Well! here i am writing once more for something that i have no idea if anyone will read... But i guess its worth a shot!

I'm a 32 year old, out of work scrip writer that never got any were but local plays and small town competition! now i spend my time playing house wife and trying my best to write some great story's for my 10 nieces, nephews and god children... (I'm still working on having my own)

my oldest nephews is now 16 and still loves old aunts writing. (he was my first and best critic!) but his likes have changed so much over the year that it is all most to hard to keep up with him! and now that he as started down this long and very hard path of being a writer himself, i have a little more time to do what i want to do (wich for some strange reason is still write)

i very recently come acrose in his mountin of books the twilight saga, and after hearing that i was the only one in the family, and of most of my friends, who had not read it.. i dove in like a kid learning to swim! with in the first few chapters i was hooked for life!! i have now read all of the books 6 times and can quot them all most as good as the bible!

the thing that polled me in was Bella! i, in all my years of reading, watching, and writing have never EVER been able to relate so much to any character! the only thing that makes bella different from me is my parents are still married! in fact, besides the hole vampire thing, reading the first book is like reading my memories, throw in a few school activity's and a couple more heart breaks and you have it!

i have never put my writing on a website, but i have learned that if you want the truth about your writings you have to show them to strangers and let them tear them to shreds! please don't be kind when you give me or any one else your reviews! if it stinks let them know! you cant learn if you don't know your doing anything wrong!

well thanks for reading this and i hope you get the chance to see some of my work! and like i always say, "don't be afraid to jump just be cuss you can't see the bottom! it's not were you end up, its how you got there that madders, for life is not a mater of yes and no, right and wrong. it is a mater of thought, care, and hope that even if you mess up, you can be forgiven... but only if you have learned from it, and you can't learn if you don't let go and try!!"

ps... just so you know my penname is not some sort of sick fantasy... i am hooked on Edward!! there is no way around it! but the Jacob I'm referring to is not Jacob black (all though if there were no Edward i would be all over dear Mr. black like he was gods gift to me!!) No! in fact it just so happens that my own knight in shining armor (and i don't mean that figuratively, he was in full plate when he proposed) is blessed with the very common name of Jacob as well. (I'm just glad my mom was just a little bit more creative with my name!)