12/12/15

yo

i'm a freshman now

things are still kinda shitty

i keep thinking i'm a sopomore

already had a bit of panic over not having a job because all the sophomores in my biology class had one

hate the necessary language because we can only take spanish

not even choir or band or drama, just language.

still hate this profile

started using ao3 and tumblr

i'm so tired i have TRANSCENDED this MORTAL CONSCIOUSNESS and am now HYPER-AWARE.

aware of my PRESSING EXAMS and SHITTY TRANSCRIPT.

2/25/16

well here we are again

it's always such a pleasure

Heh, nahhh. I have been reading a bunch of Portal 2 fanfics, though. I want to be the Wheatley from that one fic, Cake and Lies. Great stuff, there. Really. Makes me proud to be ginger. And want to be freakishly tall a technician, so there's that, haha. And yeah! Seeing yourself as perpetually happy really does wonders for that oh-god-exams feel. As does actually doing the exams, and finishing a bunch of them in advance. Made the day-of really boring, though. Eh.

So, yeah! Never actually spouted my name; it's Hakan. Hakan Belluomi, to be exact, but most people only call me one or the other. Or dragono, that's been a weird one. Or Cahrem, but that's a bit rarer! I prefer either Hakan or Belluomi. Not Bell, though, that's my cousin's name. Bluh. Are you fazed by my human bluhs? ]

Oh, yeah. Forgot to mention I'm a filthy Homestuck. Eh, not that essential, right? 38D

8/27/19

yo what the fuck???

Uh, hi! I'm a senior now. Actually, I'm ~graduated~, but I'm a senior up until September 23rd. What the FUCK was past me on??

I'm less depressed now! And significantly less edgy. And I LITERALLY didn't have exams freshman year, other than drama, but whatever! Lmao I think I've changed for the better. I'm more sure of myself now! I've decided to go to college for cybersecurity. I'm actually super excited!! And I'm gonna keep going with theater on the side, too. When I've got time, that is _"

Okay, I know those face emoticons are kinda cringy these days, but I still like them I also don't care!! Suffer~

I only came back bc I got spam mail over PM, and that seems like The Most Bonkers form of communication. I hope future me looks back on this public diary mess of a profile and thinks it's funny. Bye!! 3