My Profile.

Everything you see below has been written by myself and is most likly true.

Things you need to know about me:

1. I hate my mother. I don't care if you talk bad about her, i will probably join you. Did you know she has a false tooth? Gross!

2. I hate my mother-wait, i already said that, um? I love animals. I hate it when people treat them like trash just because they can't understand them. Has anyone ever realized that we are animals too! We are like the smarter lazier and more egotistical version of monkeys.

3. I am a real understanding person. I want to be a Phycologist. I will talk to just about anyone about their problems, and do my best to help them. Even Strangers, so if any of you want ot talk, just tell me.

4. I am pretty shy. Unless of course i am on the internet or talking to someone over the phone. I actually talked to a complete stranger over the phone before. My best friends Fiance's best friend to be exact. We almost went out. He would have been my first boyfriend, and he is one of the hotteset guys at his school too!

5. I am the youngest of my family at age 15. The oldest is my sister who is 27 and already has three kids and is divorced. There are five of us in all.

6. I have long brown hair(28 inches long!), blue eyes, freckles, is skinny, although my sister says i have an hour glass figure, and used to be the shortest kid in highschool. Not anymore(We have only about 500 kids in our entire school total.). My older twin was held back in the seventh grade because she was too lazy to turn in her work, and has a kid in her class i don't even think is 4 ft tall yet.

7. I am one of those girls who creeps out the guys. Why? Because when i was little, i used to always be late, because my MOM, wouldn't get up in the morning, so i got ISS alot. When i was in there, older kids, guys, would try to talk to us and sometimes tease us. Now keep in mind i was little, and shy. So me and my sister, would draw pictures of them dieing, we thought they would leave us alone because we thought it was cool to act tough. I blame the television. It didn't work. So now we still have the creepy shy but still nice girl reputation. Which means, i hardly ever talk to guys, hints, the never had a boyfriend thing. I hate myself for that. They are all jerks anyway.

8. I somehow have talent in Drawing, Writing, Reading, and Music. Just enough to be better than most of the kids in my class. I am not a genius. I suck at math though. Anyways, my writing talent only applys to the poems i write. I am not good with fanfiction. YET. My drawing will become almost at an expert level in about 5-10 years. I have noticed that i get twice as good by the end of each year.

9. I am not popular, but somehow managed to be friends with all the girls in my class. They say it is because i am nice. I say it is because i don't spread rumors, and i don't get rumors spread about me. I guess cause i am an outcast. I don't really fit in anywhere. I am not even sure if my friends are true friends. I think i am just there to help them out and to kill time talking to. There is two friends i am pretty sure actually like me as a person.

10. My family is filled with lunitics. My moms side is filled with drug abusers and city people, while my dads side is filled with country folk who still believe women do the house work men do the yeard work blah, blah, blah. Anyways, they don't get along well. Infact i am going to tell you how screwed up my family is.

My mom was married to a diiferent man and had three kids when she met my dad and got pregnaut with me and my twin. Then she got a divorce and married my dad. So i am not even sure they love each other, and my dad got stuck with three extra kids who hate him that he had to take care of. My mom treats everyone like crap. She spends his money and has put us in debt. Not too much, but she is pushing it with all the new cars she buys. She blames everyone else, nothing is ever her fault because apparently she doesn't make mistakes. She doesn't respect us and is still stuck in her highschool years because she dropped out.. She has to be popular with all her friends. Bitch. My dad i love. He works hard and has to put up with a lot. My twin sister DarkSoul LJ is older by 30 min. She has rage issues, and was depressed enough one time she had to take prozack. Then the oldest out of all of us, my other sister B.M. stole the bottle. She also has rage issues. My entire family has rage issues. Even me. I had litteraly tried to kill my sister, on several occasions. Yeah, well, like i said my family is messed up. I haven't even started on the real problems yet. But i will get on with the rest of the stuff.

11. My outlook on life is mostly based on what i know. If i learn something new, it may change my view. I try not to be biased or put anyone down if they think differently about something. I actually enjoy a debate though. It gives me a challenge.

12. I am not stupid. My I.Q. Is well above average. Ican't remeber who, but they said my sister and my IQ'S were about 5-10 points away from being a geniuse! I am just lazy and need a better reason to do something that has no relativity to how smart you are. I mean, its not like i am being paid to do it, its not like if a make good grades anything good will happen because of it, so whats the point. My sister failed a grade and she is as smart as i am, but more lazy.

13. I hate it when someone is hurting someone elses feelings just for the sake of a laugh. I mean, thats how people get murdered for hate crimes. If you can't treat someone nice, treat them like strangers, like you never met before. I do that all the time to this annoying kid at schoolwho i hate and loathe, and he hasn't talked to me for a year! Yeah me!

14. I hate Hypocrites. My mother is a hipocrite.

15. I have nothing against people of different races, religion or sexualities. But i do have something against people who have something against people of different race, religion or sexualities. Damn Biggots!

16. I don't care if you hate me. I don't care if you call me names. But if you mess with my friends, i will not hesitate to shove a 10 inch blade down your throat and watch you choke on your own blood.

17. I am going to do my best to change the world. How? I will do what everyone should do. Give smiles to people know them or not. I will help with things that i know i can assist in, even to strangers. I won't judge or mistreat people i don't know. I won't hurt someone that has done nothing to hurt me. I won't aknowledge insults, rumours, or threats that don't mean anything. I will try to save those in danger. Feed the hungry that i see. Shelter the homeless that i find. Clothe the cold and hungry out there trying to survive. I will give what i have and share what i need. That is how i will change the world, hopefully you will do it too.

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I only do Naruto Fanfictions, because i know a lot about the show and can relate to some of the characters. I hope i can make a lot of friends on this website. There aren't a lot of kids my age who want to talk about the more serious or silliest issues out there in the world. Thats a problem we need to fix. I hope that i can help some of you too. I want to make a difference. I don't care if i am aknowledged for it or not. I just don't want people to grow up like i did. No real people aournd you. All fakes. I want a real world. A real world that i can safely walk in. Don't you?

I am currently haveing quick chats with one of my favorite authors, AsianOne. Sh is fun to talk to! I also gave a little advie to Gin-Inu but we haven't really talked.

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Youtubes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcSWyfr5X2M&search=Naruto20crawling20

~Great Music~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xP9J5xF3_po&search=Naruto20Thrice20Sun

~I keep picturing a great fight scene~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=liOXOoJ1Tws&search=Naruto20Image20of20The20Invisable

~Good music and goes great with the video~

I have more. I just need to find them again.

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MY POEMS

This one was inspired by my mom.

Listen

Try to understand,

Try to not judge,

Try to listen and,

Don't hold grudge.

These years mean nothing to me.

You make me feel alone.

You don't look to see.

You see through what is shown.

I am always silent.

Just how you want me to be.

Behind silence is rage.

Keep it up and you will see.

I am starting to feel hate.

It comes too fast.

I can not take my fate.

I will make sure this doesn't last.

Listen to this warning,

Because you'll need to know,

This is how i'm feeling,

You'll see it when i go.