Note to readers: Some of my friends read my story "Don't Cry" and they say it's too emotional for some people. I, myself, think differently. I don't think people understand about what death is, and the effects it has on the dead person's close friends. Something close to Hikari's situation has happened to me before. My boyfriend's death had changed my life forever, and I AM suicidal a few times when I see other people holding hands, kissing, the sort of things I do when my boyfriend was still alive. I love my boyfriend, and I don't think anyone will ever change that.

Name: Cyndi

Race: Chinese

Age: 14

Boyfriend (deceased): Justin

Nicknames: Cyn,Cynical Cyndi

Nicknames for myself(I made them up)
Suicidal
Death
Painful Agony
Depressed

Favourite things to do:

Crying- not as much as I used to when Justin died
Lock myself in my room for ages and won't come out
Log on to the computer and talk to Connie
Writing sad stories
Watch television (digimon only and a few other chinese shows)
Collecting sharp objects incase I feel extremely suicidal (My parents don't know about it)

Best friends who understand my suicidal feelings:

Connie Yang
Jenny Young
Candy Ho
Shannon Ho
Carrie Ip
Johnathon Jung (one of Justin's buddies)
Jenny Sin
Laine Smith
Fadora Cole
Anabelle Lam

I want to thank all of those names above for understanding me and Justin. I will never forget any of you for as long as I live.