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Full Name: Lilana Favorite Quotations: True kindness isn't something we're born with. It's something we have to work at. Not everyone has it. But I think everyone has the potential. Sometimes you just have to look really close before you can tell it's there. For there to be pain, there has to be kindness. For darkness to stand out, there has to be the sun. Just be yourself. Go at your own pace. You'll fit in just fine. We're searching for a reason of existence. With our own strength, because maybe the truth is that there's no reason for life from the very beginning. Everyone hopes and tries so hard to find a reason of existence. The reason of birth, of staying with someone, of existence, believing we have to find them all with our own hands. Like finding a place for ourselves in dreams, in jobs, in people. The reasons we conclude may be indefinite and fragile. We may lose it too, but even so, we want a reason. As long as I'm alive, I want it too. If possible, I want to find a reason of existence within a person, within someone. But I think... I want to live with all my memories. Even if they're bad memories. Even if they're memories that only hurt me... that I'd rather forget. If I keep them and keep trying, without running away, then someday I'll be strong enough that those memories can't defeat me. I believe that because I want to think that there's no such thing as a memory that's ok to forget. When you get anxious about the future, it is better not to think about it. The more you think about it the more anxious you'll get. Of course its important to think about what lies ahead, too, but if you only look at what's down the road, you'll get tangled by the "laundry" by your feet and fall, wont you?You see, its also important to think about what you can do now. What you can do today, and if you keep washing things one at a time, you'll be done before you know it.Sometimes the anxiety will start to well up, but when it does... take a little break. If it's possible for one person to be hurt by another, then it's possible for that person to be healed by another. I'm not sure why I've decided to do this. I'm not any stronger than I was, and nothing else has changed. But all the same, this time I'm not going to run away. It's okay to feel weak sometimes. It's okay to be afraid. The important thing is that we face our fears. That's...that's what makes us strong. A lot of people are too scared to admit that they're still children. They do everything they can to avoid it. So people who can admit that have a lot of courage. Maybe the reason you don't see it is that it's stuck to your back. What I mean is, a person's admiral qualities - they're just like, say, a pickled plum on a rice ball. In other words the person's the rice ball and the plum's stuck to their back. So, all over the world you can have rice balls made with all sorts of wonderful ingredients, all different flavors and shapes and colors, but since they'd be stuck in the middle of everyone's back, someone could have a plum and not even know it. They'd look at themselves and think "I'm so plain, nothing but white rice," even though it isn't true because, turn them around and, sure enough, there it is. There's the plum. So if someone is jealous of somebody else, well, then, it's probably because it's easier to see the plum on someone else's back than it is on your own. Yup. I can see it. I can see it very clearly you don't know it but you have a great big plum on your back. It's better to be recognized by who you are than be recognized by what sex you are. I think it's fun to know the person little by little through looking at their personality. Besides, it doesn't really matter, does it? Why should I care about appearances and labels anyway? It's what's on the inside that counts. A person can change, at the moment when the person wishes to change. Ship these couples: H2o: Just Add Water: Rikki and Zane Cleo and Lewis Emma and Ash Ocean Girl: Neri and Jason Mera and Brett A.N.T Farm: Olive and Fletcher China and Fletcher Lexi and Cameron Shake It Up: Gunther and Cece Rocky and Deuce Tinka and Tye Anime: Tohru and Kyo Haruhi and Tamaki Doctor Who: The 10th Doctor and Rose The 11th Doctor and Amy |
