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 Author has written 6 stories for Twilight. The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and onchuck palahniuk Visceral will go back up when I actually have the will-power to actually write that POS without wanting to slit my wrists and bleed all over my laptop. My Black Dahlia will go back up as soon as I don't have a shit-ton of other things to do, because I swear to God, writing that kills me. As for the rest of my stories - I don't have a set schedule for updates. In all honesty, I spend too much time drinking and doing other not-good things to write as much as I should. Also. I work. Which kinda sucks. Go check out ECullenitis - she's even worse with updating than I am, but she's fucking golden. find me on Twitter (4lettrwrd). sometimes I bitch about fic. sometimes I'm just a loser. | |||||||
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The Inevitable by Endlessly Drowning reviews
It's been seventy five years since Edward left Bella in Forks. Now the family has decided it's time to return. What will they find when they get there? And how will Edward deal with the pain?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 43,921 - Reviews: 2206 - Favs: 2,483 - Follows: 979 - Updated: 4/24/2012 - Published: 10/29/2007 - Complete
The Tutor by ItzMegan73 reviews
New student Bella Swan needs to break out of her shy exterior and her guidance counselor has the answer: tutoring. And Bella is too new to know she shouldn’t want to tutor Edward Cullen.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 162,443 - Reviews: 6997 - Favs: 10,713 - Follows: 3,300 - Updated: 12/25/2010 - Published: 4/18/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
What Just Happened? by JoVersify reviews
My entry for the Friday Free For All. Orig. one-shot, but will be continued. Bella is determined to see a vampire hunt before her fast approaching change. What will happen when she camps out in the woods trying to sneak-a-peek? Rated M for Mmmm...Momma!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 18,718 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 185 - Updated: 11/28/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Bella, Edward
Sweet Catastrophe by ExploitingReality reviews
Set during New Moon, A/U. Bella and Alice attempt to save Edward from his suicide attempt. Will they succeed? Tragedy invades Bella and the Cullens’ lives. Jasper x Bella. Rated M for language and adult themes in later chapters.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,595 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 206 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Jasper, Bella
Psychotic SuperPowered Vampirism by Pastiche Pen reviews
Uh, "Edward never came back," and Bella goes crazy. Not just "hearing a hot voice in my head" crazy but medically insane. Yeah, and she has a superpower and wants revenge. AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 13 - Words: 27,644 - Reviews: 815 - Favs: 425 - Follows: 267 - Updated: 3/15/2010 - Published: 9/2/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Embers: Spicy Sides from Fire in the Vein by ElleCC reviews
Side notes and chapters to accompany “A Murmur of Fire in the Vein.” Backstories, alternate POVs, etc. Contains the Sept '09 Support Stacie Auction outtake "Jasper Seizes the Moment," and the March '10 EmRo FFFA.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,363 - Reviews: 291 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 3/13/2010 - Published: 6/18/2009
Son of a Preacher Man by LaViePastiche reviews
The wild son of a famous televangelist, Jasper likes to love ‘em and leave ‘em. Will he meet his match in Bella, who’s in love with his sister’s boyfriend Edward? And what happens when Edward finally notices her? AH, B/E
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 189,838 - Reviews: 8246 - Favs: 4,874 - Follows: 3,024 - Updated: 3/8/2010 - Published: 5/12/2009 - Complete
Shameless Developments by SweetDulcinea reviews
As a photographer, many beautiful things cross Bella's path, but none so captivating as him. Despite all her efforts to distance herself, they just keep getting closer & their attraction grows. One afternoon in her darkroom changes everything.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,332 - Reviews: 385 - Favs: 354 - Follows: 218 - Updated: 3/1/2010 - Published: 9/21/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Vida en Muerte by ecaniaga reviews
Following a slip-up in his diet, Jasper returns to school after six weeks to regulate his control around humans. However, an encounter with the new student Bella Swan leaves Jasper truly questioning his vegetarian lifestyle. Full Summary inside Jasper POV
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 82,601 - Reviews: 942 - Favs: 533 - Follows: 601 - Updated: 2/12/2010 - Published: 10/15/2008 - Bella, Jasper
The Emperors of Washington by gallantcorkscrews reviews
Edward is a killer. But it can't be explained away by his vampire nature. He's just a sociopathic, human teenager. CAN I MAKE A LOVE STORY OUT OF THIS? ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,778 - Reviews: 2591 - Favs: 1,919 - Follows: 1,086 - Updated: 12/4/2009 - Published: 8/27/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Masque of the Red Death by delusionalimperialist reviews
Her blood would be mine. As would she. Once she begged, demanded, and wept for my bite. And she would. The only question was how many would die first." Vampire AU. Mature audiences only.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,151 - Reviews: 1267 - Favs: 1,009 - Follows: 530 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 7/25/2009 - Complete
A Murmur of Fire in the Vein by ElleCC reviews
