Hi! So I haven't updated my profile in years and I just got back into the world of fanfiction. Neither of my stories are going to be updated. I'm sorry if you liked them, but life happened and is still happening. I struggle with keeping my head above the water that threatens to drown me. I also don't think I'm a very good writer, I'm more of the drawing type. Anywho, if there is a story you want me to read, or if you would just like to reach out feel free to PM me. I'll try to get back to you as soon as possible.

Feel free to read through my super long profile if you wish.

Faves-

Animal-turtle

Music-I like most music but Rock and Pop are my favorite types

Bands/singer- Um I like a lot of them including Paramore, P!nk, Nickelback, Shinedown, Sixx: A.M., Avenged Sevenfold, Pop Evil, 5FDP, etc.

Color- Blue or Green

Hobbies- Drawing, Reading

Book series-THG,TMI, Maximum Ride, TFIOS, and Divergent

To Know me Better

RULES You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping! Copy and paste this on your profile!

NEW RULE! Update after every new year.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect? Haha funny

2. Tall? Not even close

3. In your pajamas? Nope

4. Left handed? No

LAST:

1. Friend you saw: Frances

2. Person to text you: Alex

3. Was today better than yesterday? Yes

FAVORITES:

1. Number: 11

2. Color(s): Green is my favorite, but I like all colors.

3. Fruit: Strawberries

4. Place: Outside

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now? Yeah

2. Are you happy? Yeah

3. Are you sad? Yeah

4. Are you bored? No

5. Are you nervous? I'm almost always nervous about something

6. Are you tired? Kind of

ABOUT YOU:

1. Real name? Starts with an N

2. Nick names? Stinkerbutts

3. Eye color? Brown

4. Zodiac sign? Sagittarius OH YEAH I'm an archer and...half horse

5. Male or female? Female

6. Slut? Nah

7. Smart? Yea

8. Hair color? Brown

9. Long or short? I just donated it so short

10. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans

11. Phone or Camera? Phone 'cause you know it has a built in camera

12. Drink or Smoke? Neither

13. Righty or lefty? Righty, I could've sworn I've already told you this

FIRSTS:

1. First best friend? Carl

2. First crush? I don't want to fill this one out

3. First pet? A bunny

4. First big vacation? Sadly, I've never been on one

CURRENTLY:

1. Eating? No

2. Drinking? Water

3. I'm about to: Finish my profile

4. Listening to? My own thoughts

5. Plans for today? Final show day for my play!!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

1. Shorter or taller? a little taller is nice.

2. Romantic or spontaneous? A spontaneous romantic

3. Sensitive or loud? Sensitive.

4. Hook-up or relationship? I still haven't been on a date so I'm not answering that.

HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Drank bubbles? Sadly I think I have

2. Lost glasses/contacts? Yeah

3. Ran away from home? No

4. Broken someone's heart? Again, never been on a date.

5. Been arrested? No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

1. Miracles? Yeah.

2. Yourself? Sometimes

3. Heaven? I suppose

4. Santa Claus? Yup! Haha I'm kidding I do not believe in Santa, AT ALL

5. Love? Yeah sure, I guess

6. Do you like someone? I'm not sure

7. Do you believe in God? I don't what I believe in so, Sometimes I guess

8. Answered the truth on all questions? I only spoke the truth

Thing I've Done

Put an X if you have done these things

X You've run into a glass/screen door.

X You have jumped out of a moving car. (It was moving slowly but it was still moving)

X You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.

X You have run into a tree/bush.

X You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow

X You have tried to lick your elbow

X You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle , Twinkle Little _Star have the same tune.

X You just tried to sing them

X You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.

X You have accidentally caught something on fire

X You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

X You have caught yourself drooling.

You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk/drool, or snore.

X Sometimes you just stop thinking.

X You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.

X People often shake their heads and walk away from you.

You are often told to use your 'inside voice'.

X You use your fingers to do simple math.

You have eaten a bug

X You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.

X You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.

X You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.

You've ever stapled your hand(it hurt like a bitch for days)

X You break a lot of things.

Your friends know not to use big words around you.

X You tilt your head when you're confused.

X You have fallen out of your chair before

X When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

X The word 'um' is used many times a day

X You have closed the door on your hand

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing. The questions are: Opening Credits, Waking Up, First Day of School, Falling in Love, Fight Song, Breaking Up, Prom, Life is just...OK, Mental Breakdown, Driving, Flashback, Getting Back Together, Birth of Child, Wedding, Final Battle, Death Scene, Funeral Song, End Credits. 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.. As soon as you're done with the game, post your results in your profile

Opening credits: The High Road -3 Days Grace (Nope)

Waking up: Fall for You -Secondhand Serenade (It used to be my alarm song...)

First day of school: All Star -Smash Mouth (Not bad, Not bad at all)

Falling in love: All About Us -He is We featuring Owl City (Actually this is a really good one.)

