![]() Really all you need to know about me is that my name is Bevin(though I go by Kat my middle name) I'm 16( well you don't really need to know that), I ramble when I bored, tired, or really happy(wich isn't very often). If you look at me you would think "Wow what the hell is she wearing" people at school say my friends and I are kinda scary, guess you could call me emo/goth(and no I don't cut, cutters cut and if they just happen to be emo then well they are), but my friends know I'm a true geek on the inside. I love reading, listening to music, and reading while listening to music. And I love qoutes and poems(example(s) below) ummmmm. and I'm leaving it up to you to decide where each one starts and ends. It wouldn't let me seperate them the way I wanted too. !!DAMN COMPUTERS!! Thanks again for my misery,And you run with your fake friends...I’m sick of your sad songs and singalongs...I kind of like it when things are wrong No one is worth your tears, and the person who is won’t make you cry… I swear to you on everything that I am...And I dedicate to you all that I have...And I promise you that I will stand right by your side...Forever and always until the day I die A boyfriend stabs you in the heart…A stranger stabs you in the front…A friend stabs you in the back…But best friends don’t carry knifes…! Smiles are no more then empty love… I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough to make you stay…. When I see him I get a sick feeling in my stomach... but it’s the sick feeling I love… LOVE is like playing the piano… first you must learn the rules…then you forget the rules and play from your heart LOVE is like magic… but sometimes magic is just an illusion I’m gonna put this picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight… Heal the past, live the present, and dream the future The space between your fingers were made so another person could fill them… So I say thank you for the scars, And the guilt and the pain,Every tear I ever cried,Has sealed your fucking fate True love is when you shed a tear and…still love him…Its when he ignores you and…You still love him…Its when he loves another and you still smile and say,“I’m happy for you…”When what you really do is cry…And cry… If someone you love hurts you…Cry a river build a bridge and get over it(duh!) If you love some one don’t put their name on a heart…But put them on a circle…A heart can be broken.But a circle goes on forever. You said you couldn’t stand to see my heart broken…So when you broke it….did you close your eyes? Forgive….. sound good…Forget…I don’t think I could… Love never fails, exept in my case... This time I won’t make it change myself,This time I will make myself believe,My heart, it won’t break this time,Won’t be left behind,I won’t be so shy,I won’t let you win this time. Sometimes I think we’re falling in love because our hearts are beating to loud loudly to hear our minds screaming “don’t do this to your self" Being lonely isn’t the worst feeling,It’s being forgotten by the one you can never forget. Relationships are like broken glass,Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken then hurting your self putting them back together… We ignore the ones who adore us…Adore the ones who ignore us….Love the ones who hurt us…And hurt the ones who love us… I hate when you cant get someone out of your head but you know they’re out of your reach It’s a hard time for dreamers I have no fear of death it just means dreaming in silence… We all have this moment..Where nothing goes wrong,Where it seems like the world has left you,And its only waiting for you to give up! You can always close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see,And close your ears to the things you don’t want to hear,But you can’t close your heart to the things you want to feel. The therapist looked at the girl with a puzzled face and asked, “What do you do when your life feels like it’s falling apart?” the girl looked at him and replied, “I hurt myself.” Mirror, mirror on the wall who’s the biggest fool of all?It must the girl who can’t stop crying,Or maybe it’s the girl who kept on trying… I can’t dream If I can’t sleep,I can’t wish If I’m afraid to close my eyes,I can’t move if I’m to scared to let go… Ever have one of those days where you hate the world?And everything that happens even dropping your pen makes you want to break down and cry? She says she’s fine,But she’s going insane,She says she feels good,but she’s in a lot of pain,She says it’s nothing,But its really a lot,She says she’s okay,but she's really not Another poem another line,Another girl pretending she’s fine,Another hour another day,She wishes she could get away,Another heartbreak, another tear,Another excuse she doesn’t want to hear…Another paper another pen,She writes she wants to be strong again,Another story, another lie,Another night that she will cry,Another band another song,Another day passed slowly, gone…Another scream another doubt,“Kill me while I’m down” to him she’d shout, Another forced smile another broken heart,just another girl wishing life would restart…(I think this may be my favorite) Written on my wrists in a form of art…Just to show myself how you broke me apart… It’s the art of not letting it get to your head, Not letting it break your heart, And not letting the world see when it does. I love walking in the rain cuz no one knows I'm crying Any ways those are some of my favorites, I didn't write them though I wish I did. More things, mostly negitive, about me: I can't draw, I can't sing worth shit, I have really bad grammer and spelling(if you haden't noticed already), I would go on but the list is WAY to long. You know what I said about rambling? Ya, well I have to finish before that happens. Sooooooooo ya, I don't really believe this but it's weird and I don't want the little girl to get me... If it is true so ya...:This is a true story. A girl died in 1933. A man buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murderer chanted,"Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this in your profile, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded. Top 10 Reasons to Read Geeks are smart, Geeks are cool, Geeks make up 70 percent of the universe's populace or at least this one. So Geeks overpower all the popular and rich people, anyway. if you are a geek and you're proud of it copy this to your profile. If you think those stupid kids should just give the rabbit the freakin' Trix, copy this into your profile. Ninety-five percent of teenagers are concerned about being popular. If you are one of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile. 98 percent of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy and paste this in your profile. If you've ever tried to put your hair behind your ears and ended up poking yourself in the eye, copy this into your profile. 