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"I am one in this world, one to realize, experience and feel. The boudaries between us are infinate, yet so fine and delicate they might as well not be there. When you listen, you may hear what whispers in and out of your ears unknowingly, and what manages to escape your eyes is what I hope to capture." -Invisible Muse

Well, now that my more artistic side has been shone in the quote above, I can share some things about myself. I am a saggitarius, a boar, and an extreme introvert. My personality is AB, although unless you know the cultural reference to that, this piece of information is wasted. I love when it rains, and I wish with all the fiber in my being that I could live in Scotland or Paris in the countryside writing truly beautiful poetry and haikus, and that I could play the guitar and accordion as well I wish I could. I am waiting for someone to come along and understand me, although I am slowly crumbling down on the inside because I feel it is completely impossible for this to happen. I love to lose myself in movies, and more than anything I hope to live my life out to its potential, even if I know that's never going to happen. I dream of falling in love, and consider myself a romantic, contrary to my belief that love does not exist... -Jaymes de Beauvoir

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Guardian by ChampagneAnyone reviews
Orphaned at 8, Bella Swan is placed in the care of her God Mother Esme Cullen. Heiress to Cullen Swan Enterprises, Bella grows up hero worshipping 17 year old joint heir, pseudo step brother and self appointed guardian Edward. ROMANCE ANGST DRAMA
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 101,904 - Reviews: 7309 - Favs: 5,949 - Follows: 6,866 - Updated: 6/16/2015 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Bella, Edward
Spellbound by Claire Bloom reviews
Imprisoned by the malicious James, Edward meets the bewitching Isabella. As he battles with his enemies, his conscience and his bloodlust, he finally falls for her whilst she ignites his male desire's & awakens his Vampiric cravings. With Vamps/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 30 - Words: 183,649 - Reviews: 1276 - Favs: 790 - Follows: 380 - Updated: 1/16/2015 - Published: 6/20/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Dark Elixir by MoneyTunes10 reviews
Manipulative, obsessively possessive Edward wants Bella...just not yet...and he is going to teach her an unforgettable lesson for her defiance. AH, AU, OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 59,034 - Reviews: 704 - Favs: 823 - Follows: 867 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Edward, Bella
Dear Mr Masen by jendonna reviews
"Error 434: Reprimanding an executive." Life changing or just stupid? Dear Mr. Masen: A story of unauthorized Internet usage, culinary delights and the goings-on at Cullen, Inc. AH, ExB.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 127,500 - Reviews: 12987 - Favs: 8,494 - Follows: 6,356 - Updated: 2/14/2012 - Published: 11/17/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Art After 5 by sleepyvalentina reviews
Bella Swan had life figured out until she met sixteen-year-old Edward Cullen. A few months and an intense emotional connection later, she finds herself on a journey toward self acceptance while questioning everything she'd previously accepted as true.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 55 - Words: 130,382 - Reviews: 12209 - Favs: 5,478 - Follows: 3,221 - Updated: 11/5/2011 - Published: 4/29/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
A Rough Start by ItzMegan73 reviews
Overnight irresponsible Edward goes from bachelor to father of a 5 yr old. Meanwhile responsible, prepared Bella begins her first job as Kindergarten teacher at Forks Elementary. When irresponsible meets the epitome of responsible, sparks will fly!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 253,554 - Reviews: 23171 - Favs: 15,571 - Follows: 10,897 - Updated: 8/31/2011 - Published: 8/20/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Black Dragon by Valse De La Lune reviews
Bella defied the arrogant Edward. He will not forget her. She will be his sacrifice, he will make her his prisoner, and he will make her his, after all, he is the most feared. He is known as The Black Dragon. All Human. Dark. Medieval
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,713 - Reviews: 1262 - Favs: 1,168 - Follows: 1,348 - Updated: 4/3/2011 - Published: 4/13/2009 - Bella, Edward
The Monster and I by beautifulyes reviews
A darker romance. Searching for balance and trust, Edward and Bella negotiate a tangled web of sex, blood, secrets, kink, and demons from the past. NOT CANON-STYLE VAMPIRES. Very, very AU. Much lemons, violence, and dark and dominant Edward.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 16 - Words: 52,989 - Reviews: 1123 - Favs: 1,566 - Follows: 1,104 - Updated: 1/19/2011 - Published: 5/17/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Delusions of Grandeur by herinfiniteeyes reviews
Bella is a liberal girl with an outspoken opinion while Edward is an uptight conservative. When these two meet in a political science class, sparks will fly. M for lemons in future chapters. OOC/AH/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 114,186 - Reviews: 1103 - Favs: 686 - Follows: 808 - Updated: 12/30/2010 - Published: 11/15/2008 - Bella, Edward
The Tutor by ItzMegan73 reviews
New student Bella Swan needs to break out of her shy exterior and her guidance counselor has the answer: tutoring. And Bella is too new to know she shouldn’t want to tutor Edward Cullen.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 162,443 - Reviews: 6997 - Favs: 10,713 - Follows: 3,300 - Updated: 12/25/2010 - Published: 4/18/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Oh, Inverted World by DeviKalika reviews
Edward is a tortured soul with a dark past at St. Teresa's Catholic Academy in Port Angeles. What happens when he meets a girl who turns his world upside down? AU-All Human. Rated for language and graphic adult content.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 1,699 - Reviews: 1131 - Favs: 1,375 - Follows: 1,597 - Updated: 10/20/2010 - Published: 6/11/2009 - Edward, Bella
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14509 - Favs: 16,746 - Follows: 8,703 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Mistress and Her Master by NanMcCullen reviews
Rated MA for graphic lemons. DefinitelySpoilt D/s Birthday Contest submission - now extended. Master Edward pays a visit to an old sub. How is Bella handling life as a Domme? Is she cut out for it? Or will fate step in to reunite these two? All Human
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 66,995 - Reviews: 1344 - Favs: 1,950 - Follows: 2,133 - Updated: 6/27/2010 - Published: 3/30/2009 - Bella, Edward
All Work and No Play by herinfiniteeyes reviews
Bella is a senior in high school who works hard for her future. Mr. Cullen is the assistant principal willing to do anything to help her succeed. How can this possibly work? Follow Bella as she learns and matures. AH, AU, lemons. MA content.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 64,214 - Reviews: 1651 - Favs: 1,690 - Follows: 1,673 - Updated: 6/14/2010 - Published: 11/5/2008 - Bella, Edward
My Life to Be by sleepyvalentina reviews
Forbidden attraction. Intense passion. Edward and Bella are committed to their significant others, who are equally committed to their jobs. There's no harm in platonic companionship. Is there? Commissioned by SassyKathy for the Support Stacie Auction.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 31,594 - Reviews: 2454 - Favs: 1,621 - Follows: 1,378 - Updated: 1/28/2010 - Published: 10/12/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Shadowboxer by nobloodnofoul reviews
Edward is an underground fighter using the ring as an outlet for his pent-up rage. Bella is a college dropout running from her complicated past. Their paths collide when Edward is beaten and left for dead. Rated M for LEMONS. CANON PAIRINGS. AH. OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 171,703 - Reviews: 6484 - Favs: 9,491 - Follows: 4,260 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Forgive Me, Please by AcrossTheSkyInStars reviews
For Edward, life was never easy. Now, at the end of the line, hanging on by a thread, Bella offers him a choice. Will he own up to the demons of his past or let it rip their rocky relationship apart? AH, OOC. Old synopsis in first chapter.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 266,537 - Reviews: 590 - Favs: 325 - Follows: 268 - Updated: 1/21/2010 - Published: 5/7/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Acclimation Diaries by booboo.kitty2.0 reviews
All told from EPOV, The Acclimation Diaries chronicles Edward’s struggles with learning control & taking things 1 step at a time as he acclimates to Bella sexually in prep of their impending wedding night. Can he keep his desire in check or will his snap?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 88,700 - Reviews: 1144 - Favs: 1,493 - Follows: 613 - Updated: 9/18/2009 - Published: 3/20/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Derailment by Ruby-Wednesday reviews
Edward and Bella form an instant connection after a chance encounter in the train station.Will this collision bring them back on track or derail them completely? E/B AH INCOMPLETE
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 53,758 - Reviews: 1339 - Favs: 617 - Follows: 876 - Updated: 8/30/2009 - Published: 10/4/2008 - Bella, Edward
This Weekend by Ruby-Wednesday reviews
AH "What are you doing this weekend?" Bella thinks she's got it all figured out...until her absent and intriguing lab partner Edward Cullen comes into the picture. A lot can change over the course of a single weekend. INCOMPLETE
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 38,106 - Reviews: 459 - Favs: 269 - Follows: 423 - Updated: 8/19/2009 - Published: 5/11/2009 - Bella, Edward
Last First Kiss by AcrossTheSkyInStars reviews
A/H. When Bella gets accepted to Dartmouth - her dream school - she attends with her best friend/roommate Alice. While there she meets the heartbreakingly beautiful Edward Cullen and finds that she has to deal with his past and her present.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 251,308 - Reviews: 362 - Favs: 746 - Follows: 273 - Updated: 8/12/2009 - Published: 3/29/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Free from Desire Summer of Smut One shot contest by Claire Bloom reviews
Bella is hurt by her long term love, so throwing caution to the wind she decides no more Good Bella, only Bad Bella can capture the eye of the sexy scuba instructer. Rated M for explicit language and sexual scenarios. B/E AH AU OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,917 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 23 - Published: 8/10/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Captive of a Bartender by AcrossTheSkyInStars reviews
Entry for Summer of Smut One-shot Contest: A beautiful woman is taken captive by a sexy bartender while on vacation. They become consumed in a night of...ahem...fun. Smut, OF COURSE. Rated M for mature themes, lemons, profanity...etc.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,595 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 530 - Follows: 142 - Published: 8/6/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Take One for the Team by herinfiniteeyes reviews
Edward's starting his first season on Fork's varsity football team. His friends all think he needs to relax, but will his best friend Bella be willing to help? Follow along as Edward and Bella find their way through life and love. AH, AU, Lemons galore.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 18 - Words: 53,074 - Reviews: 943 - Favs: 1,328 - Follows: 761 - Updated: 6/4/2009 - Published: 10/5/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Follow Me Inside by Bitter Shade reviews
One rainy night, two long-time lovers join each other in a dark hour of drugs and primal need. AH, OOC. Dark. Mature. EdwardxBella. One-shot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,890 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 12 - Published: 6/3/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Red Line by WinndSinger reviews
Edward is an exotic male dancer. Bella is a college student studying psychology and needs a subject to do her thesis on. Bella pays Edward to belong to her for 2 weeks so she can study him. Things soon get very interesting between them.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 40 - Words: 351,671 - Reviews: 19645 - Favs: 12,776 - Follows: 5,807 - Updated: 5/1/2009 - Published: 1/26/2009 - Edward, Bella
A Dark Sonata by Valse De La Lune reviews
What will happen if the Dark Prince Edward Montague fell in love with the Princess Isabella Capulet? The Montague’s rule the Kingdom of the vampires. The Capulet’s rule the Kingdom of the mortals. They are sworn enemies. Romeo and Juliet AU.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,015 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 4/12/2009 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Edward, Bella
Labour of Devotion by Rosette-Cullen reviews
A collab between Kitschisme and Rosette-cullen Isabella Swan has lived as a servant her entire life. She has come to expect cruelty from her masters, but will her luck change when she is purchased by the mysterious, brooding millionaire Edward Cullen?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 61,006 - Reviews: 2777 - Favs: 2,328 - Follows: 1,351 - Updated: 3/26/2009 - Published: 10/23/2008 - Complete
White sand and dark jungles by OMGalarm reviews
A plain crashes on a deserted island, and only eight people survive. With no rescue in sight, they have to fight for survival. Bella also has to fight her relentless attraction to some of the men on the island.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,911 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 2/16/2009 - Published: 1/11/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Welcome Home by wtvoc reviews
all human. he's been away on a one-week business trip. rated M for Mmm... Edward.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,561 - Reviews: 283 - Favs: 915 - Follows: 184 - Updated: 7/17/2008 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Bella, Edward - Complete