![]() Author has written 2 stories for Tokyo Ghoul/東京喰種トーキョーグール, and Fullmetal Alchemist. "We are made from broken parts. We are broken from the start." My stories will mostly consist of OC's. Please do not immediately judge and decide not to read my stories, although I will not be writing for fans. I write because many animes I can connect to, and wish to write and show how I feel. Yes, they are all dark, and sad, and I can't say the same about my life, because there are people out there in the world that are way more unfortunate that I. If you happen to also be wondering if I'm a suicidal person, am in the middle of depression, hate my life, self harming, or others, all I can say is: No. I am not suicidal or in the middle of depression. I will not say the same for the rest. "Smile is the best mask." -Jack Lacie from Pandora Hearts Everyone wears masks. Whether the masks are easy to see through, or if they forever hide you from others, who can never really know? And I would have layers and layers, so that I can burrow myself in the corner of my heart, so that no one will know the real me. Everyone says that people care, and that it would matter if you died. But I don't know. Would they still care if they knew my thoughts? If they knew how I really was? Would they care if a single person out of millions perished? The world would keep turning, and even if it takes years, everyone around you would eventually move on. And when they die, the ones that loved them would eventually move on as well. So I really don't know. I smile when I'm crying inside, I laugh when I want to scream. I keep talking to hide my pains, I keep walking when I want to run. I don't ever want anyone to find the real me, but I'm scared to die without anyone knowing. "If only you would notice how I ache beneath my smile. I guess you never will, I guess it doesn't show" -Ariel from A Little Mermaid Musical One of my favorite animes of all time would be Tokyo Ghoul. Yes, I have watched others, but this will forever be my favorite ones. The ghouls all wear masks to hide their real face, but to me, this anime also shows that the masks that you wear aren't always seen by others. "I am not okay, but I smile anyways." -Kaneki Ken from Tokyo Ghoul. I hate the light and I love the dark. I prefer to stay awake at night, when everyone else is asleep, and sleep during the day. The night and the dark scaries me, but at the same time, comforts me greatly. "I wanted to know that he would be okay if I died. I wanted to not be a grenade, to not be a malevolent force in the lives of people I loved." -John Green from the Fault in our Stars At times like now, when the rain pours down and the night is nothing but the splatters of water, i feel more alive and more comfortable than I ever am. I want to run out, to be able to run in the rain, feel the wind blow against mty face, the cold raindrops hit me. At times where there is nothing but the sun and the clear, clear sky, I gaze out to the horizon, and wish i cold fly, like the birds who are oh, so free. Heres my take on the world: Everything on both sides of the equation must be balanced for it to work out. The Equation is simply the name of whatever it is. I could be a math equation, where both sides have to equal the same thing for the equal sign between them to be true. Or it could be life. If there was much more death than life, the world begins to fall apart. Like the Black Death, where people began dying, and there were more dead people then people alive. If there was much more life, the human population begins to rise, and eventually, people will begin falling apart as well. The world can't support the lives of all these humans, and there would begin a more extreme natural selection. And lastly, it could be our happiness. If something terrible happens, coincidence or not, usually something good will happen after it. But the opposite is true as well. And I think this because every single time. Even if I feel so alive and happy for even the briefest of moments, something will come and take away that happiness, draining every positive thought and smile that could have ever have come by. And I hate it. I do not and never will own any animes/mangas I will be writing fanfictions on. I am simply a writer who writes because I wish to. Thank you. |
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