'' ДАВАЙ, ПИТАЙ - ОБИЧАМ ЛИ ТЕ, ХАЙДЕ. НЕ, НЕ ТЕ ОБИЧАМ. ПРОСТО МИСЪЛТА ДА НЕ СИ ДО МЕНЕ ПРЕЧИ МИ ДА ДИШАМ. ПРОСТО ИМЕТО АЗ КАТО ТИ ЧУЯ, ДА ЗАПЛАЧА ИСКАМ. И ТВОИТЕ НЕЩА, ВМЕСТО ДА ИЗГОРЯ, ДО СЪРЦЕТО СИ СТИСКАМ.

A B O U T

SAD BIRDS STILL SING

Zara, Aquarius , 17

» Heyyy my name is zara and you may or may not have heard about me.
» I'm a tall, salty & insecure coffee addict, born 4 days before Valentines day ayyy.
» I find joy in basketball and being the lazy friend.
» I'm an absolute meme hoe. You should totally talk to me about animes/mangas.
» I'm currently studying German and Spanish, and I plan on working as a genetic engineer.

» likes - memes , history, aesthetics, astrology, aviation, sailing, geography, horror movies, ghost stories , basketball , art , warm weather , summer nights , smoothies , beaches , coffee , any kind of alcohol , tattoos , greek mythology , traveling , learning new languages , cars and etc.
» dislikes - mood drops, children, babies crying, babies and children in general, MELONS, whiny people, bossy people, people who can't mind their own business.

FAVOURITE SINGERS AND SONGS

» Sia - Cheap Thrills , Titanium , Chandelier , Elastic Heart , Big Girls Cry, The Greatest, Never Give Up

» Jennifer Lopez (my queen) - On the Floor , I'm Into You , Dance Again , Papi , Live It Up , First Love , Ain't Your Mama

» Beyoncé - Haunted, 7/11 , Sweet Dreams, Single Ladies, Baby Boy, Halo, Run The World

» Rihanna - FourFiveSeconds, Work, American Oxygen, Stay, Diamonds, We Found Love, Where have you been, Umbrella, Disturbia

» Lana del Rey - Summertime Sadness, Born To Die, Shades Of Cool, You Can Be The Boss

» Pitbull - Rain Over Me, Timber, We Are One, Messin' Around, Fireball, Wild Wild Love, International Love

» Era Istrefi - Bonbon, Njo Si Ti

» Enrique Iglesias - Duele el corazon , El Perdón , Bailando , Noche y de dia ,Dirty Dancer , Tonight

» Fall out Boy - My song knows what you did in the dark (light 'em up) , Centuries , Immortals

» Marina & the Diamonds - How to be a Hearthbreaker , Bubblegum Bitch , Primadonna girl

» Melanie Martinez - Doll House , Mad Hatter

» Halsey - Him & I, Control , Gasoline , Hold me down, Sorry, Colors

» Of monsters of men - King and Lionheart

» Alan Walker - Faded, Alone, Strongest

» Digital Daggers - Still Here, The Devil Within

FAVOURITE ANIMES

- Hetalia Axis Powers / Hetalia Beautiful World / Hetalia The World Twinkle
- Free ! / Free: Eternal Summer
- Fullmetal Alchemist / Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
- Fairy Tail
- Tokyo Ghoul / Tokyo Ghoul A
- Noragami
- Bakemonogatari
- Diabolik Lovers / Diabolik Lovers: More blood
- Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji
- Danganronpa: Kibou no Gakuen to Zetsubou no Koukousei The Animation
- Sukitte Ii na yo
- Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun / My Little Monster
- Wolf's Rain
- Chihayafuru
- Haikyuu!
- One Punch Man
- Anohana: The flower we saw that day
- Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic / Magi: The Kingdom of Magic
- Shingeki no Bahamut: Genesis
- Kabaneri of the Iron Fortress
- Ajin: Demi-Human
- Elfen Lied
- Kill la Kill
- Osomatsu-san
- Michiko to Hatchin
- Blood Lad
- Mirai Nikki
- Bungou Stray Dogs
- Kiznaiver
- DRAMAtical Murder
- Kingdom
- Higashi no Eden / Eden of the East
- Daily Lives of High School Boys / Danshi Koukousei no Nichijou
- Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai / Haganai
- Nijiiro Days / Rainbow Days
- Tsurezure Children
- Gangsta
- Boku no hero academia
- The seven deadly sins

