When I was about ten to twelve, I absolutely adored this website and read many fanfics about the Hunger Games and House of Anubis. As of July 6th, 2018, I am now seventeen and haven't been on this website in years, except to make fun of the weird cat fic I wrote to my friends. A lot has changed since I was that age, as I now identify as a boy and am pansexual and gotten through many hard times, but I keep this profile up for the memories.

I've kept up the cat fic because I love making fun of it and also Time of Death because I was extremely proud of it when I was younger.

My profile was very long, wordy, and had nothing to do with me, so I deleted all of it except for the note I wrote about my favorite author's death.

Thank you for growing with me. This is How To Breathe, or lilbitaeverlark, or maybe even that one that started with JP, signing out for the last time.

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Today, right now, I just figured out one of my fave writers... Is dead.

Even though we didn't know each other in real life, we were great friends.

I'd just like to say that I'm sorry for pushing you on that story and that I barely talked to you before you died. I don't think you knew that I wouldn't be on anymore.

Someone I care about (Besides my grandma) is dead. And do you want to know that saddest thing of all? She was only fifteen years old.

I am so sorry, Mary, which was your name and my nickname. I think that's why I like that name. I was so happy, so, so, happy when you commented on my story. You're still one of my idols, and you always will be

If you would like to read one of her stories, go on FF.N and enter JeromeNinaLover in the author search box.

I will always remember you, even if I didn't know you, you British little Mary.

Please, anyone reading this comment. Please, please, please. For the fifteen-year-old girl who died from who-knows-what on Feb. 11, 2012 around nine a.m.!

If you don’t comment, you clearly are a hateful, selfish person who doesn't care. Think about her friends and family. How would you like it if your best friend, or daughter, or whatever died? How would you like it if YOU were Mary? Knowing you're gonna die in a few hours? Which, you DID.

Like I said before,

Forever and always will I love your stories

Long live, Mary A.K.A. JeromeNinaLover.

I am crying for you, a girl I didn't even know, but was like a sister.

-Thank you, Mary. For all the little and big things you’ve done. Thank you for writing that fanfic for me and commenting on my stories.

I’m sorry that I didn’t know you were in the hospital. I didn’t even find out you were dead until’ two months later! I should have tried to keep in contact everyday… I should have tried better.

You probably don’t remember me. But I will always remember you. You’re still one of my idols. One of my fave authors, too. I your ff was one of the first ones I read on here and you’re the one who kept me reading. Whom, even though it doesn’t seem like it but I’m always writing everywhere, inspired me to keep writing.

I hope somehow you can continue writing in heaven. I wonder how you died… Oh well, it doesn’t matter. You’re in a better place.

Lots of Love,

xxxx

stay safe out there. sincerely, josh.