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Name: Rainytears

Age: over 13

Gender: Female

Location: Australia, Sydney

discription: I have hazel eye's(more green then brown), brown hair, olive skin, about 6'7

I'm slightly Gothic, anti-social, morose, melancholy, loner, a kid called me a bitch once, but that was only because wanted him to leave my alone.
I love reading, poetry, drawing(I suck at painting), and the rain.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong?
And no one understands you?
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio turned up so loud?
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what's it like to be me
To be hurt
To be lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you have been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one is there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life.
Do you wanna to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding.

No you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
No you don't know what its like me to be hurt to
To feel lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
You feel like you've been pushed around to be
On the edge of breaking down and no one's there
To save you no you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life.

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not going to be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there.

You don't know what its like, what its like
To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down you feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one is there to save you
No you don't know what its like.

To be hurt to be lost to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down you feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one is there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life.

Hush, little sister
Please don't cry
I wish I could be there
To sing you a lullaby.

I can see your arms
Bloodied and bruised
That's strange, little sister
Mine were like that too.

I know you scream
When Daddy's there
Hush, little sister
I know you're scared.

I can see the way
He's hurting you
I'm sorry, little sister
He did that to me too.

I know that people
Ignore what's going on at home
That makes me angry, little sister
You shouldn't have to be alone.

Hey, little sister
You want to know why I'm not there?
It's a sad story, little sister
But people should care.

You see, little sister
One day Daddy got high
You were asleep in your crib
So you didn't hear my cry.

He screamed at me
And smashed my head against the door
While you slept, little sister
I died on the floor.

You know, little sister
I don't think that I would have died
If someone had only bothered
To listen to my cries.

But hush, little sister
Daddy's coming home
Quick, get into bed
You don't want him to find you alone.

I'm sorry little sister
He's in a bad mood
Run while you can.

Uh oh little sister
He's lifting his belt
Scream while you can, little sister
Call for help.

Hush little sister
You don't need to cry
No one can hurt you
You're in my arms tonight.

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a
wealthy
family

The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the
mansion’s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small
space in the cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in
the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older
angel replied, “
Things aren’t always what they seem.”

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor,
but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food
they had the couple let the angel sleep in their bed where they could
have a good night’s rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his
wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay
dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older
angel how could you have let this happen? The
first man had everything,
yet you
helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was
willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

“Things aren’t always what they seem,” the older angel replied.
“When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was
gold
stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed
with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall
so he wouldn’t find it.” Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed,
the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things
aren’t always what they seem.”


Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don’t turn out
the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that
every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until
some
time later...

Today I found out
that the world will end
And nothing will exist tomorrow.
And then they said
a war had begun
and every country was filled with sorrow.

The paper proclaimed
a plague broke out
and all the doctors were wiped out.
And all over the magazines
were the stories of all
the dreamers that were lost
in the plane crashes the plague
had brought.

And then I heard my family had left
and not given me a note
they only wanted for me to know
that I wasn't worth it anymore.

And my bike was stolen
and my dog run over
and my last teddy bear lost.


And after this I gave a shrug
because nothing else seemed
to hurt me as much
as when they announced
that you had died this morning.

Sympathy.

I know what the caged bird feels, alas!
When the sun is bright on the upland slopes;
When the wind stirs soft through the springing grass,
And the river flows like a stream of glass;
When the first bird sings and the first bud opes,
And the faint perfume from its chalice steals--
I know what the caged bird feels!

I know why the caged bird beats his wing
Till its blood is red on the cruel bars;
For he must fly back to his perch and cling
When he fain would be on the bough a-swing;
And a pain still throbs in the old, old scars
And they pulse again with a keener sting--
I know why he beats his wing!

I know why the caged bird sings, ah me,
When his wing is bruised and his bosom sore,--
When he beats his bars and he would be free;
It is not a carol of joy or glee,
But a prayer that he sends from his heart's deep core,
But a plea, that upward to Heaven he flings--
I know why the caged bird sings!

We are small but we are many
We are many we are small
We were here before you rose
We'll be here when you fall.

We have teeth and we have tails
we have tails and we have eyes
we were here when you fell
and we'll be here when you rise.


Chinese symbols.

