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"People have always told me, "Don't forget your roots." I know I can feel them underneath my leather boots."

You all probably have other thoughts of me, however.

I'm starting to bust. Friends turn foe so easily, I need someone to fucking trust. Can't you see I need room to breathe and space is a must? Everything I know to be crumbles to dust. I can't stop this, it's beyond me. I have tried, are you not listening? Reality and what's "real to me" is what I cannot separate. Constant inconsistency- my only consistency. So much wisdom in pain, so many lessons in hurt. You learn from a loss so I'll take on your worst. Nothing can hit harder than my own regret, so I live with what I've done and know that I can't forget.

- I'm reaching out, to take your hand.

I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left. And still, you act as if I’m just a burden. I’ve finally let go. Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on. Cause I’m so done playing these games with my heart. I’ve been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.

Upcoming Fanfiction(s):

UpsideDown: With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

- I will probably finish the first chapter by the end of summer - I've been doing a lot of research of the Japanese culture, that's why I have been so slow at posting it C:

-This story will have more than 20 chapters, that's probably too many.