Things you need to know about me:

Im Obsessed with Vampires!!!

age:17

Name: Amelia :)

Nicknames:

Amy, Mills Milly

IF you dont like Vampires you wont like my Storys

18 on 18th October 2018 :) :0

Birthday Buddy Jess

Thats the old me! Hi :) Im Amelia:) Im 15 and i have a slight obsession for writing stories, Im a bit messed up in the head and i sometimes over think a lot of little things. But who cares right? Im here to entertain and create a fictional world around you, hopefully its your escape like it is mine :D Im crazy obsessed with 5SOS, they literally mean everything to me. Im seeing them in concert in april :D Im OBSESSED with reading books. Heres a suggestion Jenifer Nivens All the bright places :D

Enjoy :) Please reveiw and share with your friends. Thanks

OTP-Phan A.K.A Danisnotonfire&Amazingphil

Poems...

Lay down your right to be human.
Put on a dazzling smile so that no one can see your pain.
You hide it all so well, but underneath your shirt you can still feel the scars.
No one knows what it is like to be you.

Your smile is but one in a billion,
A mask that you wear to ward off the questions.
Your scars are your war paint,
But this is a losing battle.

You are sent to face the demons all alone, though they will never leave your side.
So keep that pretty smile steady,
And don't let one tear drop from those stormy eyes.
Put on your war paint and go out into the world, where your smile makes you just like them.

The Mask

I'm great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.
I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.

Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, and almost impossible task,
Is finally over, and so I lie Down,
and wait patiently for the day that I die.

I cry, I scream, I bawl, and sleep,
even though I have promises to keep.
I wait, and wonder, and cry some more,
And I ache and burn from my very core.

Then, I'm not alone, and the mask reappears:
Out goes the grief, pain and all of the tears,
As I am a happy person, cheerful all the day.
A world full of rainbow, not one shade of grey.

Of course I'm not okay, I'm not fine,
No matter how much I seem to shine.
I don't even know why I feel this...
Why my existence is one long, endless abyss.

But it is, and will be, so I cling to life,
As one day I might slip, and end it with a knife.
But, I'm still here, no matter what my dreams might say
And I hope that one day I will actually be okay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I MUST be gay too.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm PRETTY (i think?), so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER (with video games), so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.

I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.(Occasionally)

I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social..(Theres something called social anxiety!)
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be an OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times
I DON'T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems
I GET ALONG well with older friends so I MUST be socially awkward within my age group

The best friend of Fanfiction!!

MissDramatic016. She's Literally amazing, We have so much in common. What started off just as a conversation about Young Dracula and our stories turned into this amazing friendship. If i actually met her i'd know that she'd be the best person to hang out with She's become an internet friend and we talk pretty much every other day or when we have the chance to. Her stories are great to read and she also helps me out with mine as i do for her. Shes honestly great:) ! Go check out her page :)

Im also sort of help writing on another fanfic account called Tescos...Yes thats write its called Tescos. Stop judging me okay! If you like the Harry Potter series like myself then you'll love the diary enteries we're creating. *READ THE DESCRIPTIONS* There's also one for The Hunger Games and Divergent. I think theres an Anime going up soon :) So please please check it out :P

Fav Quote

We choose the love we think that we deserve-The perks of being a wallflower

Everyone who likes Vampires will love my stories

I love Doctor who, who doesn't Total Geek of it

Whovian

-5SOS-MCR-GREENDAY-ARTIC MONEKEYS-NIRVANA-THE 1975-PANIC!- TWENTY ONE PILOTS-

UGH I LISTEN TO SO MUCH EMO SHIT!

Potterhead! Harry potter the boy who lived

True Gryffindor and the smarts of a raven claw

If i stay is just amazing

Wand from Universal's Wizarding world of harry potter in Orlando Florida chose me!

TFIOS

We don't get to choose who gets hurt in this world but we do have a say in it

I fell in love like the way you fall asleep. Slowly then all at once

Let the haters hate just go sit and wait for me to give a F*ck

More girly than Tomboy and anything else

Im going to the harry potter studios in London in December ;)

Life to short to fret over the idiots

I also love Once Upon A time :)

Also a shoutout to MissDramatic016 Go check out her page :)

Im obsessed with the Hunger games

My magic brings Voldemort to the yard and I'm like its hurting my scar-damn right its hurting your scar cos hell yeah I'm the heir of salazar

Obsession with the vampire diaries is crazy (-)

Very patient person as i watch Pretty Little Liars...LIES! I AINT PATIENT!! BRING ON SEASON 7!!!

YOUR GUY SIDE:

You love hoodies.
You love jeans
Dogs are better than cats.
It's hilarious when people get hurt.(but not seriously hurt)
You've played with/against boys on a team.
Shopping is torture.
Sad movies suck.
You own/ed an X-Box
Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
You watch sports on TV.
Gory movies are cool
You go to your dad for advice.
You own like a trillion baseball caps.
You like going to high school football games.
You used to/do collect football/baseball cards.
Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
Sports are fun
Talk with food in your mouth.
Sleep with your socks on at night

Total=13

YOUR GIRL SIDE:

You wear lip gloss/stick.
You love to shop.
You wear eyeliner.
Sometimes you wear the colour pink
Go to your mum for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the colour black.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewellery.
Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.(Sort of)
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.(Retail therapy)
You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You were in gymnastics/dance?
It takes you around/ more one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up
You smile a lot more than you should.
You have more than 10 pairs of shoes
You care about what you look like.
You like wearing dresses when you can.
You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
You love the movies.
Used to play with dolls as little kid...Dolls are freaky!
Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy/joke of it.
Like being the star of every thing

Total=19

UPDATE!!!

I've started writing s new story named Lullaby Its based on the Movie Cyber bully and I'm taking a great deal of work into this based on experiences of depression and anxiety and what I've seen about bulling. Im not going to have anything personal in about my experience just enough to show the pain. It might/Will bring tears to your eyes by the end...I don't want any hate. Back to writing my YD story and LullabyThank you for your support and an even bigger thank you to all my friends and MissDramatic015!!!

Update 2

Yes, okay, i know, im a rubbish time keeper and an even rubbish person for focusing on writing. Thing is ive been away as you know, and ive been back a week, ive just got a new laptop so it should hurry things up. 1. im starting Y10 which means i'll have mocks and stuff and i realy need to study hard on my maths as i suck at it and i need to get higher than a C to get my chosen courses at college...2. Im going through something to personal to say. You'll get the updates on my stories soon. 3. Ive totally developed writers block. So bear with me 4. Please, please review. it would mean alot to me. Thanks :)

IMPORTANT UPDATE FOR MY IBF!!

MissDramatic016:

Due to her exams MissDramatic016 hasn't been updating since December. Her last Exam was on the 10th June 2016, so she is now back online. On the 11th June 2016 MissDramatic016 published a One Shot story called 'The story of Adam and Eve' and today...not haha im so late here (13th June 2016) published Chapter 21 of her other story 'The Third Wizarding War By Sapphire L Potter' . So if you enjoy her stories please just spread this around. GO READ HER STORIES SHES A SUNSHINE AND A GREAT WRITER!!!