Last kiss
in the heat of the night
you hold my body tight
in the heat of the night
you crest something
that never felt right
this passion
this desire
all of this i never wanted
but if i never wanted it
why do i have it all now
theres a difference between want and need
i wish it would all go away
all this heat is driving me insane
i'd rather be put on ice
this isnt wrong
but it never was right
just because it feels so good
ur body close to mine
our hearts beating the same time
our minds connected
your every move countered by mine
its not just a game anymore
was it ever trully a game
o god give me a sign
tell me this isnt meant to be
so many will die, so many will cry
tell me this isnt right
and if it is, never let it end
for its end will become mine...

Sweet simple bliss
kiss me, kiss me
love me, love me
show me slowly, show me slowly
hold me forever and ever
kiss me now
watch me, wait for me
is it fate or is it destiny
is it lust or is it love
the passion, the desire
from each gentle embrace
the tear drop falls from ur sweet tender face
my heart breaks to pieces
my lifes torn asunder
the sky above is a lovely blue
the sea below is a enchanting green
the ur eyes which are so deep
it is to pull me close and show of wanting
waiting, falling, all of which enwraps me so
i am not trapped, but am pulled
towards ur beautiful eyes that enwrap my soul
i want u, but do i need u, my soul pulls me towards u
maybe its fate maybe its destiny
maybe its lust or maybe its love
or maybe its me...

Waterfalls
the tear drop falls
into a pool of sweet serenity
the water blue
the grass a simple green
as i walk through the water
it is of cool and calm
the ripples make small waves
which looks like layers of silk
around the small lake
there are chreey blossom trees
the trees shed those simple leaves
they are so gentle and sweet
to kiss one is to smell its sweet scent
they smell like strawberries
ready to be picked
the taste captures your tongue
and makes it through your body
you now smell like strawberries
and to kiss you is to feel serenity
and peace within the forest of life
as the waterfall spills its soft water
slowly you begin to realize
hey i like my dream world...

Enchanted
the waves certain sounds
just certain sounds make me
they just make me feel
i feel the way it goes sometimes
just sometimes my head feels like i'm not really here
as if im spinning in a endless cycle
i here the music and it takes me whole
i feel like i'm flying higher and higher
will it ever end? do i want it to end?
it's as if i'm lost in ecstasy or in a passionate kiss
i here the call, the call of the leaving
maybe its calling me, it wants me
it needs me, do i need it?
is this all a trick for it to gain something?
i'm at that point that nothings ever enough
i cry out to the gods of the world here my plead
carey me away, like the wind in a hurricane
take me away, higher higher until there is no end
except total chaos, destruction, pain, torture
please take me to it all
the music calls me closer
my body is pulled into a dance
there are many, here in this place
we are all of animals are we not..
soon our bodies are all taken each one moves
we begin to growl a low growl which increases as the song
the taste of blood touches us whole
the feeling has plagued us all
blood spills through the fountains
as we drink we lay quiet for the new queen to be chosen
by her side a princess, he chooses a girl of raven hair
and she must choose a princess, she picks me
as we all celebrate in song they all disappear
we all go off and search of life and death
what have they done to me? who am i?
i growl before disappearing and i awaken
the song of music heard throughout my house
was it all a dream? the door bell rings
i answer it, the same music plays on
a man appears and we kiss
for the melody keeps us on forever...

next is my fav poem!
My prey
i wish to be a dancer
to dance ur heart away
to fly across the crowd
to dance up on the stage
i'd make a great entrance
i'd love to see it all
as i dance across the stage i meet u
ur eyes take sight of mine
our minds dance together of many different dreams
the wanting, the waiting, the meeting, the mating
tonight is the night of true passion
u touch me, u hold me, u crest my body tight
ur body flows with mine as our moans go into the night
oh the passion, oh the desire, i cant wait any long
i jump off the stage into ur arms
and yet i jump back off
u are turned on i see
but not yet i decide to play
i play the part of the temptress and u as my prey
i dance around the room, i jump into the air
i show u what i want and i show u that its there
u follow the way i set my path
and just like a cat ur curiosity takes u
u follow i watch and as a tiger i jump down
u see my plan and decide to stay
the faster u move, the more i want
the more i want, the more ur desire takes u
and as our moans scream into the night
a blissful sleep lays wait
and just as the tiger i take my leave
for the new day awaits...
Ocean waves
i hear the ocean now and then
everytime i think of u
the clouds clear up
the waves go by
the sea looks so clear
u could even see the pretty sea shells
as i dance my toes in the sand i think of u
the world around us changes so much
sometimes i think i cant control myself anymore
my hand reaches into the water
the silver moon is shown upon me
the cool sea breeze the ever clear water
both remind me of ur sense of the world
u always had that calm extreior
and that rock like protecter
ur arms kept me still
when u bent down to kiss me
ur lips felt as light as a feather
mm i could almost taste it
sweet dreams my dearest fallen prince
u must rest now and ur memory will live on
but as u no all good dreams must come to an end
so as i leave now never forget me
because maybe some dreams could become reality
sweet dreams by the moon light and farwell for now...

