This is a long awaited conversation; Cal and Gillian finally talk about everything. "This: it's an apology letter to the both of us for how long it took me to let things go."

Gillian changes after Claire's death and Cal realizes that he has to stop pretending and start acting upon his feelings before it is too late.

It's just a piece of paper meaning the world to him. And yet he is who he is. Cal/Gillian, drama.

After her dad's confession, Emily seeks out a wounded Gillian. (Post 'Killer App' Fic) Gillian & Emily with a hint of Cal/Gillian, drama. Written for McBreezy's LTM Fic Challenge. Prompt: Gillian/Emily – Flower.

Gillian is grieving the loss of her friend, Claire. Cal wants to help but doesn't know how. Written for McBreezy's LTM Fic Challenge. From Cal's POV. Prompt: Cal/Gillian - Pink

"So that's it?" he said. "You're honestly willing to stand there and tell me that you're happy with our little arrangement? That you're… satisfied… with leaving things the way they are?" Set post series, this is a one-shot told from Gillian's perspective as she struggles to come to terms with her feelings for Cal.

It's not simple, when with age, it all becomes less.

Bittersweet drabble for my 2 year ficaversary. 30 fics and I've never used a K rating before. First time for everything I suppose.

Because, according to the Mayan calendar, the world is going to end on December 21st. "Dad," Emily mused aloud. "You know the world ends next Friday, don't you?"

A chance encounter with a strangely familiar beautiful woman has Cal trying to figure out exactly who and what he wants...if he can survive. And I STILL don't own any part of Lie to Me, BTW. Epilogue now up!

Cal knows that they can't go on like this forever. One day, his erratic behavior will push Gillian away for good.

You didn't plan for it to happen, of course. Who would? What woman in her right mind would decide to place another woman – another beautiful, intelligent, formidable woman – in her place beside the man she loved? Certainly not you - not at first anyway.

"She deserves something special… something that will show her that I'm sorry for taking this damn long to get to this point." Post finale, this is my take on Cal's struggle to tell Gillian how he feels. EPILOGUE UP. Chapters 9 and 10 are rated M!

"I have no idea how I got home or why I am naked but I assume I owe you a thank you..." Written for the TFLN fic challenge. Post Canary's Song.

Just a little blurb that jumped into my head. Hope you enjoy. :

This is for #LietoMeLives. She was tried. Tired of fighting her feelings. Tired of being scared. Tired of pretending.

"And then it happened. He made a proposal, at least she was pretty sure it was him... He knew she wanted it, and he'd wanted it with her for years. So what was the harm in sleeping together – no strings attached. Just their little secret."

She deserved better than that. Flowers, dinner and a movie and all that crap... proper date and all…

Co-authored with csiAngel. She looked at the neatly wrapped gift in her hands...

A little New Year fic. Happy New Year everyone!

Secret Santa for pjstillnoon. Christmas vacations are made for crashing.

When the ghosts came to rattle their chains, the only name they ever whispered was Gillian's.

Gillian asks Cal about his feelings for her and they skirt the edges of the dreaded "line".

Cal and Foster have a late-night encounter. Fluff.

Sometimes hearing only part of the conversation can be misleading!

Gillian shows up drunk at Cal's house. But why? Takes place between seasons 1 and 2.

It's the most honest conversation they ever have – and no words are ever involved. One-shot.

She's well aware that there is no shortage of people who believe that she's sleeping with him - but she isn't. She hasn't. There were just those two times - and they didn't count.

"Tell me when you decide to open your eyes."

co-authored with Lightwoman. "It was the seventeenth time today that Gillian had noticed that look on Cal's face…"

'She wasn't sure why she was drinking really ... As she sent the glass down with a burning sensation, she stood up, deciding that she wanted to talk to Cal.' Drunk Gill!

Un petit problème technique conduit à des révélations inattendues.

Get it up! Shameless pun is shameless. PWP if such a thing has ever existed. You know you want to read it.

An emotional, thoughtful look at Zoe's perspective during an overwhelming, life-threatening situation. How she sees Cal, Emily, Gillian and a realization that catches her by surprise. Cal/Gillian.

Coda for 3x01. "He is an expert in his field, and his field is truth. He wields that truth like a dagger, knowing every soft spot to slip it in where the most damage will be done. He is lethal, when the truth is cradled within his hands."

