Nienna Calmcacil
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Joined 06-10-06, id: 1064555, Profile Updated: 05-31-09
Author has written 3 stories for Legend of Zelda, Phantom of the Opera, and Harry Potter.

My name is Natalie. I've been a writer on FanFiction for a little while...I've been gone for a long time, and I'm thinking about coming back (if I can get inspired again.)

If you feel like getting to know me better, my myspace link is here:

Currently, I consider myself to be a poet more than a story writer. I am quite interested in poet, especially forms such as free verse and prose. And I love it when it's dark...mutilation, murder, depression, heart-break...I love it all.

And...here's a link to my AllPoetry site. Calmcacil

(The site also has a sister-site where you can post stories, so if you want to post your poetry, fiction, or fanfiction there, too, you should check it out.

Well, as many have noticed, I'm quite a dark writer, just like in my poetry. That's right; many of my themes are rather shadowy...some were even considered controversial, though those works may or may not be on this website. Well, in general, I may right about murder, suicide...etc. If you don't like it...don't read it!

Some of the darker things that I've written in the past are actually based off real experiences...So...yeah. Please respect that.

Feel free to question me about anything, whether it's related to writing or not.

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Addicted by PhantomWolfMira reviews
-"I was addicted. And they were oblivious. I wasn't sure which was worse." How close is Harry Potter to breaking? Warning: Hints of drug abuse, self-hate, self-harm...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 787 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 31 - Published: 6/4/2008 - Harry P.
Difficult by Kylara Kitsune reviews
This is the most difficult thing I've ever had to write, and that includes all those Potions essays for Professor Snape. Hermione's writing a very important letter.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 978 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/3/2008 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
The Dark Side of the Moon by SnorkackCatcher reviews
Remus Lupin has a ... particular interest in Luna Lovegood. But purely paternal, of course! Naturally.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,149 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/27/2007 - Remus L., Luna L. - Complete
Silence took me by Ausare reviews
Five minutes in the worst day of Neville's life. Canon, post Hallows, rated for language and themes.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,093 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/7/2007 - Neville L., Luna L. - Complete
Of Phoodrans and Hogwumps by Sakiku reviews
Luna Lovegood and the Last Horcrux: a story from a slightly different perspective. Ignores DH. Very dark. And insane. That is Luna we're talking about.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,926 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/2/2007 - Luna L., Harry P. - Complete
He knew those signs by drugan reviews
AU. Second year. Harry worries after seeing some specific signs in a Ravenclaw girl.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,138 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 28 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Harry P., Luna L. - Complete
Lunar Contemplation by Hollow-Dreamer reviews
Luna Lovegood remembers her actions of the previous night, and contemplates her fascination with the color red...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/25/2007 - Luna L. - Complete
Catching The Moon by Cellist-love reviews
Luna's feeling odd, well, more odd than usual. Her late night attempts to catch the moon are not only distressing her, but Hermione too. Femslash, HermioneLuna.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,104 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 9/9/2007 - Published: 9/8/2007 - Hermione G., Luna L.
A Velvet Curtain by Polska reviews
Running away from your troubles, your fears, the people you trust—there's a velvet curtain blocking your view of the real world. Explicit themes.
Super Smash Brothers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 18,420 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/22/2007 - Published: 10/14/2005
Greatest Lemon Ever by Amber the Placenta reviews
The world's greatest lemon! Rated to be safe. If thou art immature or stupid, thou shalt not clicketh.
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/21/2007 - Complete
Secret Spells by L. A. Moonfyre reviews
Centers around a budding but uncertain relationship between Hermione and Ginny, with some Luna thrown into the mix! Written for fun, takes place during no particular year at Hogwarts.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,589 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 8/17/2007 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Hermione G., Ginny W. - Complete
Have a Nice Summer by Translucent Darkness reviews
Oneshot. Little by little the colors faded. I was disappearing from the mirror, from everything. There was no use to fight it. It was inevitable. Why fight fate?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Luna L. - Complete
Shadow Bound by Pleading Eyes reviews
Malon often felt like Link's shadow, bound to him, following at his heels, only to have him never notice her. Until the fateful night she encountered Link's true shadow, and discovered its nature to be far more sinister.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 84,744 - Reviews: 510 - Favs: 336 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 7/31/2007 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Malon, Dark Link - Complete
Believe by isupportedcedric reviews
Hermione has realised the terrible, unexpected costs of fighting Lord Voldemort alongside Harry her parents have been murdered. As she tries to deal with her grief, comfort comes from the most unexpected person, when Luna Lovegood comes to see her after
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,673 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Hermione G., Luna L. - Complete
waste by fall from stars reviews
DRABBLE—A mind is a terrible thing to waste. [Alice]
American McGee's Alice - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/30/2007 - Complete
Comfortably Numb by Strange Fuzz reviews
Someone pays Alice a late night visit with a treatment of their own. The visitor is not a doctor, and the treatment is far from a cure.
American McGee's Alice - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,684 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/24/2007 - Complete
Adia by Violet Strange reviews
Adia ruins everything.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,113 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/4/2007 - Luna L., OC - Complete
