SilentlyScreamingForHelp
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Joined 02-28-02, id: 177793
Author has written 3 stories for Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing/AC, and Final Fantasy VII.
Formerly AnarchistDude
Updated: 1/19/3

IMPORTANT RANT #1*
To 99.999% of amatuer poets. I hate most amatuer poetry. Too many poems read like a thesaurus entry for 'cold' 'evil' and 'alone,' except with more typos. To those that write like that, I FUCKING HATE YOU! I can see it now. "I'm a normal mall goth, and there's a cheerleader I like. I'm gonna write some deep, dark, artistic poem, and impress them. Where's my dictionary?" And so, you write your crap, and post it. And you might even actually think it's good. So, therefor, you think you're a real poet, and you review this other mall goth crap, and you think it's good, BECUASE IT'S THE EXACT SAME SHIT! And so, the world is fluttered with positive reviews for crap poetry, and the crap poetry itself. ALL OF YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO POETRY! And, don't think I don't realize it. Becuase I give honest reviews, and I will pick your bullshit to pieces. So beware the reviews of a real poet. I will hunt you down, kill you, and tape myself mutilating your dead body.

IMPORTANT RANT #2*

DON'T LET THE FASCISTS END OUT FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

Works I'm writing
1)Always writing poetry...
2)A webmanga, which I'll post a link to.
3)A sixth Gundam Pilot who was captured by an archrival. The interrogation takes on a philisophical debate mainly on the purpose of war on a modern, civilized society... Very Anti-War... It WAS finished, until my comp crashed and deleted it...
4)A story... about a gothic, straightedged, abused catholic come to grips with his homosexuality with the helf of his promiscious best friend. Cora - Don't look into this too deep ;-).
5)My Deadjournal

Works I'm thinking about writing:
1)A FFVII fic involving the youth of Cloud...
2)Chronicles of the lives of the Gundam Pilots after the war...

I'm one of those dark, evil, black wearing true goth/punks (sic). Not those fake fleece-wearing guitar-playing white suberb brats. I'm the guy you constantly insult becuase I refuse to submit to society, modern culture and Big Brother. I am a product of your abuses agianst the world. I am a product of your bullsh*t.

I like Poetry, Philosophy, Starting the Anarchist Revolution, System of a Down, Incubus, Cold, Anti-Flag, Role-playing, Limp Bizkit, Pink Floyd, Rage Agianst the Machine, Model UN, SlipKnot, All Final Fantasies, Lunar SSSC, Record of Lodoss War, Xenogears, all Gundams, practicing my Japanese, ect. But, most importantly, my girlfriend Cora. I LOVE YOU!

The world sucks, and my poetry shows it. I write about the degradation of modern society via cliques, rap, and drugs. I also write about the abuses of all worldy governments, and various other hierarchial institutions, and why we must be liberated from them. Also, in the past (but not really anymore) I wrote about my desire for this one girl that I had really liked (it was more than a crush... it was way beyond that) for about 2 years, and how we were never together. But, that changed once I fell on love with Cora, and I'm working on several poems about her. I also write about religion, which I deem as very important. It's amazing how ignorant people are to something as important as the possible existance of a higher being. It amasses me, but so does the vandalism most people commit agianst people like me. Last, I write about myself, and my paradoxial existance, mainly my ongoing internal strife about how to lead my disturbed life. My self-made loneliness, my hopes that life gets better in the future, my mental scars of mental and emotional abuse, some of which is self-inflicted, and about how I deal with this life. Imagine me as a Heero Yuy, fully trained for a war, with little heart, little emotions, and little desire for most people, but with no war to fight.

Yes, I may be insane, but I am also, seriously, a genius. My IQ (where 100 is average, and +161 is genius, and Mozart is 165) is 174. So no, my thoughts aren't that of an idiot. Simply a misunderstood, open-minded, insane genius. Einstein said that the only difference between insanity and genius was the level of sucess. *shrugs* On a similar note, I took a Jungian personality test. INTJ all the way! That is suppose to be one of the top, if not the top, personality types you can have. I'm honoured. But, I joined an INTJ mailing list. And I feel completly humbled. I'm way out of league. Hopefully, that will change with time.

My prose may not be the best, but if you want to read some good fantasy from the next J.R.R. Tolkien, check out my friend The Pope. He kicks ass.

Feel free to IM me. I'm always bored-- unless your an ignorant idiot who plans to insult me becuase I refuse to support the War Agianst Evil-Doers.

PS- HEERO AND RELENA FOREVER! HEERO AND RELENA FOREVER! HEERO AND RELENA FOREVER!
PPS- sXe! sXe! sXe! sXe!
PPPS- Review everything! Please!

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Forgotten Childhood by Aeris Tsukiyono reviews
Aeris and Sephiroth grow up together. How her loving family and his hateful father shape them to be the people we know. Also included: the past of Vincent, Hojo, and Lucrecia. NEW CHAPTER UP!
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 65,893 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/9/2003 - Published: 3/1/2002 - Aerith G., Sephiroth
Autumn Leaving by Goldberry reviews
Heero leads a cold and bitter life, devoid of love and emotion, until he is involved in a horrific car accident. In the forgotten corners of his mind, led by a once familiar figure, he finally learns what living is all about. [1xR]
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,758 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/5/2002 - Published: 9/8/2002 - Heero Y., Relena P. - Complete
Forever Aeris by Celas Victoria reviews
A year has passed since Sephiroth was defeated, but not everyone is content with the way things are. One young man won't let go of the past, and an intriguing opportunity from an unexpected source might be his last hope for happiness. *chapter 5 now up*
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,372 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 9/27/2002 - Published: 3/29/2002
Final Fantasy Reprise Part One: A Crisis of Time by The Pope reviews
(On Hold) The machinations of a dark god cause a rupture in the fabrics of time. A veritable nexus of fate in the form of a young man from the future of the Planet must come to terms with himself and face the threat that seems to threaten existence.
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 31,543 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/14/2002 - Published: 3/28/2002
The Big Secret by Gate reviews
"that's it I had it with you DAD! I can't take it anymore... where's the dad I use to know?"(1xR)
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,751 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/14/2002 - Published: 4/5/2002
Blood And Iron by Leia Avenrose reviews
A secret cult hopes to bring their 'god' to life, but something goes terribly wrong. Former queen of the world somehow hears of the girl and wants to find her, but someone is holding her back. Who? What will happen? Strangely this small girl is connected
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,465 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2002
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Internal Strife reviews
What really happens when Cloud goes into his trances? This is the tale of his trance in the Mako Reactor on Disc One. What will happen on his phsycodelic trip of pain? PLEASE RnR!
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 866 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/27/2002
Three Lies, Two Loves, One Suicide reviews
The story of three lies, two loves, and one suicide. Heero proposes to Relena, only to learn of a deep betryal. Somewhat graphic at the end. Very emotional, I hope... PLEASE R+R!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,386 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/19/2002
Eighth Crystal (working title) reviews
*Not Finished Yet*PLEASE RnR* My first fanfic. Some language, sexual dialogue, and maybe sex. The story revolves around the discovery of an eighth crystal holder, who has far more power than the others. A new enemy has arrived, and his powers are needed t
Sailor Moon - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2002