Fight song: Out on the Town -Fun. (Yeah... no, just no)

Breaking up: Monster You Made -Pop Evil (Perfect)

Prom: Smile -Avril Lavigne (It could work, but probably not)

Life is just...OK: On Top of the World -Imagine Dragons (It's a little more than life is ok but it kinda works)

Mental Breakdown: Sound of Madness -Shinedown (That's a pretty good one surprisingly)

Driving: Halfway Gone -Lifehouse (No)

Flashback: Alive -Adelitas Way (I don't know)

Getting back together: When the Darkness Comes -Colbie Caillet (It works)

Birth of child: Demons -Imagine Dragons (Nope)

Wedding: Chasing Cars -Snow Patrol (Absolutely not)

Final Battle: What Ya Gonna Do -Hinder (Yeah Right)

Death Scene: Mr. Brightside -The Killers (haha This is ridiculous)

Funeral song: Remember Everything -5FDP (This could work)

End credits: We Remain- Christina Aguilera (This Works)

Copy and paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest time that they are unique but not alone- Bearhug946, EdwardCullenEqualsLife, Stephanie Deux,Randomenated-Cullen!, sweetcrimefighter, Moonchild707, CetaBabe, Ryuuwriter, WiccaChick98, AnnieHonson, ZoeyAndStarkForeverAndAlways, fireboltwing4, HatingHatersWithAPassion, Mickey-Mouse-is-now-Purple26, cutiepie5514, CakeIsAGoodFriend, Maximumride732,UniqueCrazyWeird,

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, Crazy Billie Joe Loving Freak, Shadow929, The Astrology Nerd, brown-eyed angelofmusic, piratesswriter/fairy to be, The Gypsy-Pirate Queen, watching-waiting-wishing, 100-percent-Harry-Potter-obsessed, iluvdavidwright45, dianeandnumairareahotcouple,windsoftiti, Ilovethelittletacos...Ilovethemgood, i-have-issues-deal-with-it, Ninja of the Flames, Spuffy on Hiatus, ilovekyosohma, Chishio Naito, Kish's Kittie, Kitty Kat K.O., MewCuxie12,Theanimekitty89, TheFoxThatTrots, emokittychic10, SilenceIsGolden15, UniqueCrazyWeird,

92 percent of teenagers would die if Justin Beiber told them it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this in your profile if you would be part of the 8 percent laughing your butt off

I am the girl that doesn't go to school dances, or games, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on MySpace, or talking to a girlfriend on a cell phone or regular phone. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain. BUT I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn’t care if people call her weird (it's a compliment), who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who doesn't need a guy to complete her, and knows the importance of the little things. Copy and paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest time that they are unique but not alone.: Iheartjake1220, FaerieRose13, Dancer4Life15, Marigold Winters, SparklingTopazEyes, my name is paper YAH, Sakurablossom24, Rhianna224, Kisa T. Sohma, Lone-wolf761,charmed4lifekaren, luckyclover18, MysteryTyper123, independantwriter-137, Sierra15. Fly on 3536, SilenceIsGolden15, UniqueCrazyWeird,

I'll tell you right now I do do some of the stuff that it says I don't do, but I do stop and smell the flowers and stomp through the rain but I especially love to read!

Dear bullies,

See that boy doing his homework in homeroom? Last night his friend talked him out of suicide.

See that girl you just called fat? She is starving herself.

See that old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars? He fought for our country.

See that young boy you must made afun of for always being sick? He has to walk home in the snow cause his family is too poor.

See that boy you called stupid? He attempted suicide last night.

Re-Post this if you are against bullying. I bet 95% of you won't.Your life would probably not be as harsh as theirs

Quotes ( I'll add more later)-

Will you scream when you're alone? Even the beautiful lose control. - unknown

You've gotta dance like nobody's watching

Love like you'll never be hurt

Sing like nobody's listening

And live like it's heaven on earth- William W. Purkey

Saying "We can still be friends" after breaking up is like saying "The dog died but we can still keep it"-unknown

Sometimes all you can do is smile and move on with your day, and pretend you're ok.-unknown

Depression is like drowning, except everyone around you is still breathing -unknown

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
Now you have two choices
1) re-post and show you care
2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heard

This is A TRUE STORY

My name is Chris, I am three, My eyes are swollen.

I cannot see.

I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made,

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy, Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong, I can't speak at all

Or else I'm locked up, All day long.

When I'm awake, I'm all alone, The house is dark, My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come home, I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get, One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car, My daddy is back, From Charlie's bar

I hear him curse, My name is called, I press myself, Against the wall.

I try to hide, From his evil eyes, I'm so afraid now, I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping, Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault, He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me, And yells at me more, I finally get free, And run to the door.

He's already locked it, And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me, Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor, With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues, With more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!', I scream, But it's now much to late, His face has been twisted, Into a unimaginable shape.

The hurt and the pain, Again and again, O please God, have mercy! O please let it end!

And he finally stops, And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless, Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris, I am three, Tonight my daddy, Murdered me.

And you can help, Sickens me to the soul, If you read this, and don't pass it on.