A Phantom's Guide To MarySues by Miss Black Shadow reviews
Ever wonder why you aren't getting enough reviews? Maybe your main character is a gasp MARY SUE! To avoid this dreaded disease, or you just want some laughs, please read my handy little guide!
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,799 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 4/24/2007 - Published: 3/24/2006 - Erik
Of Ginny and Luna by tooweaktocureyou reviews
So if you are the night sky then she is the moon. Illuminating you. Making you bright. Filling you with a light that makes you feel like a glittery, feathery girl. Sparkly and light.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,741 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Luna L., Ginny W. - Complete
Crawling by Paisley reviews
The war is over, but so many people are dead or missing. Ginny comes across Luna in a muggle mental asylum, going by a different name, and unaware of what is real. Will she trust Ginny to help her? [Deals with PTSD, OCD, depersonalisation and paranoia.]
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,344 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/22/2006 - Published: 9/19/2006 - Luna L., Ginny W.
Unlike You by xxAnoni reviews
The story of a girl forgotten. Luna lovegood is always noticed. She's odd. But rarely remembered. Which is unfortunate, because she has quite a story to tell. This is her journal. Please see by Bio page, and R&R. Rating questionable.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,069 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2006 - Luna L.
With Her Eyes Wide Open by FragrantPowders reviews
Pansy has no excuses and no explanation. She is searching for both. Warnings: Bloodplay! OneShot.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,060 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/15/2006 - Pansy P., Luna L. - Complete
Never or Later by Emyln reviews
COMPLETE. Ginny has fallen for someone she never thought she would. She thinks over what her decision is going to be and what her options are with some help. Oneshot. Femslash. GL. Read and Review
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,414 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/18/2005 - Ginny W., Luna L. - Complete
Beyond Limitations by The Princess Zelda reviews
A story with a brave, young man and his devotion to a wise, beautiful princess. Their friendship blooms in the midst of deception within Hyrule and the Royal Family. She finds trusting others futile, but will a heroic commoner change her mind? LxZ?
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,546 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 7/8/2005 - Published: 3/27/2005 - Link, Zelda
Miserable Bliss by Frozen-Passion reviews
[Oneshot] 'I … wasn’t significant enough to be loved by anyone. So welcome to my life. This is my miserable bliss.'
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,172 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Published: 3/15/2005 - Luna L., Draco M. - Complete
Dusk by Lady Black Widow reviews
Sequel-slash-companion piece to 'Bring Me to Life'. Kel starts seeing visions again-of saving Joren?
Song of the Lioness - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 982 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/29/2005 - Tortall
Bring Me to Life by Lady Black Widow reviews
Response to The Seanfhocal Circle challenge 2. Joren's Ordeal featuring bad!Kel. Yes, it is a song fic.
Song of the Lioness - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,015 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/16/2005 - Tortall - Complete
The real Luna by Kessa Potizma reviews
A story about the real Luna Lovegood, her dealings with her fellow students torture, her mothers death, and new found romance with some very famous. rated R for references to self mutilation, suicide, and sexual themes.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,543 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/18/2004 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Luna L., Harry P.
When Angels Fall by Scritch reviews
“I'm scared, Rouge... so scared...” Everything about her speaks of fine upbringing and total calm and control. But inside, underneath the disguise of her cool demeanor, rages a storm... and something (or someone) else. One-shot. Warning: self-mutilati
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,389 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Published: 6/24/2004 - Fleur D. - Complete
Graves by airaloki reviews
Draco's grave is simple.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,080 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Published: 4/12/2004 - Draco M., Harry P.
Legend of Zelda: The Return by Rose Zemlya reviews
Takes place after OoT with the assumption that Link lost all of his memories of the events in the game when Zelda sent him back in time. COMPLETE
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 42 - Words: 232,633 - Reviews: 1590 - Favs: 2,342 - Follows: 518 - Updated: 10/31/2003 - Published: 7/7/2001 - Link, Zelda - Complete
Misunderstood by Verok reviews
Heavy angst. Luna, sick and neglected, watches on sadly as the boy of her dreams, Harry Potter, is being won over by the popular Cho Chang.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,473 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/4/2003 - Luna L., Harry P.
The Unhappy Cannibal by Casshirek reviews
Rated R for themes of self-mutiliation, cannibalism and more. Alice has a talk with the Duchess. We learn why she's a cannibal. Chapter 2 up.
American McGee's Alice - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,944 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/21/2002 - Published: 4/12/2002
I'm a Creep by Terra4 reviews
PG13 for major self-mutilation. This is a songfic to 'Creep' by Radiohead, and is about Ron's self-esteem problems... and the danger of such problems.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,136 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/4/2002 - Ron W., Hermione G.
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Misery reviews
A young Remus remembers a terror-filled night in which he transforms into his terrible, beastly form...Read and review, please. Rated for terrifying imagery and dark themes.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2008 - Remus L. - Complete
Cursed reviews
Link finds a strange man stalking him one day. After finding him again, he is attacked by the man whom he discovers is a werewolf. Now Link is bitten...and there's only one way to end the curse...
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,098 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 3/4/2007 - Published: 7/12/2006
Dark Invitation reviews
A song I wrote about the Phantom of the Opera, from the Phantom's view. Please read and review, I would appreciate it.
Phantom of the Opera - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/16/2006 - Complete