勇 - Courage
儒 - Wisdom
喜 - Happiness
平和 - Peace
友情 - Friendship
慾 - Desire
愛 - Love
怒 - Anger
樂 - Joy
恨 - Hate
戦争 - War
復讐 - Revenge
痛 み - Pain
復讐 - Honour
精神 - Spirit
絶望 - Despair
殺 - Kill
葬 - Bury
自殺 - Suicide
死 - Death
悲哀 - Sadness
暗闇 - Darkness
希望 - Hope
地獄 - Hell
悪 魔 - Demon
力 - Power
渇望 - Lust
単=性 - Unite
信頼 - Trust
真実 - Truth
殺害 - Murder
運 - Luck
美徳 - Virtue
運命 - Destiny
生命 - Life
月 - Moon/Month
火 - Fire
水 - Water
木 - Wood
金 - Gold
氷 - Ice
風 - Wind

Calling me FAKE won't make you REAL,
Calling me STUPID won't make you SMART,
Calling me WEAK won't make you STRONG,
Calling me UGLY won't make you PRETTY,
Calling me MEAN won't make you NICE,
Calling me WEIRD won't make you COOL,
Calling me USELESS won't make you PERFECT,
Calling me POOR won't make you RICH,
Calling me GUILTY won't make you INNOCENT,
Calling me α LIAR won't make you HONEST,
Calling me α LOSER won't make you α WINNER,
Calling me α NERD won't make you POPULAR,
Calling me α COWARD won't make you BRAVE,
Calling me α SLAVE won't make you α MASTER,
Calling me α FAILURE won't make you SUCCESSFUL,

So why bother?...
Every insult you make is only hurting yourself


I wrote this myself

A girl with golden hair
skin so fair
bright blue eyes aglow
a boy with aqua hair all messed
with white eyes blessed
and cared for his sister deeply
so as they walked from school that day
a passing truck
with speeding wheels
took away ther luck
brother pushed sister
onto the street
she stared
as an angel took her brother away


If you are crazy, odd, not-normal, a freak of nature, or anything else that applies, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you have ever been so obsessed with something that now everyone is scared of you because of its effects copy this into your profile.

Weird is good. Strange is bad. Odd is what you call someone who you can't decide what to call them. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, which means weird is good! If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

If you have ever run into a door, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vice versa copy this into your profile

If you hear voices in your head, copy and paste this onto your profile!

If you think that being unique is cooler than being cool, copy this on your profile.

If you have ever burst out in insane laughter for absolutely no reason at all, copy this into your profile.

If you are obsessed with fanfiction copy this into your profile.

If you have your own little world, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever forgotten what you were going to say, right before you say it, copy this into your profile.

If you realize that copying and pasting things into your profile is pointless, yet you do it anyways, copy and paste this into your profile.

If, for no warning, you have laughed during a movie part that wasn't funny, put this in your profile. (I do that when reading too. Then people REALLY look at me strange…)

If you have ever gotten so completely sidetracked in a conversation that you don't remember why you were talking in the first place, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever zoned out for more than five consecutive minutes, copy this into your profile.

If you've ever fallen off your chair, put this in your profile.

If you've ever started something but didn't finish it, put this in your profile and maybe save time to go finish it.

If you've been in any kind of contest, copy and paste this to your profile

If you've ever wondered what you are like in another dimension, copy and paste this in your profile.

If you've ever busted a move/burst into song, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this into your profile.

If you want to run up an escalator while it's going down, copy and paste this into your profile! ( I have )

A large percent of authors do not know the difference between 'your' and 'you're'. If you do know the difference, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you've ever burst out laughing in a quiet (or dead silent) room, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you are crazy and/or insane and proud of it copy and paste this onto your profile

If you are aware that so many people nowadays pretend to be someone they're not, copy this on your profile.

If you like to put these types of things in your profile, copy and paste to your profile.

If there are times that you just want to annoy someone for the heck of it copy and paste this into your profile.

If you ever felt like killing someone (or more than one person) because they wouldn't leave you alone when you told them not to distract you because you were busy copying this into your profile

If you have ever stayed up for over 40 hours continuously just because you frickin' COULD, copy this into your profile

If you're a girl who's tired of people assuming that just because your a girl you love pink and can't fight to save your life, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you know someone who should be run over by a bus, copy this to your profile

If you have ever slapped yourself and/or banged your head on a table for no reason copy and paste this onto your profile

If you or your best friend (or both) are insane, copy this into your profile

I made this myself

Goodnight, hello

Goodnight
sweet butterfly
goodnight
happy sun
goodnight
pure white rabbit
goodnight
flowing wind
goodnight
yellow buttercup

Hello
black shadows
hello
silent bats
hello
shining moon
hello
eternal slumber


Just say no to drugs. Because if your drugs are talking to you, you've probably had too many.