V-day poem
Every kiss u give me sets me on fire
as ur touch slowly creeps up my skin
my heart burns with passion
as ur eyes stare into mine
as to look into the depths of my soul
the burning desire the tangled hair
the tossed clothes that have been reduced to rags
the sweet scent of ur kiss makes me want u more
the bed was moved the table was dented
the sofa has broken the shower is quiet heated
this is what my love held for u
as i watch u slip into a peaceful slumber
i think ur more heated then the devil himself
u make me wish to be on fire
as i sleep in ur arms and take that last breath
i say this is what love truly is
a day that disapears by darkness
to hide the other forms of life
for when day break acends i will disapear
just like the moon light...forever...

Dejavu
dejavu once again i see u
dejavu before i knew it i wanted u
i guess the rummors true
im just as predictable as u
im so insane im somewhat type lame
i've had my share of guilt and pain
my minds colapsed my hearts been broken
and its a mirror for u and i have that connection
its a bond forever, lost in what was never
this has all happened before
is this really my december
i guess it never ends
christmas in july they say
well hey why not its happened before
all this rediculous mating
all this time i've been waiting
waiting for u, maybe its so
did u ever really know
monkey see monkey do
well why not just look at u
confusion of the mind
but not of the soul
we are one together in soul
lost together but always whole
stumbled on rocks
pushed back by bolders
but only one way
one destination
and it was always to u...

Remembering
remembering my past
i remember u
remembering my life
i thought i'd always stay true
remembering the rimes
i thought u fell too
rememebring ur voice
u were always true
remembering the joy
was that all me or u?
as i write i think only of u
the past the present my future too
u were there but not ur not
so much time, but i really think not
u dont no how i've been
u dont no the shit u put me in
i was in pieces my life was torn asunder
and all u thought about was thunder
the rainy sad clouds of november
still remembering way back in septiember
ur kiss, ur touch, ur laugh, ur romantic mush
all in which enwraped my soul
all that time wasted thinking fearfully
i couldnt think i couldnt sleep
one day i woke up and weeped
all that time not thinking true
that one day i'd just lose u
i didnt think i didnt know
everything that u had been told
i had no words, i have no thought
only thing was u, i was scared of times
i was scared of pain
and ended up with such a name
destroied and distrote
i had no voice, i wish i new what to tell u
i wish i would have stoped playing that song
all those rimes i was just so wrong
stupid descicions rediculous thoughts
were u really ever my everything
or were u just a frog prince
ev4erything now runs through ym mind
but what can i do, i cant turn back the hands of time
i can only move forward
and farther away
and closer to another
who will not let go
u let me stand there alone
and pushed me away
i still swear to this day
i loved u but u destroyed me
now and forever i'll always be ur
for gotten lover...

points of destruction
im so happy, im passing out
im so loud u, cant hear me shout
im so out of it, im almost there
right when ur life really goes bare
down to the floor, not anymore
about to die, i wish i could fly
reasons for being, reasons for seeing
being destroyed, completely inhuman
disturbing sights and thoughts
many things i never seen
put to life by just being here
so many things im proud to be for
and so many things that just call me a whore
wishing, waiting, fulfilling the hating
spilling in piles, what is so dear
one day u wont even no im here
slipping and falling
totally losing it, leaving it, being it
seeing what it is, wondering why me
understanding, mesmerizing
something that cant be lost
found by who, no one new
broken hearts, broken bones
broken spirits, where no one romes
errors, mistakes, repeats, and outtakes
nobody knows why this all happens
but it does, it does in the end
ur there for my end, seeing me finally fall
points of destruction, of a happy girl
from an unknown world
who was really there, to really share
what she had hidden inside
her lying corps no more remorse
and that's the end
because u were no real friend...

Reflections
reflections in a mirror
reflections of ur face
reflections upon my life
in which u were such a disgrace
relections of the old
reflections of the new
reflections arent what keep me going
and no doubt it wasnt u
reflections of a marter
reflections of a companion
reflectiosn of a moron
in which it is in distaste
appearence to urself
shown in a antike mirror
seen upon a wall
of an old country castle
where no one sees it now
because it has no light
hidden between the castle walls
to be called a curse
said to harness the worlds misfortune
now the seeker searches for such a mirror
no not to know of the past or future
but to destroy the worlds fate
not by showing it its history
but showing what u did
to something which had meaning
but fear locked it away...

and finally another all time and its kinda odd and creepy.

a place unnoticed
crystals dance around my floor
show there's something more
hiding behind an old red carpet
there leads a door
where this leads i do not no
somewhere else im only guessing so
is this what i've been looking for
its been hiding right beneath me
where is this going to lead me
walking across silver sand
a sound of water falling
is this another world
i dance my toes gracefully
across the silky shinning sea
the sound of laughter can be heard
all around me, am i being attacked
someone save, me keep me safe
keep me from a discarded race
don't let me fall, don't push away
keep me safe, hold me close
the wind feels wrong
and there's this song
a melody drawing me
do i no this melody
do i remember a time alone
far away long ago
things my heart used to know
things i wish to remember
just the sounds of crystals nothing more
i turn around and there i see
a girl who is tied up to see
a beautiful girl, who looked to be killed
nothing left anymore
why does this all seem like a memory
i run away back to the water fall
and i hear someone cry out my name
its that girl but how?

okies this is lilly saying over and out

Simply Lilly