Last Update 6/12/2011

Hello decent people who have been holding out for me to write something... Because there are none of you! And I'm sorry to dissapoint but I have no been working on any fanfiction stories at this time.

But I am excited about Role Playing right now, so sorry as I shamelessly plug my new Role Play site here.

It's Mel Beeby, Agent Angel and it's on tumblr. Click the link if you are interested

Sorry about no updates or anything. I'm horrible

Last Update: 30/10/2010

I am currently no longer writing Fanfiction. Do not send any reviews asking me to update.

OcyTaviAh

NOW AT FANFICTION:

A Harry Potter FanFiction- Avotica: To Squib Or Not To Squib?

She is invisible. She always has been. Because she's a squib. But is she really? Does she have some hidden talent that pushes her out into the spotlight, and causes a whole lot of mayhem. (Set in the second HP book, Chamber of Secrets. COMPLETED.) Sorry it has such a crappy ending, and that I never finished the others. I had a pretty good story to go in it, so if you still want to know, you can message me. Otherwise you'll spend your whole time wondering what might have happened, or regret knowing...

Avotica and all other original characters are legally the property of MagicWishes Inc., and any form of plagiarism found will result in being banned from FanFiction.

An apology to my readers for leaving you all hanging. Sorry.

But there is a reason that I've not continued with my stories. Actually, a few reasons. First, these stories where just written through impulse, with some idea of where they where heading, otherwise completely random. Secondly, I am working on a concentrated story, one that I am really putting effort into, and it isn't half done yet. I hope to make sequels of it too. But more information will be released about it in a later date.

So, I deeply apologize to my readers, who may want the story to end, so they know what happens. And I invite anyone who wants to complete it for me to just ask, but I may say no, depending on your writing style.

Just remember, a story never ends at the end of the book. It just gets boring

Why is it that a floor is slippery when wet, but a lake is slippery when dry?

How come they make dish washing liquid lemon scented, yet lemonade doesn't smell or taste like lemons?

Why are they called Apartments when they are so close together?

Isn't it strange that Live is Evil spelt backwards?

Did you know that 'GULLIBLE' is actually written on the ceiling?

I stand for Boredomness! All those who stand with me stand to be bored!

ME:

My Name Is Octavia,

I am 17

I am female

I have many Nicknames that I have obtained over the years, although some of them don't make sense at all.

NICKNAMES

1.Ocy (Most commonly used)

2. Tavia (Most commonly used after Ocy)

3. OcyTavia.

4. OcyTaviAh

5. Tavi

6. Toaster (A name that I made up!)

7. Octadog

8. Octadoc

7. Ocomania

9. October

10. Octobia (What people call me when they can't pronounce my name)

11. Octopus

12. O (This is what someone called me when they claimed that they couldn't say my name)

13. Mummy (My friends mockingly call me this, as I sometimes act a lot like one)

14. Octavius (Mockingly)

15. Octavian (Mockingly)

16. Black October (Mockingly)

17. Princess (Mum's boyfriend calls me this, but I'm not sure whether he's mocking me or not)

18. Sherlock (Sometimes my sister calls me this, although I don't know why)

19. Shirley Temple ( My dad called me this when I was a baby, because that's what I looked like)

20. Bubs ( My mums old boyfriend use to call me this when I was little, then I got to big, so he started calling me Buberenio)

21. Occa (My brothers mates asked if they could call me this, but they haven't yet)

22. The Almighty Ocy Of Doom (Or TAOOD for short. My friend thought it suited me)

23. Avotica (It's an acronim of my name. And yes, I have extremely bad spelling, but I can't be bother getting a dictonary)

24. Octagon (I can't believe I couldn't think of this earlier!)

25. Oc (And ditto to this one!)

26. Ocy-Blocky (My friend wanted to be creative and give me her own nickname. It's not easy to do)

27. Ocstar (Another creative friend nick-name)

28. Aivatco (My vampire name... ACTUAL vampires, not those silly Twilight ones)

29. Ocystar (My warrior cat name, apparently...)

30. Ocy-bomb (Someone at work calls me this)

I am obsessed with Magic. And when I'm obsessed, I am seriously obsessed! It's like, a subject, or a project, or something.

My favorite author is Roald Dahl. I read lots, and Love too many books to name. Anything by Roald Dahl, and also the following are a few of my favorites:

BOOKS:

Anything by Roald Dahl (obviously)

Inkheart & Inkspell (& Hopefully Inkdeath, or whatever it will be called.)

