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I'm not much for giving my personal info out online, but if you have to call me something, call me Briseis. This is not my real name, but I do love this name very much. In Greek mythology, Briseis was the lover of Achilles. For more infomation, see this website:

My age is somewhere behind 10 and 18. I live somewhere in the United States of America. I am a girl. That is all you need to know about me.


In case you can't tell, considering my pen name, I love Paramore. Here are my favorite lines from their songs:

"You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life." -Ignorance

"They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies." -Crushcrushcrush

"You are the only exception." The Only Exception

"And up until now I've sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness." The Only Exception

"Ignorance is your new best friend." -Ignorance

"Well, it's nice to meet you sir, I'll guess I'll go. I best be on my way out." -Ignorance

"When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind." The Only Exception

"Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts." -The Only Exception

"Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone." -Crushcrushcrush

"Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream." The Only Exception

"Keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds." -Brick By Boring Brick

"We wrote our names in blood but I guess you can't accept that the change is good." -Ignorance

"I'd never sing of love if it does not exist." -The Only Exception

"She lives in a fairy tale somewhere too far for us to find." -Brick By Boring Brick

"Her prince finally came to save her, and the rest you can figure out." -Brick By Boring Brick

"Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick or the wolf's gonna blow it down." -Brick By Boring Brick

"The truth is hiding in your eyes and it's hanging on your tongue, just boiling in your blood." Decode

"It might kill me, I want it to be true." -Decode

"Next time you point a finger, I might have to bend it back or break it, break it off." -Playing God

"And the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff." Turn It Off

"This heart, it beats, beats for only you." -My Heart

"That's what you get when you let your heart win." -That's What You Get

"But you think that I can't see what kind of man that you are, if you're a man at all." -Decode

"And all the best lies, they are told with fingers tied, so cross them tight." -Feeling Sorry

"She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile." Misery Business

"See, I'm trying to find my place but it might not be here where I feel safe." Misguided Ghosts

"You don't deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you." -Playing God

"The truth never set me free so I did it myself." -Careful

"You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore." When It Rains

"This is how we dance when, when they try to take us down." -Let The Flames Begin

"Everybody live like it's the last day you will ever see." Born For This

"I'm screaming I love you so, but my thoughts you can't decode." -Decode

"I'm sorry that'll never change." Misery Business

"And now I'm told that this is life, and pain is just a simple compromise to get what we want out of it." Misguided Ghosts

"If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences, set restrictions." -Fences


I'm also a fan of Evanescence:

"I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away, if I will it all away." -Whisper

"Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them)." -Whisper

"It's true, we're all a little insane." -Sweet Sacrifice

"Has no one told you she's not breathing?" -Hello

"You poor, sweet, innocent thing, dry your eyes and testify." -Sweet Sacrifice

"Can we play the game your way? Can I really lose control?" -Lose Control

"I can't say no to you." -Good Enough

"You only want it cause it's over." -Call Me When You're Sober

"How could I have burned paradise?" -Call Me When You're Sober

"I long to be like you, lie cold in the ground like you." -Like You

"Anything is better than to be alone." -Lithium

"I don't need to touch the sky, I just wanna feel that high, and you refuse to lift me." -Cloud Nine

"Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself." -Going Under

"I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides." Snow White Queen

"Don't look down, don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you, don't look down, you'll fall down, you'll become their sacrifice." -The Only One

"Just didn't drink enough to say you love me." -Lithium

"I've completely lost myself and I don't mind." -Good Enough

"I can't hold onto me, wonder what's wrong with me." -Lithium

"Don't want to let it lay me down this time, drown my will to fly." -Lithium

"Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow." -Lithium

"In a dream, will you give your love to me, beg my broken heart to beat." -Cloud Nine

"If you want to live, let live." -Cloud Nine

"Fear is only in our minds, taking over all the time." -Sweet Sacrifice

"Fallen angels at my feet, whispered voices in my ear, death before my eyes, lying next to me I fear." -Whisper

"So afraid to open your eyes, hypnotized." -The Only One

"Mary had a lamb, his eyes black as coal, if we play very quiet, my lamb, Mary never has to know." -Lose Control

"I dream in darkness, I sleep to die, erase the silence, erase my life." -Sweet Sacrifice

"I can't see your star, the mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away." -Your Star

"All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader." -The Only One

"I'll miss the winter, a world of fragile things." -My Last Breath

"Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to, hello." -Hello

"Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming, the goddess of imaginary light." Imaginary

"I linger in the door way of alarm clocks screaming, monsters calling my name." -Imaginary

"In my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby, I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me." -Imaginary

"I want to die!" -Tourniquet

"Don't let me die here." Bring Me To Life

"Look for me in the White Forest hising in a hollow tree." -My Last Breath

"Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide." -Hello

"Saving me, raping me." -Haunted

"Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies, so I don't know what's real and what's not." -Going Under

"You're not real and you can't save me." -Everybody's Fool

"One sweet day you're gonna drown in my lost pain." -Sweet Sacrifice

"And as we lay in silent bliss, I know you remember me." -Like You

"I can't escape the twisted way you think of me." -Snow White Queen

"Hunting you, I can smeel you, alive." -Haunted

"Watching me, wanting me, I can feel you pull me down." -Haunted

"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone, but though you're still with me, I've been alone all along." -My Immortal

"Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me." -Lacrymosa

"I tried to kill the pain, but it only brought more, so much more." -Tourniquet

"My God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation." Tourniquet

"Don't cry." -Hello

"My wounds cry for the grave, my soul cries for deliverance." -Tourniquet

"If I cut you down to a thing I can use, I fear there will be nothing good left of you." -Lose Control

