If you could do it all over again, what would you change, who would you sacrifice, who would you save? Dean wakes up in 2007 with over a decade worth of memories that haven't happened yet and choices to make that will change the world forever. (Spoilers through season 11, time travel)

There are three things you cannot recover in life: the word after it's said, the moment after it's missed, and the time after it's gone. Character may be manifested in the great moments, but it is made in the small ones.

Slumber Party tag: He still doesn't think a bunker can be a home. But it wouldn't hurt anything to at least make it a little more...comfortable, right?

I'm No Angel tag: A prophet, an ex-angel, and two monster-hunters together in a bunker. Or, a day in the freaky life of Kevin Tran. (Kevin POV)

Regarding Dean tag: Sam needs him not just for the present, but also for their past.

Dean finds out that sometimes there's such a thing as too much space.

Lucifer finally gets saved from Crowley and by the least expected person. Though free he now faces even bigger obstacles.

Lucifer looked up, meeting his gaze, and held it for a long moment. Not saying a word just staring. How does one reply to something like that? And Chuck waited, on baited breath, for anything.

They expected many things from him, vengeance, brutality, Hell on Earth, anything. There was many things that were expected from him. But none of those things included what it was he actually did. Lucifer's tired. He doesn't want to fight. He just...He just wants to go home. And if that means admitting his wrong he'll do it.

Chuck, a young-cocky God, didn't stop to think that locking someone with a core made of Pure Ice in a cage in a place made of Pure Fire was a bad idea. Now, eons and eons later, its coming to bite Him in the ass. He burns cold, normally, but now his internal thermometer is all out of wack. How do you 'quick-fix' cool down someone who burns cold when they get a fever? An Ice-Bath!

Right before Amara can attack her brother, make him suffer as she has suffered, someone unexpected jumps in at the last moment, taking the brunt of her attack and offer one of their own in return. Chuck has had enough of bending to his sisters whims, she has gone too far this time, destroying and devouring his children. He's standing up now, and he is fighting back.

God's Cages were masters at psychological torture. Why do you think Amara begged for death– that Michael went insane after only a few years in the Cage… Crowley trapped Lucifer in a vessel made of his Cage. Nothing good comes from that. 12x15 Tag, One-Shot – AU by the end [Edited: 2/17/18]

They were all promised the chance of forgiveness, if they truly were sorry and asked but somehow, Lucifer was the exception to his Father's promise.

Lucifer's little speech about being left behind again doesn't go unheard, by the one who should have heard it. Amara agrees that maybe He should have His own little talk with the naughty little Archangel, He's made mistakes, perhaps its time they were righted.

AU–Sam has died in Cold Oak and Dean couldn't bring him back to life. For years after, Dean desperately manages to drag himself from one hunt to the next. Fast forward, he is confused when Amara tells him she'd give him what he desires the most. But when he meets a 24-year-old Sam stumbling through the woods it all seems to make sense.

My version of the ending of Ep 12 in S2 of Scream. Where Audrey saves Emma but at a great cost. then the lakewood 4 trying to move on from the ordeal caused by Kieran and his rampage. Emma trying to deal with her feelings and facing off with Kieran for the last time before he goes to prison. Hopefully forever. Possible romance between characters in the future (rated T just in case)

He wasn't sure how much loss a person could hold without it crushing them. He carried a graveyard around on his soul full of ghosts and grief, full of all that he'd lost and those he couldn't bring back. He never noticed how heavy absence was until it was resting in his hands, until he found himself suffocating under the weight of nothing. Tag to 11x17 Red Meat.

When Amara banished Lucifer from Castiel's vessel something happens that turns everything upside down. Chuck can't believe it and Amara isn't much better. Michael is ecstatic and Lucifer just wants his big brother. They have a secret, lots of explaining to do, and one not amused Father who is tapping his foot in waiting. "Someone better start talking! What did you two do!"