One stormy Seattle night, the last person Bella expects to see appears without warning at her door. How will history—hers and his—impact their unexpected and growing friendship? AH, Bella/Jasper. Winner 2010 Bellie Award for "Edward Who?" category.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 104,482 - Reviews: 3506 - Favs: 3,351 - Follows: 1,094 - Updated: 10/31/2009 - Published: 5/25/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Golden Moon by NusiainForks reviews
Bella doesn't fall apart after Edward leaves, especially when she discovers Jasper stayed behind. But with Alice waiting for Jasper in Alaska, will Bella find new love or be abandoned again? BxJas AU/OOC Bellie Award Nominee.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 55 - Words: 242,012 - Reviews: 5718 - Favs: 3,209 - Follows: 1,311 - Updated: 9/22/2009 - Published: 2/19/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Redemption by raneonthewyndoepain reviews
What if Bella had made it out of Volterra, not alone, but with Jasper? When they return, devastated, to Forks, will either of them have the strength to admit that what they need most in the world is each other? Read to find out!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 31 - Words: 47,452 - Reviews: 779 - Favs: 517 - Follows: 296 - Updated: 9/5/2009 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
An All Consuming Fire by ElleCC reviews
When Maria invites Jasper to a weekend music festival, neither is aware that she will ultimately lead to his undoing. Set in the "Fire in the Vein" universe. AH, Jasper/Maria, one-shot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,849 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/23/2009 - Jasper, Maria - Complete
Scars of Ink and Flame by theladyingrey42 reviews
I began with his brow, my fingers tracing lightly the wounds where metal had pierced his flesh. He was my own self in the mirror, through the looking glass, his fingers on my piercings where I had run my own body through." Tattward & Inkella. AU/AH AxJ
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,567 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/12/2009 - Published: 7/28/2009 - Alice, Jasper - Complete
Love in the Mirror Room by forbiddenkisses reviews
What if, on that fateful day in the ballet studio, James and Bella had realized they were intrigued by and attracted to one another? Is it Stockholm or destiny? What would Edward do if he could find no traces of either of them when he got to the studio?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 77,966 - Reviews: 969 - Favs: 1,301 - Follows: 519 - Updated: 8/12/2009 - Published: 2/28/2009 - Bella, James - Complete
Snap by Ruby-Wednesday reviews
Snap decisions have devastating consequences. Edward makes a different choice on Bella's first day of school and learns the hard way that two wrongs can never make a right. A two-part dark AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,499 - Reviews: 222 - Favs: 262 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 4/8/2009 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Major Jasper and Blackbird by Calendulam reviews
Bella talks in her sleep. Emmett gets an idea. Jasper/Bella bonding ensues.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,389 - Reviews: 426 - Favs: 1,377 - Follows: 234 - Published: 8/20/2008 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Something To Sleep To by finkpishnets reviews
Oneshot. He barely ever speaks but when he does it's with the same beautiful tone as the rest of them, dripping honey and unintentional seduction. Bella/Jasper. Bella/Edward.
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,200 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 17 - Published: 2/12/2008 - Complete
All I Wanted Was Some Damn Cereal! by EdwardIsMyLover reviews
Oneshot about a morning at the Cullens. Title says most of it. Enjoy!
Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,137 - Reviews: 304 - Favs: 469 - Follows: 84 - Published: 6/23/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
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In Search of VERITAS reviews
Jasper Whitlock has lost his life to looking for his missing sister, Amy, when a strange girl, identical yet different, crosses his path. They want different things from each other - can the reconcile after miscommunication tears them apart? AU/AH. No OC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,134 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 2/5/2010 - Published: 10/20/2009 - Jasper, Bella
Abnormal Psychology reviews
When the perils of the conflict between vampire biology and abnormal psychology are ignored, the consequences will be dire and far reaching. AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,258 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Published: 1/15/2010 - Bella, Edward
The Dead Can't Testify reviews
Familial bonds in the life of vampires begets fierce protection and absolute loyalty. Sometimes they must protect each other from themselves, and newcomers are not always welcome.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,324 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/31/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Selfish Surrender reviews
“For the Love of Jasper” One-Shot Contest Entry- Even the worst of actions can have good intentions, and sometimes, the most selfless of acts are motivated by selfishness.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,718 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 14 - Published: 9/16/2009 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
And so the empath fell in love with the emokid reviews
An empath. An emo-kid. 300 words.
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Bella, Jasper
into darkness reviews
Moments from Alices' time in the mental assylum. Warning for slightly disturbing themes. Pre-Twilight
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 671 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/11/2009 - Alice