"Selfishly hated, no wonder you're jaded." -Call Me When You're Sober

"But you still have all of me." -My Immortal

"Wake me up inside, call my name and save me from the dark." -Bring Me To Life

"I can't save your life, though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting." -Snow White Queen

"I can't change who I am." Lacrymosa

"Will I be denied, Christ?" Tourniquet

"Bid my blood to run before I come undone, save me from the nothing I've become." Bring Me To Life


HP:

Ships I Sail:

Tom/Ginny

Harry/Hermione

Harry/Luna

Harry/Daphne

James/Lily

Voldemort/Bellatrix

Board With Caution:

Draco/Hermione

Harry/Ginny

Neville/Luna

Neville/Ginny

Severus/Lily

Ships I Sink:

Harry/Cho

Ron/Hermione

Colin/Ginny

Tom/Hermione

Albus/Minerva

Anything I haven't already listed I will probably read, but they will never make any of the above lists because I simply don't care enough about the couple to form an opinion on them.


PJATO:

Ships I Sail:

Percy/Annabeth

Annabeth/Luke

Thalia/Luke

Beckendorf/Silena

Hazel/Leo

Piper/Luke

Board With Caution:

Percy/Thalia

Percy/Rachel

Luke/Rachel

Jason/Piper

Leo/Piper

Reyna/Jason

Ships I Sink:

Rachel/Nico

Percy/Reyna

Silena/Percy

Hazel/Frank

Annabeth/Nico

Octavian/Reyna

Octavian/Rachel

Any pairings I haven't mentioned is probably because, though I am willing to read them, I simply don't care anough about the pairing to form an opinion on them.


Dear bullies,

See that girl you just called fat? She is starving herself.
You know that girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on make-up hoping people will like her.
That boy you just tripped? He is abused enough at home.
See that old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars? He fought for our country.
See that young boy you must made fun of for always being sick? He has to walk home in the snow cause his family is too poor.
That guy you just made fun of for crying? His mother is dying.

Re-Post this if you are against bullying. I bet 95% of you won't
Your life is probably not as harsh as theirs.


If you don't have a facebook account, then never fear! I have posted the deleted chapter here on on my profile for you to read. It's called: I Kiss Something Ugly.

Enjoy!

When everybody had returned to their seats and finished eating their meals, Chiron pounded his hoof again for our attention.

Mr. D got up with a huge sigh. "Yes, I suppose I'd better say hello to all you brats. Well, hello. Our activities director Chiron says the next capture-the-flag is Friday. Cabin Five presently holds the laurels."

A bunch of ugly cheering rose from the Ares table.

"Personally," Mr. D continued, "I couldn care less, but congratulations. Also, I should tell you that we have a new camper today. Peter Johnson."

Chiron murmurred something.

"Er, Percy Jackson," Mr. D corrected. "That's right. Hurrah, and all that. Now do your silly little welcome tradition. Go on."

Cabin Eleven started a chant, pounding on the table and doing a series of hand-gestures I didn't understand any better than the words:

Half-blood, half-blood, rak-a-sak-a-soo.
Gitcheegumee, ratatooie, whose child are you?
Throw him in, throw him in, welcome to the camp,
No one's a half-blood until they're damp!

The the tempo changed and everyone in the pavilion drummed their fists on the tables:

Ohhhhhh-
Percy, kiss the boar! Percy kiss the boar!
Percy, kiss the boar! Percy, kiss the boar!

The bigger guys in Cabin Eleven grabbed me and lifted me over their heads. I stuggled a little at first, but I realized there wasn't much point, so I let them carry me down to the cabins, the whole camp laughing and singing and jostling each other.

We went down to Clarisse's cabin, the one with the wild boar mounted above the doorway. Luke lifted me on his shoulders so I could reach it.

"Go ahead, Percy!" he yelled. "A big wet one on the snout!"

The thing was disgusting-moldy and smelly and ugly like you wouldn't believe. The snout was all peeling off and nasty.

"Percy, kiss the boar! Percy, kiss the boar!" everybody shouted.

Before I could think about it too much, I kissed the boar's nose.

A roar of approval went up from the campers, and I felt...weird, like I'd been accepted. I couldn't remember the last time anybody cheered for me, much less a hundred people and satyrs and wood nymphs.

Before I could start feeling too warm and fuzzy, or even wipe the snout-grime off my lips, the stuffed boar's mouth opened all by itself and let loose an enormous belch right in my face. Everybody roared with laughter. It was a practical joke-a trick boar.

A new chant started: Throw him in! Throw him in!

The guys carried me down to the canoe lake.

I saw what was coming, but I wasn't worried about getting wet. I was thinking: Please don't let this be like the bathroom. Don't hose everybody down.

I didn't need to worry. I went straight in-SPLOOSH!-and right down to the bottom.

When I came up gasping, everybody cheered. Luke and some of the other guys hauled me out and clapped me on the back.

We all headed down to the amphitheater, where Apollo's cabin led the sing-a-long. We sang camp songs and ate s'mores and joked around, and the funny thing was, I didn't feel like anyone was staring at me anymore. I felt like I was home.

Later in the evening, when the sparks from the campfire were curling into a starry sky, the conch horn blew again, and we all filed back to our cabins. I didn't realize how exhausted I was until I collapsed on my borrowed sleeping bag.

My fingers curled around the minotaur horn. I thought for a moment about my mom, but they were good thoughts-her smile, the bedtime stories she would read me when I was kid, the way she would tell me not to let the bedbugs bite.

When I closed my eyes, I fell asleep instantly.

That was my first day at Camp Half-Blood.

I wish I'd know how briefly I would get to enjoy my new home.

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