Every parent hangs there child's art up on the fridge and God is no different. Only his kids art is creatures for the newly created Earth. All he did was get rid of the nasty creepy huge lizards and now everyone is crying like little fledglings!

One-shot character study. Mostly Eli Hudson's messy thoughts after the fever-pitch events of 2x07, "Let the Right One In". Includes references to spoilers up til the finale of season 2.

Dean can speak a lot of languages.

"In her dreams, she held shaking people." Audrey's worlds—the now, the then, and the in-between—begin to blur, and it won't be long before guilt completely erodes any control she has left.

Another possibility. My Season 11 rebuttal.

Something's been eating away at Alec, and Magnus intends to figure out what that is. Lots of fluff and feels. DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of these characters.

It's the dead of night when it happens. Tag to Episode 11x17, Red Meat.

Tag to 11x17 "Red Meat" Dean's having nightmares, Sam knows he's hiding something and is determined to find out what. Just a little resolution to the episode. H/C Brother-fluff/angst. One-Shot

Tag to 11.17. Both boys are battered, emotionally and physically. Castiel needs to be saved and the Darkness has to be stopped but just for today, some things can wait.

Tag to 11X17 "Red Meat." "You gonna be sick again?" Concern and annoyance, and Dean figures he can't really fault Sam for either. Prescribed bed rest rarely includes a vigil of your recently overdosed and revived brother. Follows BlueRiverSteel's "Marking Time." Rating for language and owies.

Sam finds out what Dean did to try to save him. He's not pleased. *11x17 Red Meat Tag, trigger warning: discussion of suicide, one-shot for now*

Paige tries to understand why touch is so important to Walter and Ralph.

We Need to Talk About Kevin missing scenes: Dean's return to Earth is not as simple as he'd dreamed.

Everybody has their flaws and weaknesses, even geniuses. When their weak points are exploited, Scorpion must rush to hide their weaknesses and uncover the enemies trying to expose them - before it becomes too late. Waige, with some occasional bits of Quintis.

There's a fine line between bleeding and bleeding out; and he was pretty sure his brother had crossed that line three wheat fields, two pastures, and one abandoned farmhouse ago. Hurt Dean, Concerned Sam, One Red Heifer.

The first time Shawn and Gus meet, they've known each other for seven years. (Trans character, no pairings.)

The story starts off at the beginning of chapter 36 of the Manga, Seraph of The End/Owari no Seraph. All Dialogue in the first chapter of this Fanfic is credited towards the Author Kagami Takaya, along with the fans who translated it to English. I don't own any of these characters or the story!

Dean wakes up from a nightmare after Cold Oak and Sam is there to comfort him. First story. Can't write a summary.

Party On, Garth tag: Those poor Winchester boys. They really needed some help. Garth POV.

SPN100 Drabble Challenge - Thirsty. A solo hunt went wrong, leaving Dean to treat his wounds alone at the bunker. But when push comes to shove maybe not everything is lost between the brothers. SPOILER for 9x13 Hurt!Dean

The first time Toby met Walter, he was lying in a ditch on the side of the road... [in response to 'You Never Know Who You'll Help From a Ditch at Eleven PM' by BlackBandit111]

He hadn't always been so good at waking Walter from nightmares. Experience is a brutal teacher. No slash. Pre-series to present.

Toby doesn't think Cabe knows exactly how bad those "recurring nightmares" could get. Not entirely. No slash, brotherly Toby, emotionally whumped Walter.

"Hey, pal, what are you doing in the closet?" Pre-series, no slash. Walter whump, brotherly Toby.

Missing Scene for Episode 10.03, Soul Survivor. The pain went deeper than just the physical effects of the blood. It was pain of regret, of missed chances, of what ifs and should haves, of loss. It was the pain of humanity.

Sequel Dying Embers- everybody is still facing the repercussions of the events with the arms dealers, but life goes on and a new case forces some to face their demons.

The first time Walter ever meets Toby, he's in a literal ditch on the side of the road. No slash, oneshot.

