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WARNING: This individual is not to be considered sane under any circumstances, and should be approached with supreme caution at all times. You have been warned. Proceed at your own risk.

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Pen Name: I've been changing my pen name quite a few times lately... I guess I'm just trying to find one that fits, but yet sounds cool. We'll see.

Age: Old enough to know that life isn't fair, but young enough to still be baffled by it.

Gender: As far as I'm concerned, being any gender is a drag. - Patti Smith

Location: Mile high, baby.


Hey guys. Don't expect too much from me on here. If I ever complete one of my many, half-finished fanfictions, then I'll post it up, but at the moment I'm a little too busy to pour all my energies into writing. Now that doesn't mean I won't try my hardest to write, just that life comes first.

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Blonde Ambition by sephcounttheways reviews
Cloud bursts out of his shell when he enrolls into the military academy. Can the power of punk rock help him get the man of his dreams?
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 33 - Words: 508,621 - Reviews: 1135 - Favs: 861 - Follows: 727 - Updated: 2/7/2018 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Cloud S., Sephiroth
Burning Bridges by A Spot of Bother reviews
AU. Maybe when we're done with endings this can begin. Roxas-centric. Axel/Roxas.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 57,172 - Reviews: 468 - Favs: 284 - Follows: 367 - Updated: 8/28/2016 - Published: 11/5/2007 - Axel, Roxas
Enslaved by kurosora1984 reviews
I am a Pet. A toy for my Blondie master's filthy games. His blue eyes never falter, watching me, commanding me...and I want to be free, but sometimes I wonder...if I had the chance, could I really leave him? AkuRoku, Ai no Kusabi universe
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 102,473 - Reviews: 625 - Favs: 404 - Follows: 258 - Updated: 11/4/2012 - Published: 6/30/2009 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
A Lesser Beauty by Versace Frolic reviews
Roxas, a junior in college, is tormented by emotional baggage and unrequited love. On a campus populated by burnouts and bored intellectuals, Roxas is just another proverbial drop in the bucket of teenage apathy. Then he meets Axel. Roxas-centric AkuRoku.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 136,168 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 458 - Follows: 120 - Updated: 9/11/2010 - Published: 1/17/2010 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
One Hundred and Four by owlpostagain reviews
One Hundred and Four, or Eight by Thirteen, in Twenty One. Twenty One worlds in which Axel finds Roxas. Akuroku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 2,672 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 5/19/2010 - Published: 5/13/2010 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
failures of flight by lhbaghead reviews
They practice eloping one day. Akuroku.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22,700 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/21/2010 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
The Experiment by Yahnkehy reviews
Two years after Deepground, another of Hojo's experiments wriggles its way out of the woodwork. Only this time, things get personal. Will Cloud be able to handle Hojo's newest work? Will Shin-Ra recover from it, or will it change everything?
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 49 - Words: 239,275 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 3/5/2010 - Published: 10/1/2009 - Cloud S., Reno - Complete
The Best We Know How by hangthesilver reviews
Four times Axel left before Roxas woke up, and one time he didn't. AU, Akuroku.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,838 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Not I or You, But We by Imadra Blue reviews
Sephiroth has returned and laid waste to his enemies. In the wake of fresh destruction, Cloud and Reno are left alone in a dying world to cope with the aftermath. Together, both may return to life. Slash.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,052 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/29/2009 - Reno, Cloud S. - Complete
Fate of Angels by Manwathiel reviews
An angel rewards those who resist temptation, he said to her. And are you resisting temptation? She asks in response. No, he replies as a sly smile ghosts upon his thin lips, I’m enjoying the reward. Axel/Namine. AU.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,490 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Axel, Naminé - Complete
Reno's Ride by Sue Dunham reviews
Cloud likes girls. Only girls. However, thanks to a weird dream from Aeris and some Mako tomfoolery Reno's got a chance. Warnings: Fem!Reno not really sure if I should call this het or yaoi language, sexual content, nudity. Cloud/Reno
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,390 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/2/2009 - Cloud S., Reno - Complete
Sink It In by the.israel.project107 reviews
A year after returning from overseas, Axel moves cross-country with Demyx to stay with his ex, Roxas. Any hovering chance that they might get back together, however, is dismissed with the appearance of a certain alluring redhead on the scene... AkuNo
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 55,066 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 9/29/2009 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Axel
Sugar And Spice by Michele-bell reviews