His eyebrows were drawn down and together, there was rising of the upper eyelid and tightening around the eye. She'd seen that look before and she knew what it meant. Now M.

She is used to a world without color.

Cal figures it out. Has nothing to do with Killer App. but does fit that story line. I guess. Don't know about the rating...it's not M for sure.

I want you to help yourself. Post Killer App.

A timeless tale of a moment of bliss. My first ever piece. Please review with comments/criticism.

Post Killer App. A continuation of the conversation between Cal and Emily. One-shot but could be persuaded to extend. Cal/Emily CALLIAN

Emily knows how to ask all the right questions. A post-ep of sorts for 3x13.

There are a million reasons why they shouldn't be doing this. / Missing scene from 3x13, "Killer App"

Post-Killer App. SPOILER ALERT! This is how it should have ended... Forgive the crappy title

Wine, a revelation and a conversation: "You know who else has excellent legs?"

They had done this sort of thing so often, they really should have had the routine down. Pure Cal/Gillian fluff.

She went against her instincts far too often when it came to him lately, and she'd had it come back to bite her a few times too many. Spoilers for 3x11.

Behind his desk wasn't a place most of his employees looked for him, unless they expected to find him much as he was now, feet up on the desk and a half-full glass of scotch sweating a ring onto the glass table top it rested on.

Secret Santa for Jaydelin - Because some ends are new beginnings

Bad weather forces the Lightman Group to shut down for the day... of course Cal and Gillian spend it together. Just a bit of wintery fun!

He hated New Year's Eve, he really did.

Torres' eyebrows shot up. "Ooooh, now I am intrigued. What is, Loker? Porn? Confidential access codes? Lightman's diary?" A gift for McBreezy, as part of the Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2010.

The annual Lightman Xmas party throws up some fun. A gigantic tree, some mistletoe and some Emily advice always good . Happy Xmas all!

Artificiel, mercantile, hypocrite… Voilà ce qu'évoquait Noël pour lui. Et pourtant, aujourd'hui, Cal n'était pas loin d'admettre que ce Noël-ci pourrait bien être l'un des plus beaux de sa vie.

Because Christmas for Gillian Foster, he was sure, was a full technicolour experience. SECRET SANTA EXCHANGE FIC, RECIPIENT: LORNACAT :

Christmas can be a lonely time for some...

She thinks they don't love each other the way most people love.

Pre-series. "It wasn't anything like their kitchen, where the smell of brewing coffee wafted through the house along with the scent of Gillian's vanilla cupcakes." Emily's POV.

Emily starts a progress of change that Cal realises, isn't big at all. The changes are small and not at all frightening and finally a double-zero bet pays off. Probably a little fluffier than I'm used to.

Things he'd consider doing to Loker, should never be crash-tested on Gillian; he'd made the solemn vow to himself. - This story is set directly after 'The Canary's Song'.

Gillian had this effect on him – this ability to make him stop and think and rest and everything in his head got quieter and the constriction around his chest got a little looser.

Short post ep for Canary Song, contains mild spoilers.

ATTHS. Like you all weren't WAITING for this. Post 3x05 SPOILERS OKAY? LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM.

Oh, he so wants you and I bet you know it!" Loker said as he followed her down the hall. Callian.

But she's never fooled herself in that if this is a language, it is a second language for her.

Set post "Dirty Loyal". Emily notices the tension in her father and acts on the fear of losing Gillian.

He'd like to imagine, in some other universe, that he is the man that she deserves. AU as of the end of 1x13, Sacrifice. Also, rating is for sex, yous been warned, lol

Set post-'Sweet Sixteen' - "I love that woman in so many different ways, darling, I wouldn't know where to start." Cal/Gillian and Emily.

Response to the end of the season premiere 'In The Red'. Gillian's thoughts on what Cal said.

Cal/Gillian drabble, inspired by 'Darkness and Light'.

Spoilers for s02e21! What happened during, before and after that wonderfull kiss? Cal is all to curious about that!

Gillian is having accounting problems. Cal is being a pain in the ass. This is what ensues.

Spoilers for s02e22! The talk Gillian and Cal had after the episode, at the cafe!

Gillian gets an offer Cal can't refuse...

Gillian enjoys a few cocktails with some girlfriends, who are keen to discuss her love life

Cal stays over at Gillian's place. Now a two-shot, I suppose!

