Lucy smiles with her friends to show her happiness. But behind the scenes she takes razors to her wrists. How will Natsu react when he walks in on her? What will Lucy's journey to recovery be like? -NaLu- *Trigger Warning, dark, depression, self-harm, eating disorder, rape. Read at your own risk.*

Weak. Powerless. Pathetic. These words have been going through Lucy's mind constantly. It's almost as if it was unnatural. Not only does she have to worry about that, but also the news about being Rogue's mate. Lucy's life is forced into one of romance, mystery, and angst. Will she ever find out who's torturing her?

Lucy was happy for so long and had inwardly accepted her love for Natsu, but then the incident with Edolas happened and now, Lisanna is back. Lucy and Lisanna become fast friends, but seeing how quickly she was replaced in Fairy Tail's hearts, she left, leaving to start over again. With Natsu distraught and Lucy out with a new team, anything and everything will happen! M for reason