Roxas likes Naminé. Axel wants to help Roxas get the girl. But when Roxas finally is able to get Naminé's attention with the help of Axel, he finds himself crushing on the redhead as well! Oh, crap. AU. High school, somewhat crack-ish. AkuRoku. Hiatus.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 54,340 - Reviews: 493 - Favs: 478 - Follows: 403 - Updated: 8/27/2009 - Published: 3/19/2008 - Roxas, Axel
Untouched by kurosora1984 reviews
A tale of passion and deception, loyalty and betrayal, and three men caught in one conspiracy. ARR For Nijuuni
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 34,015 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/7/2009 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Through the Shadow by kurosora1984 reviews
A centuries-old curse. A lonely King. A chosen sacrifice. When fate spins death, only the heart given in love can save them, bringing them through the shadow. AkuRoku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 63,513 - Reviews: 466 - Favs: 824 - Follows: 158 - Updated: 6/21/2009 - Published: 4/5/2009 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Checkmate by Manwathiel reviews
With Marluxia and Larxene to worry about, it seems like Axel would have enough to keep track of. But when an unexpected interest in Naminé is thrown into the mix, suddenly the fate of the Organization doesn't seem so important. Axel/Naminé. Complete.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 53,434 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/12/2009 - Published: 1/25/2009 - Axel, Naminé - Complete
Boys by Casey V reviews
It's about growing up, mostly. Sometimes it's about love and sometimes it's about friendship. Sometimes it's about hockey. But sometimes it's about the difference between what's real and what's fake, between being a boy and being a man. Riku/Sora, Roxas
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 179,135 - Reviews: 1317 - Favs: 1,740 - Follows: 415 - Updated: 3/8/2009 - Published: 7/21/2008 - Sora, Riku - Complete
Bitten by LadyNightRunner reviews
There was only one thing he could do really- the right thing. Help him out of the alley, take him home, treat his wounds......maybe a little more, provided he doesn't get killed first. Reno/Chaos.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,865 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/8/2009 - Chaos, Reno - Complete
A Strange Kind of Magnetism by Kiyoshi Kitana reviews
PG/soft R, perhaps? Cloud x Reno. Not much to warn about here. Written for the renocloud community on livejournal. Reno saw Cloud a lot more often than he would’ve expected, given the man’s feelings about the Shinra Corporation.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,625 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/22/2009 - Reno, Cloud S. - Complete
rusty getaway cars by Sowing Poppies reviews
AkuRoku. Axel lives in apartment 4B and Roxas lives a floor above him. Reincarnation is a lonely business.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,224 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 264 - Follows: 10 - Published: 11/15/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Something Wicked This Way Comes by kurosora1984 reviews
Long ago, when the natural and the supernatural met as commonly as neighbors are known to do, a secret, forbidden romance was sparked in an isolated farming village. Yet neither Axel nor Roxas could know what forces would come against their love.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 22,834 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 14 - Published: 11/1/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Those Who Lie by the.israel.project107 reviews
Based on Nijuuni's picture on dA. In gangland Vegas, a man is on his knees with a gun inside his mouth, someone else's finger on the trigger, accused of lies. The big question is: what was he lying about? AkuRoku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25,258 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 474 - Follows: 24 - Published: 9/27/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Where the Wild Things Are by the.israel.project107 reviews
AkuRoku Day giftfic for Decorinne. After falling down a hole, meeting an enigmatic cat-boy, and struggling hard to stay, you know, *alive*, Axel's starting to get kind of fed up with this forest. Weird-ass oneshot in two parts.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 40,308 - Reviews: 290 - Favs: 838 - Follows: 50 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Cancer Cells by lhbaghead reviews
Cancer cells are those which have forgotten how to die. While Roxas fights, Axel is here trying to save him. Akuroku, dedicated to A Spot of Bother
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26,062 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 444 - Follows: 30 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
SINthetic by Blue Funk reviews
Help me, he whispered. I was too shocked to speak. I don't want to feel, he said. I couldn't move. And then he kissed me. It felt warm. Too bad he was sick. With Syns. AkuRoku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 21,718 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 146 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 7/31/2008 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Axel, Roxas
50 Ways I Tried to Love You by CrazySpark reviews
‘50 Ways I Tried to Love You.’ Fifty prompted sentences showing that Nobodies can love too, if they set their minds to it. Warning: some of the sentences have slight sexual innuendo and swearing.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,775 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Entregarme by Blue Funk reviews