An alternate scene for a moment in Lack of Candor. Rating change for safety.

Cal Lightman imparts some wisdom to all of Foster's potential suitors.

Gillian's eating candy, and Cal wants some too.

"You have no idea what I'm going through." Cal and Gillian discuss her imminent divorce. Set between seasons 1 and 2.

She shouldn't be doing this. Not here, not now. But as his teeth graze her collarbone, all she can do is reach out to the stair railing and hold on for dear life. C/G. PWP.

C/G. Wouldn't they know if they were dating?

Leur première rencontre.

Post ep for Beat the Devil. Contains spoilers. Cal reflects on what has happened and how his actions affect Gillian.

Parce que les illusions des uns sont souvent les abîmes des autres. Parce que la meilleure façon de résoudre un malentendu est encore d'en tester les limites.

Walking through the deserted building after hours, tends to get my mind racing.

Gillian gets a message that Cal needs her in his office... a little crackfic smut to ease the pain of Mondays...

You can measure your life in a thousand ways, but the passing of time can clearly be seen when you're watching the grains of sand fall...

One-shot. Gillian sits in her office alone and contemplates what led her up to this point.

An add-on to "Secret Santa." What WAS Gillian so anxious about?

One second can be all it takes for your life to change.

When a distressed Emily knocks on Gillian's door on a Saturday night, how will Gillian handle it? And how will she deal with a very irate Cal who quickly follows?

Cal et Reynolds traquent un criminel et sur le chemin quelqu’un décide de mettre Cal au courant de l’évidence.

It's February 14th - does that mean that love is in the air?

It will take more than his hand on her back to make the pain disappear this time... Cal and Gillian deal with a bad night, keeping that line between them

Cal and Gillian reflect on their relationship, or lack thereof.

Post Tractor Man - Cal, Gillian and Loker have a drink in Cal's office.

Une soirée se tient la veille de Noël au Lightman Group, ce qui n’empêche pas Cal et Gillian de partir dans une chasse aux cadeaux de dernière minute et de trouver beaucoup plus...

Cal découvre le pouvoir d'un prénom...

Cal. Gillian. A Christmas party. Need I say more?

Le jeu, l’adrénaline. Elle. Le réveil, enfin.

Post Fold Equity. Cal could win or lose... and not just at the roulette wheel.

“Aren’t you going to invite me in, luv?” Callian.

Short Cal/Gillian story, Cal is bored with paperwork and why is Gillian looking so happy? He just has to go and investigate...

Gillian tries to pass her Christmas spirit onto Cal. One-shot.

Something passed over Gillian’s face, making Cal’s heart rate pick up a notch. He didn’t know what he had just seen. Well, he did know, but he couldn’t be right. There was no way Gillian Foster was aroused.

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart" by MUSE // It's all dark... and then what? Callian.

Drinking at night in Cal's office, playful confessions could lead to something more...

The last few scenes of "Honey", and what happens afterward, viewed from Cal's perspective.

A Callian one-shot. Cal visits Gillian's office at the end of the day... what will he find there?

For how long can you keep truth away? For how long can you keep it outside your life? There comes a time when you have to open the door and let it in. You might be surprised at what you find.

Post 'Honey'. What happened after Foster closed the front door?

Cal and Gillian need each other.

Dance with me. It wasn't a command. Just a sweet, simple statement whispered next to her.

A short tag scene for "Truth or Consequences" - Lightman and Foster talk at the end of a long day.

It's the little movements that catch my eye. He's been doing them more often lately.

Une remarque de Zoé amène Cal à se souvenir d'un moment entre lui et Gillian et, qui sait, à prendre une décision.

Alternate ending to 2.01, The Core of It. Cal is hearing her words, but not really listening. Cal/Gillian.

Is Alec the one responsible for the separation? Is Cal still hung up on his ex? Is Gillian really such a good girl? Depends on the point of view. Literally. set before "sacrifice", spoilers for sacrifice

Cal/Gillian. He had known it was only a matter of time before Gillian started dating again...

Men always say women are inconsistent. Might be. Doesn't stop us from getting what we want though. One-shot. Complete.

Cal? Raincheck?

Goodnight Cal

Did it feel like this?

Gillian, stop it

Not like this...

You’ll never have to thank me Cal