Slight AU of episode 1x5, Plutonium is Forever. When I was watching it, I had a different idea for how things went wrong between Collins and Walter. And it's definitely more complicated than an asylum. Friendship fic, team relations. Rated for one swear, and some more serious discussions.

For a genius, Walter can sure be an imbecile. And when Cabe told Walter to call when he was in trouble, he hadn't exactly meant two A.M., but hey. That kid's a genius, not a socially functional being. Oneshot, no slash. H/c. Pre series.

Demon Dean is bored, and messing with Sam and Cas is way too entertaining.

Sam's words cut him deep and in the confusion and anger of their aftermath, Dean flees. He thinks some time apart might do them some good. How very wrong he turns out to be. Multi-chapter casefic with lots of hurt!dean in later chapters. Rated T for some language and violence. Goes slightly AU after The Purge. NOW COMPLETE!

Bertholdt's upset, and Reiner's trying to comfort him. actually totally plotless just wanted to get some more reibert out there

A tale of two brothers on the road in which Sam is Sam, Dean is Michael, it's 2008, and Lucifer's still in the Pit.

Who is there to help you when you're injured and hurt? Where can you find shelter and a place to hide? Hurt!Dean. Stanford-Era

Callen is keeping something from his partner and the rest of the team, what does it have to do with their latest case and will they be able to help him when they find out? The web of deceit grows more tangled as secrets unravel and Callen is the only one that can end it. Now complete...

Set some time after Doomsday. A different take on the reunion fic. Excerpt: She was gone, and it was impossible to get her back, therefore whatever it was rummaging through the fridge in front of him, taking out ingredients and preparing some sort of meal, most definitely, completely, assuredly was not her.

My response to the NCISLA Magazine challenge.

Written in response to the NCIS:LA magazines request to write about the missing two hours during season 4 Episode 20 'Purity'. Callen's corner challenge #.

'"Guilt is powerful," he said. "It has teeth and claws and once it sinks them into you, it doesn't let go. You'll spend the rest of your life wondering what you could've done differently. I know guilt, Alec, and you don't want to do this to yourself."' Max dies. Alec doesn't fall apart, but only because Magnus holds him together.

"I create myself." Neither Rose nor the Doctor could have ever known just how far the Bad Wolf would reach. Centuries later in an alternate universe, the Architect is the master of space and time. She can feel the turn of a planet beneath her feet, and holds stars and ice and fire in her eyes. She is wonderful, but so alone, and she is always running. Just like he taught her to.

A brief moment in Purgatory shortly after Dean and Benny team up where Dean is injured and Benny has to patch him up.

E/O DRABBLE CHALLENGE - PREPARE. Always be prepared for a hunt, gather all the information you can get, know every little detail of a persons life, otherwise it can get you killed. Hurt!Dean

"Purgatory had been pure—it had made things easy. You killed or you were killed. There was no middle ground, no shades of grey. You fought to insure that at the end of the day, you were the one left standing. In his dreams, Dean was still there." Dean tries to reconnect to a world he doesn't understand anymore and to a brother he's still angry with. *limp!Sam, PTSD!Dean, one-shot*

A mysterious blonde girl keeps showing up in each of the Doctor's lives, only staying long enough each time to save his life and slowly steal his hearts. By the time he figures out who she is, is it too late for their promise of forever?

Dean runs into a little trouble. Sam has to come get him.

E/O DRABBLE CHALLENGE - WEEK/WEAK. Even with the world hanging in the balance you can't keep pushing past body limitations without eventually paying the price. Dean has to learn that the hard way but good thing is Sam is there to catch him. Sick!Dean

Magnus is attractively arrogant. Alec is horrendously sick for two days, but he gets to be right for once, so it's worth it. "We should call it a holiday. 'The Day Alec Was Right and Magnus Was Wrong'."

Post-Of Course 5x17 Barney and Ted talk about Barney's emotions and what he did. Everyone needs a mourning period. Horrible summary but probably better than it sounds. Warnings: just swearing.

Featuring vulnerable but still awesome Barney and lots of hurt/comfort. Chapter Two: Barney goes to Ted after the events in 5.17, Of Course. Note - this story is unlikely to be updated further. I'm afraid my muse has left for greener pastures!

Missing scene from BUABS. I felt that after getting the crap beat out of him, Dean might be a bit worse for wear and need a little more than an ice pack to be road worthy again. Just saying : I hope any who read will enjoy. Thanks *Now Complete*

Dean's hurt, Sam's having hallucinations and the Leviathan won't be down for long. Alternate ending to 7.02 "Hello Cruel World" because I wanted to see Sam carrying Dean. Shameless Dean!whump with a healthy dose of angsty!hallucinating!protective Sam.

When Sam is attacked and marked for possession by a 'Hell Bearer,' Dean will stop at nothing to save his brother. Pain and exhaustion he's handled before; however, adding to that the horrific memories of Hell may be too much for this world-weary hunter.

While hunting a windego, Sam, Dean and Castiel fall into NCIS custody. Established Dean/Cas

AU for the fifth season. What if the key to killing Lucifer had been right in front of them the whole time? They just needed a little...relocation...to find it.

It begins, as most good stories do, in a rubbish heap. A girl, barely surviving as a scavenger, makes an extraordinary discover...and sells her soul to the devil for her one wish: to belong.

Shortly after Mexico, Hannibal finds himself drawn into a late-night conversation with the team's new pilot that reveals a bit more about exactly why Murdock has been wild-eyed since they landed... A friendship fic.

Sammy faces a problem when everyone in his class has to make cards for Mother's Day. But when he recalls the last week when he and Dean were left alone, he finds the answer. Brotherly shmoop, suspense and some hurt/comfort for good measure. Sam 6 Dean 10

Missing scene from the movie. They have Murdock back. They're a team again.

It's Alec's 21st birthday and he has a decision to make - live his natural life and die with his family, or live forever with Magnus? Alec/Chairman Meow, Magnus/the word 'and' on page 243 of City of Glass. Seven-Shot.

When Tony, Gibbs and Dean are trapped in an underground survival course by a copy-cat serial killer, what will they do to survive? Will two Agents work with a wanted murderer in order to escape? And is everything as it seems?

Five times Murdock rushed to save a member of the team and the one time they all rushed to save him. For A-Team kink!meme. H/C

Dean makes sacrifices for Sam that he keeps to himself. One such sacrifice would have stayed secret if he and Sam had not run into Dean's former GED tutor.

- Magnus and Alec play a game of 'Truth', or "Real or Not?". Where every right answer brings Alec a step closer to Magnus, and a wrong one a step away. - MagnusAlec. Multi-Chaptered.

"You have no idea what you're doing, do you?" "Not a clue." Alternate season 3. Complete.

Takes place after the big fight scene with Gordon. A little hurt!dean and sam, and some Angst!sam

"The pain in his skull went into overdrive, flying past pain to slam into sheer agony." Dean gets a severe headache while traveling between hunts. Sam comes to the rescue for a change. Hurt-Dean, comfort from Sam, and general brotherly love.

SPN AU. The fire that killed Dean and Sam's parents left Dean disfigured and Sam blind. Sam gets adopted, Dean doesn't. Dean/Castiel, Dean/Alastair, Dean/Gordon, Dean/Sam, Sam/Jess, Sam/OFCs, Dean/OMCs, Dean/Cassie. Better summary and fic warnings inside.

Hunter by day, big brother...around the clock.

"A hundred salt-and-burns, curses and hoodoo, poltergeists and wailing women, but he doesn't know this. He's not supposed to have to know this." Pre-series. Sam, Dean, John, Bobby. Gen.

E/O DRABBLE CHALLENGE - WEIRD. A solo hunt went wrong, leaving Dean fatally poisoned and on the verge of collapsing. He needs help but will help arrive in time to save him? Stanford-era. Hurt/sick!Dean NOT a Deathfic! NOW UPDATED!

Written for the prompt "Teen Dean worries himself sick".

Dean learned to do some interesting things while Sam was at Stanford.

Just a salt-and-burn-job. Simple. Of course, if Dean’s head would stop spinning that is. Set somewhere in S1.

Dean manifests wings for the first time, which complicates the case the brothers are investigating. First story in the Playing the Angel series. Gen.

Jeffrey Wilson, high school English teacher, was perfectly content with his job. Then Dean Winchester walked through the door. Rated T for language and mild violence. A/N: I don't own them and I never will.

When a nasty poltergeist traps Dean in an underground icehouse, it’s up to Sam to save his brother before it’s too late. Then he just has to get him warm again. It'll take all of his little brother skills to do it. hypothermic!Dean, protective!caring!Sam

And suddenly, he wasn't just Dean anymore. Halo-verse part one. S05 spoilers, AU.

Dean's having a pretty bad night. Luckily, Sam is there for him. Comment fic for a hurt/comfort meme.

Dean: heatstroke. Sam: fretful. Pure and simple h/c.

Bobby Singer was just a friend to a widower, not minding the occasional babysitting. But his devotion for the Winchester family truly began when he was struck by a terminal illness and saved only by a sacrifice from Dean. Pre-Series.

Yellow Fever missing and extended scenes because there just wasn't enough H/C. While Dean struggles with the ghost sickness, Sam struggles to keep his growing panic at bay while trying to care for his delirious brother and come up with a cure. Sam's POV

A collection of short stories, all centered around Dean feeling sick/hurt/tired, because he's just so adorable when he's feeling bad. Brotherly love and sap abounds! No slash.

BUABS tag based on a EO drabble of mine. While Sam is consumed with guilt over what he did while possessed, Dean tries to hide his bullet wound since Sam can't remember that part. They try to recover on their own, until Dean suddenly falls violently ill.

E/O CHALLENGE - ALARM. Tag to BUABS. Because there is no such thing like a simple bullet wound. Especially not after everything that happened in that epi. Hurt/Sick!Dean

After a bad hunt, Dean wakes up to find that nothing is as it should be. Rubber rooms and padded walls, with no hope of escape, unless he can convince Sam that he's not crazy.

Short and pointless Dean!whumpage - schmoopy and with added brotherly banter and worried!Sam. Dedicated to Cheryl W. Please enjoy.

Sam finds out why Dean eats everything in sight. S1

“What the hell happened back there?” Sanji snapped, waving a hand in the direction they had come from. Zoro leaned heavily against a tree and glanced at the blond. “A plant tried to eat us.” Obviously.

E/O CHALLENGE. A belated birthday present for Mad Server. Sorry its so ridiculously late. Challenge Phrase: Dean has a fever. Chocked full of wobbly, feverish, slightly delirious Dean. Spoilers for all of Season 4. Rated purely for ick factor.

Dean's done--with everything--and decides it's time to walk away. As bad as things were, they get worse when a demon he knew in hell finds him and wants answers. Set season four. Hurt!Dean, very determined Sam.

Why does Dean hide his intelligence?

Dean's got a secret. One he didn't plan on sharing with Sam. Too bad he never took into account the effects of flu medication.

Dean and Sam finds out they have swapped bodies. Dean slowly starts feeling Sam's feelings and experiecing Sam's memories and Sam remembers Dean's time in hell. Both situations starts to kill the other person. PLEASE REVIEW! UPDATED! Last chapter!

Pre-series. Gen. Dean plays a key role in Sam's application process.

He just couldn't let Sam lose this, too. Loose sequel to "Destiny."

"I gotcha, Bobby's gotcha, we gotcha. I gotcha, 's okay." words like balsam dripping into Dean's mind.

After John's death, another hunter decides to "finish" the Winchester boys' training, starting with Dean.

Their dad's death, echoes of Stanford, and a hunt that isn't what it seems bring Dean's doubts to light about Sam's commitment to the hunt, and to him.