This is called entregarme," Axel murmured as soon as they were in position. Their hips pressed together softly and the dancer's lips came hovering dangerously close to Roxas's ear. "To surrender, or give oneself up to the leader's lead."
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,118 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 192 - Updated: 7/2/2008 - Published: 5/4/2008 - Axel, Roxas
Like No One's Looking by Uzumaki-sama reviews
Haunted by memories of Sora and his happier childhood, Riku feels trapped in a life he lives only to please his strict aunt. Until Axel takes an interest in him. And when his life takes a complete 180, he's not sure it's for the best. [AxelRiku, LeonRiku]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 64,193 - Reviews: 184 - Favs: 196 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 4/6/2008 - Published: 12/25/2006 - Riku
Light Underneath by VIII of XIII reviews
Roxas was just Sora's amnesiac younger brother. Axel was just the guy who came in through the bedroom window. Next life, American comic book style AU... no high school.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 44,106 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 390 - Follows: 41 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
sunshine in a bag by tenshiplz reviews
ch.13 .. as the sun rose over the outline of the city, i knew we were going to be okay .. akuroku. CH1-4 EDITED
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 47,215 - Reviews: 275 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 3/26/2008 - Published: 8/4/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Eleven by hongkongstar reviews
heart on your sleeve and your soul in your shoes, take a left a sharp left and another left, meet me on the corner and we'll start again. Post modern pretentious lack of chronological order. AU, PYT verse. AxelRoxas.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,989 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 3/24/2008 - Published: 10/14/2007
The Unfamiliar by the.israel.project107 reviews
Roxas leads a semiperfect life. He's a good person, with reasonable grades, friends he's growing out of, and a regular home environment. Until Axel comes along. Roxas doesn't realise just how much of a sham his whole existence is...AkuRoku,RiSo,Zemyx,CL
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 46 - Words: 288,672 - Reviews: 2948 - Favs: 1,831 - Follows: 435 - Updated: 1/29/2008 - Published: 11/9/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Funk Inflicted by Blue Funk reviews
Roxas is one incredible creature. He's been denied all the best. And Axel is going to bring sexy back.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,653 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 263 - Follows: 10 - Published: 1/6/2008 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
Everything Will Be All Right by VIII of XIII reviews
The fact that he doesn't have a life of his own won't stop Axel from being part of Sora's. It's the pain that'll do that. AxelRoxas, RikuSora, SoraAxel if you squint. Post KH2, non AU.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,718 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/15/2007 - Axel, Sora - Complete
Waiting by A Spot of Bother reviews
AU. They promised to meet in the next life but they have to find each other first. AkuRoku. Complete.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 83,803 - Reviews: 1354 - Favs: 1,903 - Follows: 535 - Updated: 12/14/2007 - Published: 2/3/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Hazard Pay by LilyMoon'sAlias reviews
After the events of Advent Children, Reno gets the job of keeping an eye on Cloud Strife. Don't own, Square Enix does. 217 EDIT, an interlude has been added between part 7 and what is now part 9. This is yaoi and is RenoCloud as the main pairing.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 23 - Words: 31,691 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 280 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 10/19/2007 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Reno, Cloud S. - Complete
Exhale by A Spot of Bother reviews
AU. Roxas never thought a lighter and a bus stop would land him where he was, spilling his guts to a total stranger in the middle of a snow storm.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,154 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 13 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Deceitful Above All Things by Quillslinger reviews
Like a game of Snakes and Ladders, life can change with a roll of the dice. An Axel/Roxas novella in 30 amnesias.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,557 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 556 - Follows: 34 - Published: 6/20/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Web of Night by Blue Funk reviews
It was over, Axel thought, retreating from his fight with Roxas. There was no chance of his friend returning. That's when a speeding blur of blonde whacked into him, unwilling to let the past go. But these kind of actions always have consquences. Akuroku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,799 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 6/3/2007 - Published: 3/18/2007 - Complete
A wish your heart makes by Phantasmik reviews
Maybe Nobodies do dream Roxas maybe they can feel love, desire and hope. Maybe we do have hearts, maybe our ILoveYou’s aren’t as false as we think. Maybe nobodies can dream, huh Roxas? AxelRoxasRoxasAxel, yaoi, lime.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,511 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/2/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete