AU Fanfic. After her mother's murder, Kate falls into drugs, sex and alcohol. One day she snaps and wakes up in the hospital convinced she is Detective Kate Beckett engaged to Mystery Writer Richard Castle, the makings of her drugged out delusions. She tries to cope with what really happened while finding her way back to the man she unconsciously fell in love with.

Of all the pages he'd ever penned, of all the words he'd ever written, these anonymous letters to an ink and paper woman—all shadow and mystery and fragile allure—might prove more extraordinary than anything that came before. AU

Caroline is a young girl from England working as a nanny and the family she is assigned to has a rebellious daughter she wishes she could try and bond with. At first she might seem tough and reluctant but Caroline has a few tricks up her sleeve. A Maxoline story. Rating will change.

Beckett's sick and stubborn, Castle is worried. Lots of cuddling and Caskett.