The Dragon Keeper & The Garden of the Purple Dragon & Dragonmoon

Harry Potter (Who doesn't love it?)

Stargirl (And Love, Stargirl)

Love Lessons (The only Jaquline Wilson book I liked)

Series of Unfortunate Events (A previous obsession)

Goosebumps (No offense to R.L. Stine, but he does pathetic horror novels)

Agent Angel books. (About a Trouble Shooting angel named Mel Beeby...)

His Dark Materials (Also known as The Northen Lights, flimed as the Golden Compass, The Subtle Knife, and The Amber Spyglass)

The Secret Life of Bees

My Sisters Keeper

Little Women

Eye of the Dragon (The only Stephen King book I've read... I was never able to follow his writing style.)

The Ruby Rosemount series. (Ruby Rosemount and the lying Carpet, Ruby Rosemont and the Travellers Telescope)

The Black Magicians Triology (The Magicians Guild, The Novie, The High Lord)

The Dark Jewel Trilogy (Daughter of the Blood, Heir to the Shadows, Queen of the Darkness; Companion books: Dreams Made Flesh, Tangled Webs)

Skulduggery Pleasant (All of them so far...)

I also enjoy Shakespeare, especially A Midsummer Nights Dream. (You may notice Shakespeare references in my Avotica storys)

I could name many more...

I also read InuYasha. Go to and you can read the InuYasha series too. Note: InuYasha swears quite a bit, so please do not hold me responsible if you are offended by his use of language. I warned you.

MOVIES:

I like almost any horror movie. I also watch way to much TV. I like the following movies:

Mr. Magorium's Wonder Imporium

The Golden Compass

Titanic

Overboard

Finding Neverland

Charlie and the Chocolate factory (I also like the classic original Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, the first movie based on the book by Roald Dahl. But this one was Tim Burton, and was better. They say Roald Dahl and Tim Burton were a lot alike. Pity they never got to meet...)

James and The Giant Peach (It was also Roald Dahl's first childrens book.)

Lady in White (A supossedly horror film that I found rather tame)

The Tigger Movie (I cried during that movie! When Tigger couldn't find his family, it was so sad...)

Napoleain (The little muffin dog :P)

Pirates of the Carribean (All 3 of them)

Shrek (The 1st one was the best)

Phenominon (Itz got John Travolta in it)

Harry Potter (All of them)

The Nightmare Before Christmas

1408 (Stephen King movie, he's truely a magician amoung writers... If only I cold understand it all...)

Sweeny Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street

Edward Scissorhands

Ed Wood

Beetlejuice

From Hell

Sleepy Hollow

Big Fish

Gattica

Howl's Moving Castle

Spirited Away

Ponyo

Princess Mononoke

Mirrors

Doomsday

August Rush

Many more, I just can't think of the rest right now...

I am partial to anything made by Miyazaki and Tim Burton as they are excellent.

TV SHOWS:

Currently, my favorite TV show is Doctor Who or Merlin. I also like many other TV shows, and many other movies. (My brother got me into Terminater and Alien vs. Prediter, and my sister got me into Charmed.) I also like the following TV shows:

Arrested Development

Outrageous Fortune

Sherlock (2010 Trilogy)

That 70's Show

South Park

Family Guy

American Dad (I would say it's a cheap rip-off of Family Guy, but it's made by the same people!)

Code Lyoko (Obviously)

Charmed

Simpsons (Who doesn't watch it?)

Futurama

Malcom in the Middle

Rugrats (The original, not the 'All grown up' series, but I do watch both. Rugrats is my FAVORITE show!)

H2O Just Add Water (Kinda got an obsession with mermaids, you know, the fantasy thing)

House

Home and Away

Twilight Zone

NCIS (Abby is my favorite character)

Law and Order (Particularly Special Victims Unit)

Loony Tunes (Gotta love 'em)

Tom and Jerry (Love 'em too)

Scare Tatics

Myth Busters

Marx and Venus (Short, 5min program)

Drawn Together (Although it's disgusting, rude and violent, I cant draw myself away from it.)

Tales From the Crypt Keeper (I haven't seen that show for years!)

Ka-Blam (Haven't seen that show for years either...)

The Nanny

Recess

Are You Afraid Of The Dark?

Fillmore!

Everybody Love Raymond

Everybody Hates Chris

Mind Freak

Lie to Me

Also, I like that short cartoon show that always starts off "This is a true story. It happened to a friend of a friend of mine. His/Her name was..." and so on.

And there was another one that was about a talking baby, but I only saw a few episodes. It was ever so funny.

I'll think of the rest later...