92 percent of teenagers would die if Abercrombie and Fitch told them it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this in your profile if you would be part of the 8 percent laughing your arse off. If you think that the kids should stop chasing Lucky and leave the leprechaun alone, then copy and paste this into your profile. If you think Fred should just let Barney have the freakin' Coco Pebbles and stop chasing him, then copy and paste this in your profile. If you hate those irritating mosquitoes giving you mosquito bites copy and past this into your profile If you are addicted to vampires and would like to become one, post this onto your profile If you have ever run into a door, copy this into your profile. If you have ever run into a tree, copy this to your profile! If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile. If you know someone who should get run over by a bus, copy this into your profile. If you've ever had a mad laughing fit for no reason, copy and paste this into your profile. If you have ever wanted to slap someone, copy this into your profile. If you have ever slapped someone, copy this into your profile. If you have slapped someone upside the head ( ... ), copy this into your profile. If you believe that chocolate and female mix perfertly, then copy this into your profile If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile. If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile. If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this onto your profile, and add your name to this list: danyan, Zutara Lover, Black'n'red'Butterfly, Enrica, twilightgirl1918, Just A Little Bit Dramatic, Pirates OWNS you,MartaSwan, TheEmoSideOfMe, EdwardlovesChristyalways, dorkiegrl2, Kat9119tak If you have ever stayed up for over 40 hours continuously just because you frickin' could, copy this into your profile. If you think the Coa-coa Puff Turky Bird thing shoud go to rehab, copy this into your profile. If you think that life without computers is useless then copy this to your profile. My best friend is insane, if you think your best friend is insane, put this in your profile. If you and your friend break out into song in a public area put this on your profile. If there are times when you just wanna annoy people for the heck of it then copy this into ya profile. If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this into your profile. If you think that writing Fanfic stories is fun then copy this onto your profile! If you have ever tripped where there is a WATCH YOUR STEP SIGN, copy and paste this into your profile If at one time you misspelled or forgot how to spell a word less than four letters, copy and paste this onto your profile If you think the semi-colon is completely usless, stupid, annoying and plotting to destroy the English language as we know it, put this in your pro! If u think rock paper scissors solves everything then put this in ur pro! If you ever read past two in the morning, copy and paste this to your profile.. If you have a true friend, copy and paste this into your profile If you read people's profiles looking for things to copy and paste into your profile, copy and paste this into your profile If your profile is long, copy and paste this on it to make it even longer If you have ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this into your profile. If you are obsessed with fanfiction copy this into your profile If you have ever seen a movie (or show) so many times that you can quote it word for word, And you do at random moments; copy and paste this in you're profile. If you have ever been poked and made a noise resembling that of a constipated animal, copy and paste this into your profile. If you're random and proud of it, copy and paste this in your profile If you have an odd sort of love/hate relationship with your computer, copy and paste this into your profile If you have taken a "which twilight character are you quiz" and have gotten the opposite sex, copy this into your profile! If you have ever ran into a mirror, copy this into your profile If you have ever fallen up the stairs copy this into your profile If you have ever tripped over air, copy this into your profile. If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vise versa copy this into your profile Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, than weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile! He who laughs last thinks slowest -If two wrongs don't make a right, try three -1 out of every 4 people are insane. Look at your three best friends, if it's not them, it's you. -One day we're going to look back on this, laugh nervously and then change the subject -We're best friends. You laugh, I laugh. You cry, I cry. You hurt, I hurt. You jump off a bridge, damn, I'm gonna miss your dumb ass -Apparently 1 in 5 people in the world are Chinese. And there are five people in my family so it must be one of them. Either it's my mom or my dad. Or my older brother Collin. Or my other brother Ho-Chan-Chu. I think it's Collin. -A good friend will bail you out of jail, a great friend will be sitting next to you in your cell going "We fucked up, huh?" IF EDWARD AND BELLA DONT STAY TOGETHER I'M GONNA STAB SOMEONE! Find a guy whos calls you beautiful instead of hot, Who calls you back when you hang up on him, Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, Who holds your hand in public and in front of his friends and family. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he loves you and how lucky he is to have you. If you think that describes Edward Cullen, copy it into your profile. Girl: Do I ever cross your mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: No Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or your life Boy: My life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.If you find this incredibly cute and touching, copy and paste it into your profile FEMALE COMEBACKS Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Man: Is this seat empty? Man: Your place or mine? Man: So, what do you do for a living? Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Man: Your body is like a temple. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Random stuff YOU KNOW YOU'RE AN AUTHOR IF... You talk to yourself a lot. (Alot meaning all the time...) You talk to yourself about talking to yourself. (e.g. 'Why do I constantly ask my self random things?') When you talk to yourself you often talk to yourself like you're talking to someone else. (e.g. 'Have you ever noticed that deliver could mean someone's liver?') After uttering a profound peice of wisdom like that above, you stare at the cookie in your hand with awe and say, "Wow,this stuff is great for sugar highs...' You live off of sugar and caffine (the two greatest things ever discovered!) You'll check your e-mail every day of the week and then dissappear off the face of the earth. You're e-mails tend to be pages long and incredibly random. When replying to an e-mail, you'll never actually address the point of it. You tend to collect Bic Stics off the ground like picking pennies off the ground. No matter where you are in a room you never have to get up to find a pen/pencil and paper. The letters on your keyboard are wearing of. Your friends and family think that you have carpal tunnel syndrome. People think you have A.D.D. You think it'd be cool to have A.D.D. You constantly start talking in third person, present or past tense. You start thinking about making lists like this and start giggling for no "apparent" reason Your friends stopped looking at you funny for no apparent reason a loooooong time ago. And FINALLY, the one way to tell if you're a good writer: You failed English 101. (copy that into you're profile if you fit one or more of the descriptions) Did you know... kissing is healthy.bananas are good for period pain.it's good to cry.chicken soup actually makes you feel better.94 percent of boys would love it if you sent them flowers.lying is actually unhealthy.you really only need to apply mascara to your top lashes.it's actually true, boys DO insult you when they like you.89 percent of guys want YOU to make the first move.it's impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed.chocolate will make you feel better.most boys think it's cute when you say the wrong thing.a good friend never judges.a good foundation will hide all hickeys... not that you have any.boys aren't worth your tears.we all love surprises.Now... make a wish.Wish REALLY hard!!WISH WISH WISH WISHYour wish has just been recieved.Copy and Paste this into your profile in the next 15 minutes and...Your wish will be granted Girls The boys don't want to reach Find the guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who'll lay under the stars for hours and listen to your heart beat. Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy that kisses your forehead, who keeps your picture in his wallet, who wants to show you off to the world even when your in sweatpants, who holds your hand in front of all his freinds, who thinks your beautiful without makeup, one who is constantly telling you of how much he cares and how is lucky to have you, THE one who turns to his friends and says THATS HER! Try Not To Cry Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great, huge crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! When I went to school that day, I never said good-bye. I'm sorry that I had to go,But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun,he hit me and another, And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother;I'll be waiting for her now And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this. But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss. And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry. Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest, But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest When I heard that great, big crack,I ran as fast as I could please listen to me if you would, I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live. But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you" In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost Please if you would, Don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, Maybe people will cry, Just keep this in your heart, For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye". Now you have 2 choices, 1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry 2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are... Its ok to cry, though i didn't, i almost did...but i haven't really cried since fifth grade... A good or best friend! A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you. A best friend will go up and ask him, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?" A good friend will be there for you when he breaks up with you. A best friend will call him up and whisper, "Seven days..." A good friend helps you up when you fall. A best friend keeps on walking saying, "Walk much, dumb ass?" A good friend helps you find your prince. A best friend kidnaps him and brings him to you. A good friend will ask you if you're okay when you're crying. A best friend will laugh at you and say, "Ha Ha, Loser!" A good friend will offer you a soda. A best friend will dump theirs on you. A good friend will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month. A best friend will throw you a tampon and push you in. A good friend gives you their umbrella in the rain. A best friend takes yours and says, "Run - bitch - run!" A good friend will help you move. A best friend will help you move the bodies. A good friend will bail you out of jail. A best friend would be in the room next to you saying, "That was awesome! Let's do it again!" Okay so I have this weird faze sometimes and I think something is watching me ready to jump out and attack me(however you take that is your problem and your problem ONLY!) My friends say I have a VERY pervy mind, but I really got it from them(if they ask, i DID NOT TELL YOU THAT!) Your One and Only Wish Okay so like I said I REALLY like to ramble, and I'm good at it too! ummm. exept for right now cuz I'm reallllllllllllly sleepy... goodnight- -Bevin-(kat) |