Welcome to the deranged angst-fest known as Cathartic Trance.

As we can see here, I have officially changed my penname once again. I was just so tired of those stupid L337 numbers. But someone already had CrimsonTears and the many variations of x's in the name, so the name went away altogether. Since I really don't want to get used to signing new initials, I just changed the words. So never fear, CT is still here! =P

By the way, those sexy lips in my avi belong to me ;P Lol, I feel conceited.

Okay, screw the lame excuses about me being so inspired and all that crap. To be honest with you, I'm the laziest friggen writer you'll ever know, but when the inspiration really is in high gear, I try to get as much done. I just can't stand submitting something that I'm not feeling good about, so when a story is not being updated, just know that I honestly don't know what the hell I'm doing with it anymore.

(Lol, thanks to ValentineObsession, I realize that I have not specified my gender until now. BTW, go read his fanfics. They're awesome )

Bio
Name: Jody
Age: 15 ( yes, I know, what's a 15 year old doing writing freaky sadomasochistic crap, right? ;; )
Gender: I'm pretty sure I'm a girl
Status: Single and lovin' it!
DOB: April 16
TOB: 10:07 AM
Nationality: Filipino (AZN 4 Life!! WHOOO :P)

Appearance
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 122 lbs (unlike most girls, I don't really care if people know :P)
Hair: Really dark brown (almost black... or maybe it is black o.O), waist length, layered and kind of in between curly and wavy O_o
Eyes: Dark brown, almost black
Skin: Tanned

Original Character Bio
Name: Amaya Hitamo
Age: It really depends on the story, but she's usually 15/16
Nationality: Japanese (yay! ASIAN)
Appears in: The Trail to Romance, The Fortune, Forgiven Heart and Wedding bells. Basically, she's in most of my non-angst Kozumi stories. (She won't be in Can You Hear Them)

Current obssession: Axel x Larxene from Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories

Top10 Movies
1) Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2
2) Sixteen Candles
3) Chicago
4) Mean Girls
5) Pirates of the Caribbean (1, 3, and 2, respectively)
6) Sweeney Todd
7) Silent Hill
8) Constantine
9) Pulp Fiction
10) The Departed

Top Five Couples
1)Sephiroth/Aeris Gainsborough (FFVII)
2)Axel/Larxene (Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories)
3)Sweeney Todd/Mrs. Lovett (Sweeney Todd)
4)Harry/Hermione (Harry Potter)
5)Sirius Black/Bellatrix Black (Harry Potter) Yes, I know, it's messed up and a frankly sick couple, but they're both so sexy and if you ignore the fact that they're cousins it's all good XDDD

Story Status

Savage Dance (M): Currently in progress. I'm actually making good progress for once, but updates are still slow =/ (Rated M for very good reasons, by the way)
Vodka, and Shooters, and Beer... Oh My!: Complete! One-shot (and probably the most popular that any of my works will ever get)
Crimson Conflict (M): Currently on hold. I had a direction for this story, but the plot got really complicated in my head that I got confused of how I was gonna get through it. I'll get to working on it eventually, I hope -.-
Finding the Light (T): Currently on hold. Not even near finished. I think I might even rewrite it at some point since it's kind of like a clichéd soap opera, now that I've reread it.
Resurrection (T): Currently have writers block. I don't know if I'll even finish it. It wasn't even popular in the first place ;;
The Trail to Romance (T): I have writers block, but I'm gonna rewrite it someday, although it's on hold
Freaky Stories (T): discontinued. If anyone wants to continue it for me, review this story and I'll look into it.
The Tournament of Hearts (K+): Completed! (one shot)
The Fortune (K+): Completed!
Forgiven Heart (K+): Completed!
Wedding Bells (K+): On hold because I have MAJOR writer's block and I dont have Kozumi fandom at the time-being...

Possible Stories

There is no guarantee that I'll ever write these stories since the ideas came to mind many years ago and still haven't been put into writing, but I'll keep these small plans here just in case someone is interested in writing them instead. If you are interested, then just e-mail me.

Title: The Perfect Match
Rating: K+/ T
Genres: Romance/ Drama
Summary: Hermione is the best matchmaker in town, partially because she uses her magic. Even though she's successful at finding others perfect relationships, she can't find her own, until she meets Harry. But can she admit her feelings, or will she forever keep them locked in her heart?

Title: Opposites Attract
Rating:T or over (I think)
Genres: Romance/Drama
Summary:Izumi is kidnapped by a groups of boys that kidnap teenage girls. Izumi is scared in the beginning, but grows accustomed to the boys' prescence... especially Kouji Minamoto's.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the fandoms or the characters and places that belong to them. Final Fantasy VII and Kingdom Hearts characters and locations are copyright to Tetsuya Nomura, SquareEnix and all those other filthy rich bastards. Harry Potter characters are copyright to J.K. Rowling. Digimon characters are copyright to whoever rightfully owns them (I forgot -_-). Constantine characters belong to those guys that made the movie, the Hellblazer comic and the book. Even Copen Orimoto (Trail to Romance) is copyright to my friend, Blue Claw. All that belongs to me is Amaya Minamoto (Kouzumi fanfics), Uma Madrena (Finding the Light), Janine (Tournament of Hearts) and any other minor original characters. Oh yeah, and my plots. I will not repeat this again in any of my fanfics since it clearly stated here that I do not claim to own anything unless otherwise stated. Do not pester me to put up a disclaimer in my fanfics, please. Thank you.

NOTE: Please remember to read and review my stories! It helps a lot and it's part of my motivation to finish a story. Thanks to all who have reviewed my stories and I apologise to whom ever I never returned the favor. And again I apologise for not continuing some of my stories.