Sanity? I never had such a useless thing to begin with!

That which does not kill me had better run pretty dang fast

Stupidity killed the cat. Curiosity was framed.

A wise man once said, "Ask a girl."

When in doubt, push random buttons!

You wanna know why God created man before woman? Every masterpiece needs a rough draft!

There's always a light at the end of the tunnel. Of course, it's usually an oncoming express train.

There are three kinds of people. Those who learn by reading, a few who learn by observation, and the rest who have to test the electric fence for themselves.

They say guns don't kill people; people do. Well, I think guns help. I mean, if you just stood there and yelled 'BANG!' I don't think you'd kill many people...

Just when I think you've said the stupidest thing ever you just keep on talking

You know, you do this annoying thing where you open your mouth and then these things you call words come out. Yeah like that. Stop it

An idiot is a 44th floor window washer who steps back to admire his work

They say hard work never hurts anybody, but why take the chance.

Why be difficult, when with just a little bit of effort, you can be impossible?

Ask me no questions and I’ll tell you no lies

Everyone has a photographic memory, some just don't have film.

A clear conscience is usually a sign of memory loss.

I'm not as dumb as you look

The newscaster is the person who says "Good evening" and then tells you why it's not.

Hate is just a special kind of love we give to people who suck.

I used to have super powers, but then my therapist took them away.

They say the truth will set you free. Then why is it every time I tell the truth, I get sent to my room?

Some people are like slinkies. They seem to have no purpose, but they still bring you a smile when you push them down the stairs.

Keep smiling; it makes people wonder what you're up to

Love your enemies. It gets them really confused.

It's always darkest before dawn...so if you're gonna steal the neighbors newspaper, that's the time to do it.

It takes fewer muscles to smile than to frown...and fewer still to ignore someone completely.

Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked up into jet engines.

I believe no problem is so large or so difficult that it can't be blamed on someone else.

It takes a big man to cry...but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.

Doors are on a house so you don't have to go through the windows.

No one ever says "it's only a game" if their team is winning.

I never repeat myself, so pay close attention to me the first time, cause I never repeat myself.

Canaries are the best, especially with ketchup on them.

Slow and steady gets you trampled by the other guys.

When opportunity knocks, shoot first and ask questions later.

When all else fails, use duct tape.

I can please only one person per day. Today is not your day. Tomorrow, isn't looking good either.

I'd explain it to you, but your brain would explode.

Someday we'll look back on all this and plow into a parked car.

There are very few personal problems that cannot be solved through a suitable application of high explosives.

Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he isn't there the first time you need him, chances are you won't be needing him again

My Reality Check bounced.

On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key.

I'm not a complete idiot. Some parts are missing

"If a person with multiple personalities threatens suicide, is that considered a hostage situation?"

"Even a stopped clock is right twice a day."

"Don't tell me the sky's the limit when there's footprints on the moon."

"What's behind this door? -opens it- ...another door. Hilarious."

"There are 1000 ways I could kill you, and 941 of them hurt."
"So what do the other 59 of them do? Tickle?"

They locked you in?"
"No, I locked THEM out! Why must you always see these things backwards?"

I'll try to be nicer if you'll try to be smarter.

I'm not good at empathy, will you settle for sarcasm?

Earth is full. Go home.

I don't know what makes you so stupid, but it really works.

I respect your opinion, I just think it's stupid.

It's true, blonds do have more fun. But brunets remember it in the morning.

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

"Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss." - Douglas Adams

"I didn't lie! I just created fiction with my mouth! "

A day without sunshine is like, you know, night."

"Never memorize something that you can look up."


— Albert Einstein


My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could've made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I'm awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight
Be Quiet! Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse;
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now;
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream.
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless;
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.


Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of s!"

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lying dead on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms


Stanzas for Music
one-shot my first story
Teen Titans - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/18/2011 - Robin, Raven - Complete