87,727 - Reviews: 551 - Favs: 1,065 - Follows: 1,238 - Updated: 6/8 - Published: 11/18/2018
The Restaurant With Sushi That's Out of This World by Luki Dimension reviews
Present Mic first spots the restaurant when it's his turn to patrol the local neighbourhood around UA.
Crossover - Katekyo Hitman Reborn! & My Hero Academia/僕のヒーローアカデミア - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 45,883 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 1,051 - Follows: 1,139 - Updated: 5/10 - Published: 11/16/2018 - Tsuyoshi Y./Yamamoto's Father, Shouta A./Eraserhead, Hizashi Y./Present Mic
To Live and Breathe and Live Again by FruitPastilles reviews
Tsuna was eleven when he was hit by a car and walked away from the incident unscathed. He was twelve, when he fell from his bedroom window and woke to his mother's frantic face with nothing to show for his fall. He was thirteen when he realised he couldn't quite die. Then he turned fourteen and a baby in a suit showed up and nothing else is quite the same.
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 38,831 - Reviews: 1434 - Favs: 4,695 - Follows: 5,329 - Updated: 10/13/2018 - Published: 6/23/2015 - Tsuna/Tsunayoshi S.
52 Jump Street by RedQ reviews
"You want me to do what now?" Barry asked. "We need someone to go undercover," Singh explained, "Someone to pose as a high school student, to get more information about the supplier." Barry snorted. "Very funny, sir," he said, "You had me going for a second there."
Flash - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 22 - Words: 84,046 - Reviews: 875 - Favs: 452 - Follows: 547 - Updated: 12/16/2017 - Published: 8/4/2016 - Barry A./The Flash, Iris W., Det. Joe W., Det. Eddie T.
Do You :REmember? by Kokato reviews
Spin-off AU from Tokyo Ghoul:re Chapter 28 (Auction Raid): Sasaki Haise remembers everything after being tortured by Aogiri Tree after the Auction Raid. Hide comes back. A ghoul squad is formed. Their goal? To destroy Aogiri Tree. Can Kaneki Ken handle everything while protecting everyone once again? Includes violent descriptions. Co-written with AelinG
Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 69,180 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 475 - Follows: 505 - Updated: 12/9/2017 - Published: 5/22/2015 - [Kaneki K./Haise S., Touka K.] Hide, Eto/Sen T.
Pilot by RedQ reviews
As if trying to recover after nine months in a coma wasn't bad enough, Barry now has all these strange side effects to deal with. Unexplainable hunger, rapidly disappearing injuries, strange muscle spasms, and worst of all, hallucinations. How Barry should have initially reacted to his powers. A more realistic version of the pilot.
Flash - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,048 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 6/4/2017 - Published: 12/9/2016
Guilt of the One Left Behind by MayaAtMidnight reviews
Al is captured and Ed will stop at nothing to save him, but now Ed's gravely injured and in the hospital. Roy continuously blames himself for not being able to protect the child he's so often thought of as a son, and Ed's situation takes a turn for the worst. FMA parental!RoyxEd. Warnings for violence, angst, and coarse language.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 60,061 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 3/4/2017 - Published: 7/9/2014 - Alphonse E., Edward E., Envy, Roy M. - Complete
Shattered Ice Broken Heart by Toshiro29 reviews
Blizzard of '68 things take a twist for the worst. Jack disappears with nobody noticing until MiM chooses a new guardian. Now the Guardians are faced with the horrifying fact that they failed to protect a child, one that's been at the mercy of Pitch for decades. Jack Frost they knew is gone, his will broken, and with no strength left. The stakes are higher than they've ever been.
Rise of the Guardians - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 92,629 - Reviews: 349 - Favs: 592 - Follows: 696 - Updated: 5/8/2016 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Bunnymund, Jack Frost, Pitch
Picking up the Pieces by miyulekurkantsuto reviews
Tsuna and his guardians at school. Couple of fights, curse words, name callings, biting to death, perfectly normal, right? But for some reason, Tsuna's Hyper Intuition won't pipe down, and he just felt as though something were to happen. This was proved right. That very day, he vanished. Off the face of Earth. With only... FULL SUMMARY INSIDE!
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 22,205 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 4/12/2016 - Published: 9/3/2015 - Tsuna/Tsunayoshi S., Enma K., Vongola 10th Generation
The Fight for the Shadow by Violentdaybreak reviews
We all know that Akashi's orders are absolute. So when the former captain of Teiko orders the other members of the Generation of Miracles to quit their teams and reform their old one, it goes without saying that they all follow without arguing. Well almost. Kuroko tries to fight against him but even the Shadow of Seirin can't win every battle. What'll Seirin do when they find out?
Kuroko no Basuke/黒子のバスケ - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 38,513 - Reviews: 325 - Favs: 568 - Follows: 662 - Updated: 12/22/2015 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Kuroko T., Akashi Seijuurou, Generation of Miracle
Asphodels by PinkPaperCrane reviews
When it comes down to it, kindness is all Tsuna is. And kindness is just another word for greed. And in the end, as he watches the tears fall down, Tsuna does not regret it, because Tsuna is greedy, and the pacifier is greedy, and for all his kindness, Tsunayoshi is a selfish boy. Arco!27, Abandoned!27, sort of All27.
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 25,728 - Reviews: 413 - Favs: 1,301 - Follows: 997 - Updated: 8/3/2015 - Published: 5/28/2015 - Tsuna/Tsunayoshi S., Arcobaleno
Their Boss by xX.Chu-Chan.Xx reviews
They had turned their backs on him... After that fateful day he had killed... They looked away from him. He then wishes to go back to the time when his friends wouldn't fear him... and the next thing he knew... he was back in his old room ten years ago...
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 62 - Words: 243,814 - Reviews: 4070 - Favs: 3,535 - Follows: 2,565 - Updated: 6/16/2014 - Published: 7/4/2011 - Tsuna/Tsunayoshi S. - Complete
Goodbye by LifeBios reviews
He find himself in a different world where the Generation of Miracles are acting strange. He can't remember what happen before the coma but he do know something is not right. Will he choose the future or choose the Generation of Miracles.
Kuroko no Basuke/黒子のバスケ - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,597 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 25 - Published: 11/11/2013 - Kuroko T., Generation of Miracle - Complete
Worthless by KnittedSweater reviews
"And with that he curled into the desk, a mess of tears and sadness and angst and a whole bunch of other things Rin Okumura wasn't supposed to be known for. Tears leaked from his eyes and stained the dark wood. His voiced sobbed and gasped and cracked with all the pain he'd kept locked deep inside of him." TRIGGER WARNING: Implied self-harm, suicide, and self-loathing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,496 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 612 - Follows: 196 - Published: 8/12/2012 - Rin O., Yukio O. - Complete
Impure by Scyllia reviews
When the Impure King attacks his friends, Rin engages the demon in a gruesome battle. Paralyzed from the waist down, how will the Exwires react to his sacrifice? M for gore. No language.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,478 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 11/4/2011 - Published: 8/20/2011 - Rin O.
Bonded at Birth by S.N. Rainsworth reviews
The Okumura twins are more similar than you think. / Brother-bonding.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,357 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 1,262 - Follows: 258 - Published: 8/24/2011 - Rin O., Yukio O. - Complete
Due Cieli by Sapphire09 reviews
A terrible accident happened to Tsuna, an accident he would never forget for the rest of his life as it carved an eternal reminder on him. The accident itself left him to stray in a small, remote town far from home. How could he cope with this?
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 40,911 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 8/10/2011 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Tsuna/Tsunayoshi S.
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Lonely, Unheard Voice in the Broken World reviews
The bullet had gone through her head, so why wasn't she dead? The figure of white with nothing but the smile had laughed, and then she was in the new world, a world without her voice, where she would be forever unheard. And she would stay lost, like her voice, until the blond alchemist appeared. OC but not EdxOC. Don't like don't read. R&R please.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,380 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 14 - Published: 3/7/2016 - Alphonse E., Edward E., OC
To be Betrayed, Again and Again reviews
There was blood, everywhere, everywhere, everywhere. It covered the ground, my hands, my feet. It stained my clothes, it dyed my hair, it colored the blank white tiles. It was my blood, and it was everywhere, everywhere, everywhere. OC Don't like don't read, but please, give it a chance
Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 23 - Published: 12/20/2015 - Kaneki K./Haise S., Touka K., Hinami F., OC