I pray for your forgiveness, You would have to be, One heartless person , Not to be affected, By this Poem.

And because you ARE affected, Do something about it! So all I ask you to do, Is pass this on IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

Girls Don't realize these things:

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

Friends

FRIENDS: Lend you their umbrella

BEST FRIENDS: Take yours and say 'RUN BITCH RUN!'

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN! We fucked up!"

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Won't tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your crap and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college.

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when the guy rejects you

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up to him and say 'its because your gay isn't it?'

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Bitch drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste!

FRIENDS: Will give you advise when you ask for it

BEST FRIENDS: Know when you need some and help you before you have to ask.

If you have a Best Friend copy and paste this onto your profile.

Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person can't. (I don't own this)

this is this cat

this is is cat

this is how cat

this is to cat

this is keep cat

this is a cat

this is retard cat

this is busy cat

this is for cat

this is forty cat

this is seconds cat

Now go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the top down and I bet you can't resist passing it on

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile. (And cracks. And desks. And chairs. And loose floorboards. And door frames. And air)

92 percent of American teenagers would die if Abercrombie and Fitch/American Eagle told them it was uncool to breathe. If you are one of the 8 percent who would stand there and laugh, copy this into your profile.

If you have a HUGE profile (and you know it), but keep on adding stuff to it, then add this to your profile

If you've ever burst out laughing in a quiet room, add this to your profile

If you've been on the computer for hours on end, reading numerous fanfictions, copy this onto your profile

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile

93 percent of American teens would have a severe emotional breakdown if someone called them a freak. If you're a part of the 7 percent who would ask the person, "What was your first clue?", copy this into your profile

If you've ever imagined yourself killing off a fictional character so that you could steal her fictional boyfriend, copy this into your profile (ok, not so much the stealing the boyfriend part, but killing them 'cause their being an idiot and deserve it.)

If you think Fang is hot...copy and paste this on your profile.

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, which makes weird good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy & paste this onto your profile

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile. (All the time, everyday)

If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this into your profile

If you are OBSESSED with fanfiction copy this into your profile

If you ever felt like just running somewhere, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever fallen off a chair backwards, copy this into your profile

If you have ever tripped over air, copy and paste this into your profile. (Okay, maybe once or twice)

98 percent of teens can walk without running into walls. If you're in the 2 percent that can't, post this in your profile.

If you want to be Avian-American, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you love Paramore then copy & paste this into your profile.

If you have ever been sitting in math class trying to do your work while having one of your favorite songs playing over and over again in your head copy & paste this into your profile.

If you wish that you could push someone off a cliff then copy & paste this into your profile.

If you wish you could kill someone, bring them back to life, and then subject them to hours of listening to Justin Beiber as torture, copy and past this into your profile.

Work vs Prison

IN PRISON... you spend the majority of your time in an 8X10 cell.

AT WORK... you spend the majority of your time in a 6X8 cubicle.

IN PRISON... you get three meals a day.

AT WORK... you only get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it.

IN PRISON... you get time off for good behavior.

AT WORK... you get more work for good behavior.

IN PRISON... the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you.

AT WORK... you must carry around a security card and open all the doors for yourself.

IN PRISON... you can watch TV and play games.

AT WORK... you get fired for watching TV and playing games.

IN PRISON... you get your own toilet.

AT WORK... you have to share with some idiot who pees on the seat.

IN PRISON...they allow your family and friends to visit.

AT WORK...you can't even speak to your family.

IN PRISON... all expenses are paid by the taxpayers with no work required

AT WORK... you get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they deduct taxes from your salary to pay for prisoners.

IN PRISON... you spend most of your life inside bars wanting to get out.

AT WORK... you spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside bars.

IN PRISON... you must deal with sadistic wardens.

AT WORK... they are called managers.

So why is it, again, that we work?

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile.

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Fanfiction is a site for people who have been called at least one of the following- Weirdo, Loner, Nerd, Lick, Geek, Shy, Silent, Creepy, Crazy, Insane, Eccentric, Psycho, Odd, Mental or Different.

Fanfiction is a site for girls who are deperately in love with a non existant guys. (Because they're the best kind...)

Fanfiction is a site for people who've ever compared their classmates to characters from books.

Fanfiction is a site for those of us who can't express ourselves in life.

Fanfiction is a site for people talk to themselves... a lot.

Fanfiction is a site for people who laugh at jokes that no one else gets.

Fanfiction is a site for people who get funny looks for reading in class.

Fanfiction is a site for people who admire the guy who tries to be different.

Fanfiction is a site for people who say long words that other people don't normally understand.

Fanfiction is a site for people aren't afraid to sit alone and read at lunch

Fanfiction is a site for girls who don't need guys to complete them.

Fanfiction is a site for people who ditched reality and went for something different.

Fanfiction is a site for people who hang onto dreams.

Fanfiction is a site for people who are different, but don't care, because they know it's who they really are.

Always remember-

We all are UniqueCrazyWeird.

Bye.