HallelujahBoy
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Joined 07-25-12, id: 4153123, Profile Updated: 07-25-12

I don't even know why I'm here. Oh, wait; I do. I like fanfiction. It's the only sort of writing that gives me hope that maybe someday I can say "I love to read!" because I have read an unhealthy amount of stories both on here and on FictionPress. I have never been able to say the same about the classics or even pop fiction, which is something of an embarassment for someone with an English degree from a respected school. Oops.

I should probably get it out of the way that I am gay, and I think that plays a huge role in why exactly I always gravitate back toward both this site and its sister site, FP. Gay fiction. When the world of literature left me wanting for a genre to fill my loneliness, the internet let me know I could read about the sort of love I needed. And yeah, sure, there are published works of gay literature, but you try being an in-the-closet boy in a Southern, religious household. It simply isn't a thing to go out, buy a gay-themed book, and be perfectly content. But I'm older now, out to a fair majority of people (parents included), and I live on my own. I have the benefit (read: option) of buying gay fiction, and sometimes I do. I always wander back to this section of the internet, though, because it was the first place to give me hope, and it still has some of the best stories I could ever ask to read.

To the authors over the years who made me feel human, thank you! You're beautiful, and I know the majority of you are women. But thank you for writing your fantasies and letting me live mine through your words. You don't know who you are, but you mean a great deal to me, both as a scared teenager and now as a twenty-four-year-old who is sometimes a little less scared.

Love.

On my Reviews: I very much intend to review under this account name. I should point out, though, that by "review," I mean to be honest in my reviews. I want people to know and understand what parts of their story work from a more...professional standpoint. But please don't take that to ever mean I have not enjoyed the story or that I'm being rude. I never review stories I do not like or that have not in some way touched me. If I review and leave something constructive, it is meant in only that capacity. At the end of the day, the story is your own, and no one is reaching for a published literary-level work here. I understand, but the technical part of me comes out on occasion. So, if I ever offend you with something I say, please know that was not my intention. I only hoped to offer a point of reference for possible improvement. And as with anything, I am fully aware that I am not 100% right all of the time. No one is. What I have to offer is only an educated opinion from a fan. I hope whatever I say will be viewed in that light. Thank you.

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The Sunrise Reflected Through Your Eyes by Moonbeam-987 reviews
"I gasped and my eyes practically bugged out of my head as I looked at him from head to toe. The color of his eyes finally making sense, but he couldn't really be... could he? I mean, he didn't act like he was..." -Kames: Rated-T
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,615 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 7/14/2012 - Published: 2/4/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
love is blind by thefairytalefreak reviews
after being seriously injured in an accident, Kendall is left with a scar for the rest of his life. would James still be able to love him? better than it sounds. i cried while writing it so i hope you cry while reading it. slight cargan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,882 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/20/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
Sharpening Their Cleavers And Their Knives by The Brat Prince reviews
Logan gets horny and starts the zombie apocalypse. Kendall sets out to fix it. Kendall/James with a side of Logan/Mercedes/Guitar Dude, Logan/Carlos, and Camille/Muffy
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,366 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
With Blood In Their Mouths by The Brat Prince reviews
Because vampires and werewolves didn't get along, but James and Kendall always had. James/Kendall, based off Big Time Halloween/the monster!verse.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,661 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/1/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete