The Crazy Ginger Chick
 She is the girl you don’t want to be, the girl who only has one parent; She is the girl whose father left her jobless mother to take care of five children, all of them not yet 15, to move to New York. She is the girl, forced to enter a private school after being home-schooled all of her life; She is the girl who knows people in her class, but no one try to talk to her. She is the girl who is shy in class; She is the girl who no one wants to take the time to get to know her because she is too quiet; She is the girl who has a quiet outer shell because she doesn’t want to trust random people with her secrets and then get stabbed in the back. She is the girl who has the answer to every math question; She is the girl who is too nice, the girl who holds the door for everyone, even if it means she’s late, and no one says “Thank You”, the girl who apologizes when you run into her and it wasn’t her fault, the girl who says “Yes” to anyone who asks her for help, even if it means getting in trouble. She is the girl who want to be heard, but can’t think of the right words to say; She is the girl whose sanctuary is her writing, in her hand, her pen never stutters, she can say anything she wants when writing and she can control the situation. She is the girl who has an over protective mother who tries to help her in any way she can, but sometimes wants her to do things that make her feel uncomfortable; She is the girl with the type of mother that has to approve of any song she listens to, the type who won’t let her have a Facebook, Twitter, or Quotev, but she has one of each anyway, the type that won’t let her leave the apartment they live in unless it within ten feet of the door. She is the girl who loves to play basketball, but is insecure about her body when she runs; She is the girl who loves to swim, but she is insecure about her body exposed so much. She is the girl who wears jeans, sweatshirts, and her Supras; She is the girl who either has her headphone jammed into her ears, or her nose in one of her favorite series, Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, or Seven Wonders. She is the girl who volunteers at her Zoo in the summer, where she can show her true self without embarrassing herself in front of people she knows. She is the girl who loves One Direction, Owl City, Bryan Adams, Tenth Avenue North, Sanctus Real, and Ed Sheeran; She is the girl who loves Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Thor, The Avengers and Rise of the Guardians; Yet, she is the girl that hates Justin Bieber, Hunger Games, and The Wanted. She is the girl who looks in the mirror every morning and sees a girl, a girl with rare ginger hair, height of 5’6’’, weight of 155 lbs, ordinary green eyes, a face covered in freckles and acne, over her eyes are the most annoying things ever invented glasses. She is the girl who hides behind a mask, a mask that no one will bother to take off to see her true self, a mask of shyness and timidness, covering a loud, funny, outgoing, and lovable girl. No one will help me |