FAVOURITE MANGAS

- Hirunaka no Ryuusei
- Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun
- Dolls Code
- Ao Haru Ride
- A Silent Voice
- Horimiya
- Sukitte Ii na yo
- L DK
- Kimi ni Todoke
- Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji
- Hibi Chouchou
- Hiyokoi
- Boku wa Kisu de Uso wo Tsuku
- Tamen De Gushi
- Dengeki Daisy

FAVOURITE TV SERIES

- Pretty Little Liars
- Grey's Anatomy
- Scream Queens
- American Horror Story
- Devious Maids
- Young and Hungry
- Empire
- La que se avecina
- Big Bang Theory

FAVOURITE CARTOONS / ANIMATIONS

- The Simpsons

- Courage The Cowardly Dog

- Gravity Falls

- Steven Universe

- Adventure Time

- Regular Show

- Young Justice

- Winx Club

- Family Guy

- Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

- Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends

- Oggy and the cockroaches

- Miraculous Ladybug & Chat Noir

- The Powerpuff Girls

FAVOURITE MOVIES

- Nerve (this movie is lit)
- Pet Semetary 1, 2
- Misery
- Saw 1, 2
- Divergents
- The Sword of a Stranger
- The Hunger Games / The Hunger Games: Catching Fire / The Hunger Games: Mockingjay
- Fuse: Teppou Musume No Torimonochou
- Sinister 1, 2
- 21 Jump Street, 22 Jump Street
- Let's be cops
- Sorority Row
- Princess Mononoke
- My neighbor Totoro
- Spirited Away / Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi
- Boruto: Naruto the Movie
- Bakemono no Ko / The Boy and the Beast
- Children who Chase Lost Voices
- Hal
- Zootopia
- Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
- The Conjuring 1, 2
- Dirty Grandpa
- The Dark Half
- Whisper of the Heart / Mimi wo Sumaseba
- The Breakfast Club
- Mean Girls 2
- Heathers
- Before Sunrise
- Moana
- In time
- Edward Scissorhands

DOKIS

APH Spain / Antonio

ZEN / Hyun Ryu

Kirishima Ayato

Mikoshiba Mikoto

Hazama Yoshitomo

Momotarou Mikoshiba

Kirishima Natsuya

Subaru Sakamaki

Mukami Yuma

Asahina Yusuke

Nanashi / Sword of the stranger

Kuroo Tetsuro / Haikyuu!!

Speed-o'-Sound Sonic

Kuro Kiryu

Rei Sakuma

Adonis Otogari

Mao Isara

Koga Oogami

Kouha Ren

Muu Alexius

Sphintus Carmen

Atsushi Nakajima

Kanda Yu

Tyki Mikk / Joido

OTPS

» Free !

- Gou x Seijuro ; Gou x Makoto ; Gou x Haruka

- Rin x Haruka ; Rin x Sousuke

» Beyblade Metal Fight Series

- Hikaru x Kyoya ; Hikaru x Ryuga ; Hikaru x Tsubasa

- Madoka x Gingka ; Madoka x Tsubasa

- Meimei x Chao Xin

- Sophie x Wales

» Fullmetal Alchemist

- Edward x Winry

- Lan Fan x Ling Yao ; Lan Fan x Greed

- Roy Mustang x Riza Hawkeye

» Fairy Tail

- Natsu x Lucy

- Erza x Jallal

- Gray x Juvia

- Levy x Gajeel

» Tokyo Ghoul

- Touka x Kaneki

- Hinami x Ayato

» Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic / Magi: The Kingdom of Magic

- Alibaba x Morgiana

- Sinbad x Jafar

- Sharrkan x Yamuraiha

- Kougyoku x Judal

» D.Gray Man

- Allen x Lenalee

- Kanda x Alma Karma

- Lavi x Lenalee

QUOTES I FIND COOL/DEEP

''Punk has always been about doing things your own way. What it represents for me is ultimate freedom and a sense of individuality.''

— Billie Joe Armstrong.

'' I’m so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything.''

— Jonathan Safran Foer , Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close.

'' Това трябва да са най-депресиращите думи в историята на любовта. “Наистина се постарах да те обичам” ''

— “думи в тъмносиньо”.

''I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw. I’m scared of what I did, of who I am…. and most of all, I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you.''

— Baby, Dirty Dancing.

''You are personally responsible for becoming more ethical than the society you grew up in.''

— Eliezer Yudkowsky.

''She wears strenght and darkness equally well, the girl has always been half goddess, half hell.''

— Nikita Gill.

''We have calcium in our bodies, iron in our veins, carbon in our souls, and nitrogen in our brains.