Dean is a bad, bad patient. Follow-up to "Altered."

The car came in second on Dean's list of priorities...but not after himself.

Short fuzzball tag for Requiem. Please don't confuse with my other story actually called Requiem which of course is not related to the episode called Requiem. Sigh. Yes, it's a bit confusing for me, too, but fortunately NCIS fans are intelligent folks.

Trust me, Colonel, when I do finally snap, I assure you, it's not going to be a pretty sight." -- Everyone has their breaking point, including one Dr. Rodney McKay.

Throughout all his life, Dean gave up everything for his family. One shot. Dean focused-Dean angst. Rated K-plus for a few naughty words. AU.

starts off as a wee!chester they're in high school fic and will span to current time. Dean's sacrifices for Sam.

Wee!Chesters! Dean is bored in class when something happens to capture his attention. Unfortunately, that gets the principal's attention and then Dad's. But he did the right thing, didn't he?

More angst added to A Very Supernatural Christmas. Torture Scene

Dean had a plan in case his words weren’t enough to bring Sam back, one he couldn’t share with Bobby. If Bobby knew what he intended, he’d try to stop him, and that couldn’t happen. He was prepared to risk everything rather than lose his brother again.

Tag to Requiem. Yes, another one. The rescue has some adverse effects on Tony and some positive ones on Gibbs.

It was inevitable. I had to write one too. My tag to Requiem. Standard disclaimer. May the writer's strike end in a timely fashion.

Spoilers for the Heroic Tony bits of Requiem. Even unconscious, Gibbs knows what Tony needs to hear.

Missing scene for the episode Requiem. Yes, they forgot to show us what happened after Tony finished the rescue. Why would they leave that out? Silly writers. My first NCIS story, because I am a hurt comfort junkie.

This story is a rough little one. I don't know about anyone else, but I'd like to know what happened in between the dock scene and the basement scene at the end. This is just my little contribution. ANOTHER CHAPTER ADDED, SO IT'S NOT A ONESHOT ANYMORE.

Whoever said a 'simple' hunt would be easy? The boys find themselves in a jam when hunting a Gremlin. Trapped and injured never sits well with the Winchesters!

Tag to 'Asylum'. Sam tries to make amends for what happened when he was possessed by Ellicot.

He wasn't a bad father... Rated for abuse and language.

Panic attacks and temper tantrums and Dean just couldn't breathe anymore.

Rose and the Bad Wolf. Rose finds herself changing as the TARDIS becomes more alive to her.

What happens when Sam & Dean stop in for supplies at a convenience store and find themselves in the middle of a robbery? OC POV. Complete.

Dean looked battered, exhausted and on the verge of collapse. The left side of his face was swollen and bruised and Sam flinched at the sight. He’d done that, with his own fist. He had no memory of it, but the evidence was right there in front of him.

The apple doesn't fall too far from the tree. Is Dean really thick, or does he just want to appear that way? A bored Sam is about to find out. complete

I thought John had something very important that Max's father didn't. complete.

I wondered what would happen if Dean and Jensen switched places. I figured it might be interesting, so here it is. Very minor language.

Vietnam era story. A different view of wartime Murdock, and how he came into the team. Liberties taken with small details of A Team canon. FaceMurdock slash.

When a hunt goes sideways, the brothers are hurt and lost in the northern Minnesota woods. They have only each other and their skills to get them out...and they aren't alone. They are being tracked by the 'perfect hunter'.

Sam sees Dean in a different light and realizes what he's done for their family.

On route to a hunt Dean gets a phone call. Cassie is dead. He decides not to tell Sam, but will it have ramfications on their hunt at a high school in Texas? Please read and review.

Dean wonders how Sam really feels after the encounter in the aslyum. Did Sam really want to kill him deep down?

During some unaccustomed downtime, Sam sees something that helps him understand an aspect of Dean's childhood. Deancentric, Sam POV.

Dean is having nightmares about Sam. Is he sharing some of Sam's gift or his he being attacked by something out of his control..