THE ONE PLACE THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO TO:

Japan. To see the beautiful gardens and wonderful temples. And for many other reasons that I cannot express in words. I would have loved to be born in Japan, rasied in Japanese traditons...

WORDS I HATE:

Rad

Random

Totally

Cool

Stuff

And any shortening of words, like in MSN. For example, 2morrow or Soz, etcertra.

WORDS I USE INSTEAD OF THE WORDS I HATE

Rad- N/A

Random- Completely Unrelated (Or spontaneous)

Totally- Completely

Cool- Nothing is cool... Weird maybe, but not cool.

Stuff- Things

MY COMPOSITION:

I am obsessed with Magic

I think that happy endings are overrated

I think that popularity is overrated

I think that appearances are overrated

I don't believe that anything could be completely evil, not even Satan

I don't believe that anything could be completely pure and good, not even God

I don't believe in opposites

I feel sorry for my friends

I feel sorry for my enemies

I feel sorry for everyone who knows me

I feel sorry for everyone who doesn't know me

I will never feel sorry for myself

I constantly feel sorry for myself

I believe that if the world were made of Cadbury, I would hate chocolate

I believe that rules weren't meant to be broken

I think that human curiosity is overrated

I believe that I will always get more than I deserve

I believe that Roald Dahl was the greatest children's writer to ever walk the planet

I think that if evil glares could kill, I would be a mass murderer

I believe that villians are the things that make stories interesting.

I believe that the good guy should never win, because the bad guy wants it more

I believe the good guy is full of himself

For this reason, I hate the good guy

I believe that bad guys are just good guy's with serious problems

I believe that good girls are bad girls that just don't get caught

For this reason, I believe I am a good girl

I believe you can only achieve what you believe you can achieve

I believe that everyone needs help, some just won't admit it

I hate people who think they are nicer than they are

I hate people who don't keep an open mind

I believe don't really hate anyone. Not really

I believe that only shallow people think things are deep

I believe that there is always much more than meets the eye

I believe in doing things the hard way, because I can't remember the easy way

I believe that authors don't create anything, they mearly tell the story

I believe that the cupboard in the kitchen has it in for me

I believe that my drink bottle is more important than anything else to me

I believe that I will never stop loosing my drink bottle

I believe that my drink bottle is trying to escape from me

I believe my drink bottle hates me, though I love it so

I don't love people until they love me first... Most of the time

I hate romance

I love romance

I hate to cause pain

I love to cause pain

I believe I have a split personality

I believe everyone except me was put here for a reason

I believe I was put here by accident. I was suppose to end up in a previous era

I believe that we are killing our planet. When we hurt it, we hurt ourselves

I believe that humans are selfish and won't act until it's too late.

I believe that humans are the only animal that destroys it's own environment

I believe that if there is a God, he is playing some sick game

I believe that if God did care, that he'd stop suffering, since he is all-powerful

I believe that if God existed, then I wouldn't

I don't believe in black and white. They don't exist. Only all shades of grey.

I believe that if our inner beauty was shown on the outside, we'd all be ugly

I believe that an eye is never one colour

I believe that the eye is the window to the soul

I believe that colour has the ability to change moods

I think that I have an emotional problem

I believe that deoderant smells foul

I believe that every animal is beautiful, except naked mole rats

I believe that the ugliest naked mole rat is more beautiful than any human

I believe that the world would survive better without humans

I believe that humans make it harder for themselve by trying to make it easier

I believe that nobody really cares until it happens to them

I believe that it's all about the money

I do not believe that money is the source of all evil

I believe that the source of all evil is greed and conciousness

I believe that pure evil does not exist anywhere

I believe that everyone has a heart, although some are cold

I believe that nobody likes change

I believe photographs were invented for this reason

I believe that all bees hate me

I believe that modern tecnology hates me

I believe that if you blame someone for the guilt you feel, you deserve to feel guilty

I don't believe in true love

I believe I could keep adding to this until I die

OTHER COMPLETELY UNRELATED ITEMS:

My friends say I have OLD (Octavia Laughing Disorder), But I call it TLD (The Laughing Disorder) I also have very strange hiccups, and constant hay fever.

If you get me babbling, I won't stop, but I'm a good listener.

I'll laugh all day, then come crashing down in the afternoon, and the smallest things can get me to cry. Kind of like people on drugs.

I try to solve every problem, and I'm pretty good at untying knots.

I can only think of one Disney film that I haven't cried in: The Incredibles. But I cried during the deleted scenes.

My mum is worried about me getting fat. She tells me I'm well on my way to being fat. I don't care. She just wants me to be the person she never was, but I resemble her too much.

I have a list of evil people that I know personally. So far there are only three names on it, but I won't let you know who they are. Whenever I say there are only three people on it, someone always say 'and I'm one of them,' which is not true unless I've infomed you otherwise.

To find out more about me, you will probably have to see my story, 'Look Before You Seek. The character Minnie is based on me.

Oh, and to my fans, I am terribly sorry for the bad ending to that particular story. And the bad endings to all my other stories, especially the unfinished ones!

Well, until next time,

Cya Later!

OcyTaviAh

COPY AND PASTE!

Even when you can't see Him, GOD is there! If you believe in GOD put this in your profile. (Religon isn't deep. If you think it is, that means you are shallow.)

Weird is good, strange is bad, and odd is when you don't know which to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, so then weird is good. If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile! (What do they call you when you're weird, strange and odd? Octavia)

If you ever forgotten what you were talking about in a conversation copy and paste this into your profile. (Yeah, well... umm... What was I saying again?)

If you have ever zoned out for more than five consecutive minutes, copy this into your profile. (But who's counting?)

If you have your own little world, copy and paste this into your profile. (Who says it's 'Little'?)

If you've ever had a mad laughing fit for no reason, copy and paste this onto your profile. (You have no idea.)

White Light/Black Rain

A dragonfly flitters to a gate,
I take off my cap to catch it,
Closer, closer 'til-

Mother, am I dead?
Father, is this Hell?
The world is Fire,
Burn, burn, burn,
People are pulling off skin,
Like wet clothes,
It bubbles so,
There is a glass porcupine,
Only it's human,
Grandmother, why does this lady carry a black doll?
Only, it's not a doll,
It's a baby,
My home is Hell
I stand in bones,
The scene is painted in Blood and Fire,
Our Buddha is broken,
Grandfather, what did we do?
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The rain is falling,
Only it's black,
Brother, why is it black?
Sister, where are you?
I have looked until I collapse,
But all I see is black,
I lie here in the ruins and Death
And I am dry,
I have no tears left for you,
Hiroshima.
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HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI WERE SMALL VILLAGES IN JAPAN DURING WORLD WAR II. IN ORDER TO END THE WAR AGAINST THE JAPANESE, THE AMERICANS CREATED THE WORLD'S FIRST ATOMIC BOMB. IT WAS CALLED LITTLE BOY, AND WAS DROPPED ON HIROSHIMA ON AUGUST 6TH, 1945 AT 8:15. FAT BOY, THE 2ND ATOMIC BOMB, WAS DROPPED ON NAGASAKI ON AUGUST 9TH, 1945. TOGETHER, THE TOTAL NUMBER OF DEATHS WAS OVER 200,000, AND MANY DIED LATER OF LEUKEMIA.
IN THESE DAYS, ALMOST ALL COUNTRIES HAVE NUCLEAR BOMBS AND ATOMIC BOMBS. AS EINSTEIN SAID, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'LL USE IN THE 3RD WORLD WAR, BUT IN THE 4TH, THEY'LL BE USING ROCKS".

IF YOU WANT TO STOP ATOMIC BOMBS AND PREVENT ANOTHER HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI, COPY AND PASTE THIS POEM AND THIS MESSAGE TO YOUR PROFILE.

THANK YOU.

This is a story about a little girl that was abused. If you care at all, copy and paste this into your profile:

My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy,

Murdered me.

No-one Hears

No-one listens when I speak,

No-one hears my scream.

No-one hears so no-one knows,

I know I'm far from my dream.

No-one listens to me yelling,

No-one hears me shout.

No-one knows so no-one cares,

I know I'm not being let out.

No-one listens to me calling,

No-one hears me cry.

No-one cares so no-one helps,

I know I'm going to die.

Y

Star of David

Dedicated to the innocent Jewish children who lost their lives to the hand of the Nazis.

"It's in your nature to distory yourselves."

The Terminator

The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."

The black man turned out and stood up. He then said,

"Listen sir...when I was born, I was black. When I grew up, I was black. When I'm sick, I'm black. When I'm in the sun, I'm black. When I'm cold, I'm black. When I die, I'll be black.

But you, sir, when you were born, you were pink. When you grew up, you were white. When you're sick, you're green. When you're in the sun, you're red. When you're cold, you're blue. When you die, you'll be purple. And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

The black man then sat down and the white man walked away...

Post this on your profile if you hate racism.

"...Magic is found in the strangest of places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it..."

Roald Dahl