93 percent stardust, with souls made of flames, we are all just stars that have people names.''

— Nikita Gill.

''We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside of us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of

our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiousity, wonder, spontaneous delight

or any experience that reveals the human spirit.''

— E. E. Cummings.

''Bad stuff does happen, sometimes. Always remember that. But remember that you have to move on somehow.

You pick your head up and stare at something beautiful like the sky, or the ocean, and you move the hell on. ''

— James Patterson, Suzanne's Diary for Nicolas.

''I like beginnings because they're so full of promise. The first page of a book, the first day of a job, the first time

you buy yourself flowers, the first date with a new man, the first touch, the first kiss, the first kick of a good liquor,

the first moment you hold your own baby. I like beginnings because I know there's always more to come.''

— Shyma Perera, Bitter Sweet Symphony.

''If you were born with

the weakness to fall

you were born with

the strenght to rise''

— Rupi Kaur.

''I do not live for what the world thinks of me, but for what I think of myself.''

— Jack London.

''Feelings that come back are feelings that never left.''

— Frank Ocean.

''I know this transformation is painful, but you're not falling apart;

you're just falling into something different, with a new capacity

to be beautiful.''

— William C. Hannan.

''You don't drown by falling in the water; you drown by staying there.''

— Edwin Louis.

''Trust yourself. You've survived a lot, and you'll survive whatever is coming''

— Robert Tew.

''We are not perfect human beings, nor do we have to pretend to be,

but it is necessary for us to be the best versions of ourselves we can be.''

— Satsuki Shibuya.

''Until the lion learns how to write, every story will glorify the hunter.''

— African Proverb.

''Traveling is like flirting with life. It's like saying 'I would stay and love you, but I have to go.''

— Lisa St. Aubin de Terán.

''There's a girl who smiles all the time, to show the world that she is fine.

A boy who surrounds himself with friends, wishes that his life would end.

For those who say they never knew, the saddest leave the least of clues.''

— Lang Leav.

''Even though I had a lot left to say to you, I'd rather choke on my

words in silence, than allow you to see me in any state of vulnerability.''

— Kirsten Corley.

''The thing about chaos, is that while it disturbs us, it too,

forces our hearts to roar in a way we secretly find magnificent.''

— Christopher Poindexter.

''If people ever look down upon you for crying for fictional characters, you should give them

a gentle, pitying look and feel bad for them. If they've never cried for a fictional character,

then they've never loved one (and what a joy that is). If they've never cried at a book, a movie,

a piece of music, then they've missed one of the great pleasures life has to offer. Just because

fiction does not contain things that are real doesn't mean it doesn't contain truth, and we find

it through the alchemy of our tears.''

— Cassandra Clare.

''Предполагам, че ако човек види любовта от най-жестоката ѝ страна,

е възможно да поиска никога вече да не я преживява отново.''

— “Жестока любов”, Колийн Хувър.

''какъв скъперник е човекът -
цени безценното до него
едва щом му посегне някой друг''

— “Ревност”, Дамян Дамянов.

''It was how we began. Your mouth against mine, your fingers tracing along the back of my neck.
You asked me to imagine what it must have been like, for the first two people who fell in love; before the word love was conceived.
You said it felt like that for you. Like we excisted in a time before love — as though we were waiting for the word to catch up to the feeling.''

— Lang Leav.

''I realized there is no shame in being honest . There is no shame in being vulnerable. It's the beauty of being human.''

— Melody Hansen.

''So many people talk about getting their heart broken. Tear-stained sheets of paper and smudged ink; those who watched their dreams

disappear and their soul become torn in two. But what about those who break hearts? Why doesn’t anyone write about what it is

to crush someone knowingly, to be the heartbreaker, to feel a different kind of pain? Why don’t they speak of the turmoil they face,

knowing they couldn’t be what the other person needed, or simply didn’t feel the same way? The heartbreakers are always

painted as cruel, evil. But why sacrifice your own happiness for the sake of another? If you don’t love them, yet still try to,

both members of this unreal love face a different kind of destruction. Sometimes we have no choice

but to break another’s heart… Knowing it will hurt us just as much.''

— Stella.

''Trauma is personal. It does not disappear if it is not validated. When it is ignored or invalidated the silent screams

continue internally heard only by the one held captive. When someone enters the pain and hears the screams healing can begin.

— Danielle Bernock.

OTHER STUFF

- Yes, I do write stories, but I'm still afraid to upload any of them, because I'm just..worried, I think that they're not good enough. And yeah..I draw, but on Paint Tool Sai and Photoshop.